Introduction
Dream Interpretation
Throw away your books on dream interpretation. They’re based on two incorrect ideas. 1) The idea that dreams are subjective hallucinations, and 2) the bizarre idea that your subconscious is trying to communicate with you in a secret symbolic language you don’t even understand. This is a well-meaning attempt to make sense of experiences that can seem entirely random. Dream interpretation is essentially what I call “The Metaphor Game” — a game in which you look for meaning in things around you. You can do it with anything. The next time you go for a walk, write down all the details of your surroundings. When you get home, run it through dream interpretation. Could the results be interesting? Certainly. Would they accurately describe why those surroundings exist? Was everything you encountered on your walk a secret symbol meant to communicate something to you?
Understanding Dreams
The key to understanding what’s going on in dreams is to remember as much detail as you can; to remember not just what happens, but how it happens. Take note of what you were thinking, what you were expecting, and pay close attention to the transitions in dreams — where one scene changes to another.
To understand dreams, you must first understand how consciousness works. You must understand the place of the physical world in the greater reality. Dreams are our adventures in a more fluid reality, in the dimensions of consciousness. Here the laws of reality are different, but we are still ourselves. We share stories, go on adventures, socialize, play, explore, experiment.
In the dream state, our primary focus is our dream self, a focus where we understand the nonphysical laws of the dream state intimately, but where we have trouble understanding some details of physical reality.
Our waking self sometimes awakens within a dream, thinking the dream state is physical life, and often reacts with strong emotions to what is going on. At these times, dreams are the adventures of our waking minds in an objective but malleable shared world with an entirely different set of natural laws.
At other times we are experiencing others’ stories and experiences in full wraparound 3D reality, jumping into characters, making our own decisions, changing the plot, and then coming back out. This is the dream state equivalent of watching movies, reading books, and playing video games.
Communicating formless experiences to the waking state is done at one level by overlaying the closest forms from our own experience. For example, if the dream story was about someone’s mother, the character would appear as your own mother (or the person most closely approximating that emotional meaning to you). At another level, the unknown character is seen, but there is a simple knowing involved (see “How We Understand Others’ Memories” in communication.php).
Recommended Foundations
In order to understand what we experience in dreams, you need to understand the nature of consciousness and the dimensions of reality. This is build upon an understanding of Unity of Consciousness, Attention, The Holographic Mind, Thoughts, The Energy Bodies, The Planes of Reality, Out of Body Experiences, Higher Sense Perception, Communication & Interaction, and The Movement of Consciousness. These lay the foundations for understanding our experiences in the dream state.
TO DO: Summarize these sections to reduce the amount of reading needed to get a general picture, and to make it possible to begin here with a general idea.
My Dream Journals
Context
I was born in 1974. I recorded a few dreams here and there as a child, but began my dream journals in 1988 when I was 14 years old and in high school. I was (and still am) very into fantasy, science fiction, comic books, and video games. These contributed to the library of my waking mind, with which the things I experienced my dreams sometimes clothed themselves so as to be familiar and relevant to me.
The Journals over the Years
As I became more and more familiar with the world of dreams, the way I wrote down the dreams changed. In the beginning you’ll see a series of characters and events without much thought to the details and transitions. As time passes, I became more adept at remembering the important details; the transitions, gateways, thought-forms, and my thoughts and expectations. These details help explain the directions my dreams take and reveals much about the nature of the dream state.
The Characters
TO DO: Only include those which are mentioned in the final version. It might be good to reference who the more rare ones are each time they’re mentioned. CONSIDER — dreams are mixed into various other earlier sections now. How to reveal the characters there?
It would be helpful to have a general understanding of the characters in my life that appear repeatedly in my dreams.
me: Benji (Sam)
girlfriend/wife: Buttercup
kids: Bodhi, Gwen
mother: Emma (Emma)
father: Wadsworth
sister: Ruby (Ruby)
once girlfriends: Kayla, Raven, Avery, Bridget, Sophie
pets: Isobel (dog), Finn (Finnegan) (dog), Trixie (cat), Boomi (dog)
friends: Juno, Rand, Hazel, Bard, Dom, Jen, Manville, Mordred, Quentin, Vortigem, Peter, Breanna, Brit, Sid, Brendan, Ranier, Eve, Paige, Nika, Melody, River, Sam S, Guido, Alexandra, Gabe, Lance, Julia, Leonard, Lisa, Summer, Brandon, Valentine, Kai, Anne, Rachel, Wilson
uncles: Ezra
aunts: Tara, Abbey
in-laws: Wilson, Justin, Fiona, Bruce, Laura
Dream Locations
The following are settings that I frequently visit in the dream state. Each is consistent in appearance and mood. In some cases, the time of the night that I go to these places has a consistency as well. Our dream life has cycles of activity and continuity as real as our waking life. I’ve grouped these locations into related areas below.
TO DO: Merge this section with the following “in detail” section together. OR merge the details entirely into the overviews.
Locations I Regularly Return To
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Dreaming Context While Awake 1997 • age 22
Awake: I’m feeling warm and happy, talking, under soft lights, falling asleep, and then. . . . This is the happy realm. . . . This is the Dark Tower as I think about doing work. . . . Each place corresponds with a kind of thought. Makes sense, but I’ve experienced it now. So strange how dream context appears and takes over. It just slides in and BLAM, it’s a dream. I act a certain way only in each dream locale, with a certain sort of consciousness. A certain kind of need fuels it. I’m only ever here because of this.
Physical Locations
These are the astral versions of physical places. I’ve included the most frequently-visited locations. Other physical places that I visit are the other places I’ve gone to school or lived while growing up in Minnesota: Westwood Elementary and Jr. High, Spring Lake Park High School, and Southwest State University.
Blaine House
This was the house where I grew up, from approximately age 4 to 17. My Wadsworth built it with the help of friends and family. It was in Blaine, Minnesota, out in the boonies about 40 minutes north of Minneapolis. The houses were about a block apart, and it was surrounded on two sides by endless sod (grass) fields.
It’s a place I frequently go in dreams and one of my most well-defined dream areas. Each area in the house has a different feel to it. The gazebo Wadsworth added on to the house in the months before he sold it is never a part of this location. My astral Blaine House was built through the attention I poured out onto it while growing up.
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Oberlin College
I transferred from SSU to Oberlin. I had the best times of my life there. I lived in South Hall first, then briefly lived in Tank, then moved to Banana House for the rest of my time there.
December 25, 1995 • July 23, 1996 • September 13, 1996 • September 20, 1996 • September 25, 1996 • October 22, 1996 • November 16, 1996 • December 14, 1996 • December 18, 1996 • March 24, 1997 • Leslie 7, 1997 • Leslie 9, 1997 • Leslie 12, 1997 • Leslie 20, 1997 • May 6, 1997 • May 8, 1997 • May 13, 1997 • May 18, 1997 • May 21, 1997 • August 5, 1997 • November 7, 1997 • July 4, 1998 • September 19, 1999 • September 27, 2005 • June 22, 2024
Tank
Tank is a co-op I lived in for a few months in Oberlin.
The Atlanta Tower and College
The Dark Tower and the Tower on Arcology Hill eventually gave way to the Atlanta Tower as my most common 4 AM dream location. The tower is thick and wide, made of gray concrete, and filled with auditoriums and classrooms. It has a spiraling hallway around the inside of it so that you can see out over the city as you wind around from level to level (this is similar to the upward spiraling pathway in the Dark Tower). There are open parking decks on the lower levels. It seems to rise from the physical plane to the astral planes, reaching up into the smooth caves and higher realms at the top.
At its base is a college with a large, spherical auditorium. The college is sometimes deserted with the lights out, but sometimes brimming with activities — classes, events, performances.
Around it is a modern town that I’ve explored quite thoroughly. Everything is over-extended, like playdough extruded through a square hole. This is probably due to the hill effect.
It’s in the area just west of Midtown Atlanta, in the vicinity of Georgia Tech, Turner Broadcasting, and Atlantic Station. I worked for a time at Turner Broadcasting, but the center of this area is Georgia Tech. Though this location is linked to a physical one, it differs from the others in that I don’t know Georgia Tech at all, and have only driven through the area a couple times. This place is located in an astral region sitting just above Atlanta.
Descriptions
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Building the Atlanta Tower 2000
The elevator I’m in a concrete, domed school-like building. I’ve been here before many, many times. There are two elevators. I know a secret, though. It’s because I’m in Ranier’s Room. I take the elevator to floor 12, make some sideways adjustment, and then go all the way to the top. Where do I end up? The Atlanta Tower. There’s another student about to do his film project. That interfered with my latest trip so I decide to wait around. While waiting, I meet Brigit, this girl who has this huge living space with a forest of 10-foot tall pink molten muffin-top things. She has photo books of her and four friends in attention-getting outfits. There are walkways made of chairs and junk, and I slip on one on the way out. I want to help fix it.
I’m building the Atlanta Tower, or I’m a child inside it as my parents are building it. There’s a sense of it being something I don’t want Wadsworth’s help with anymore. It’s being built on many fronts at once, and they’re all unfinished. There are lots of people working, and there’s sheetrock lying about. I feel like I’m out of money. It’s huge, like a mountaintop, up by the birds, all covered in trees. Sometimes the buildings were merged into grassy hills.
The Atlanta Tower 
Half hill, half building At the Atlanta Tower I have free reign to go wherever I want. Upon discovering an outer porch without any railing, I become upset at a Emma character, who seems to not be actively working on it.
In the last part of the story, I’m with an attractive orange-haired girl and decide to pick up Brigit. I passed through her family’s school area earlier. Now I drive to her house. It’s similar in form to the school but wooden and shaded by trees. The left opening is a car port. Everything has a sensation of height, airiness, a feeling of uplinks/elevators to higher places.
In another elevator at the domed school, I accidentally go down instead of up. There are three sections of three buttons on the wall panel. The buttons are all dirty, broken, and scratched. I don’t want to go down at all so I quickly make the elevator go back up, then I exit.
The Atlanta Tower: This might be the earliest mention of this as “The Atlanta Tower”. Could this be the actual construction of some part of The Atlanta Tower? The college clearly already exists — probably an extension of Georgia Tech if I got the location correct in a later dream. Atlantic Station, a 138-acre commercial and housing development was being constructed at this time in the very same area, and was probably having an influence on the astral here as well.
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Nuked in Atlanta
The buildings seem extruded I’m with Buttercup in the Atlanta Tower — the concrete multi-level transporter, up above the college with the auditorium. Around the college is a city. Everything is over-extended, like soft cheese extruded through a square hole. It’s the heart of Atlanta.
Tower Transporters: Here I refer to it as a transporter, as all these towers appear to be — a spiral through which one raises frequency.
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Waiting for Brendan 2004 • 1:30AM
Awake: After writing with Brendan and sharing music, I go to sleep at midnight. I dream the following over the next hour:
In my dreams I go to visit him and make brief contact several times. We prepare to go out adventuring but he’s busy in his semi-dark apartment (which isn’t accurate to waking life). I make contact, then drop, then make contact, then drop. I get bored and wait in my universal dream space, the school between the worlds (the Atlanta Tower). It’s dark there. The building at the top of the elevator is like a hotel. It’s several stories tall and domed at the top, with a theater. It’s directly above the physical world. I wander into a familiar gift shop nearby.
Waiting Area: Unable to reach Brendan because he’s likely awake, I hang out in the city area near the Atlanta Tower.
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When Everyone Stopped 2006 • 5:45 AM
I’m dreaming that Buttercup and I are on an early AM trip to do some shopping in an area a bit northwest of downtown Atlanta. . . . I knew when he arrived that the guy was going to take us somewhere, and he did. We found ourselves in a lovely little town in northwest Atlanta. The city center was busy with people shopping and eating. The sky was pale gray-blue. Colors were more intense. We traveled past the downtown area, peering in restaurants, and down a street into the neighborhood.
The Atlanta Tower: This is the city center around the Atlanta Tower — just above Atlanta, surrounding the college, auditorium and the elevator tower. I drew a little map, with a point to the north marked “work”, a point to the south marked “downtown”, and a midpoint between them, offset to the west, marked “shopping” where this dream took place. This places it in the vicinity of GA Tech, Turner Broadcasting, and Atlantic Station.
Astral Locations
These are astral locations that have no known correlation to places in the physical world.
The Dark Tower
The Dark Tower serves as a school for dreamers, but with very few who are lucid. I seemed to go here almost every night early in the sleep cycle for a few years starting in 1996. Inside, there are classrooms and libraries. It’s run down and cluttered. An upward spiraling hallway has water flowing down troughs along the sides. The Dark Tower is similar in form to the “Castle of the Crystal” from the movie “The Dark Crystal”. The Dark Tower has a name — something like Anabestos.
In my early experiences here, the sky was covered in dark storm clouds, and the sun was orange. The horizon beneath the cloud was a deep red. It often had the look of a sunset and the land was in eternal twilight.
There are farms nearby, among forests which were alive, though the foliage was dark, dry, and patchy. There was a row of dry, dark green hedges along one side and barrenness as well. There was a parking lot in front of it.
It reappeared in popular culture in 2025 as Venca’s castle in “Stranger Things”. In this case, the surrounding landscape and sky is a nearly perfect match, while the castle itself is less so. The above rendering is an edited combination of the two:
Inside, it has the stairway, the balcony, and Aughra’s orrery of the Castle of the Crystal. Circling up the main tower are classrooms and dorm rooms.
While my first experiences with the Dark Tower were in this dry and rather desolate environment, later experiences showed the return of water and life. In one dream, the area around the Dark Tower appeared as one of many islands, and in time my standard approach to it was on winding roads through green trees along a riverside under a blue sky, and the greenery surrounded the tower itself.
The Dark Tower is at the end of the road winding along the river or lake. There is an upper road and lower road to get to it. Right before they split is the Dark Tower. The Dark Tower is the first, main building you see upon arrival. The roads are like parkway roads, with trees all about and open spaces. There are huge square grates all over the lower road. Near the Dark Tower, the road was a changing patchwork of brick tiles.
There are a lot of buildings along the parkway. The buildings are a tan-brown color, and made of brick. They are dusted with black dirt. I go to them from time to time. Mostly I spend time in the Dark Tower and the next, squarish building over. It’s big but not as tall. Things aren’t as dark seeming.
Often my room in the Dark Tower takes the form of my room at Blaine House, complete with the deck and yard outside.
Descriptions
In my dreams, I’m at the Dark Tower when I think about doing work.
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The Dark Tower Is a School and Dorm 1996 • age 22
I was at SSU again, during orientation. Buttercup was with me. I was there to visit Juno. We had to stay in a dorm, and were assigned to the Dark Tower, so I think that might be SSU. Buttercup and I were allowed to sleep in the same room. She took a shower and a sizable stream of water flowed out the door and joined with one of the two streams running down each side of the spiral hallway. I tried to call Juno repeatedly and failed. One time, I encountered the rudest phone operator lady ever. She went crazy, and I chewed her out big time.
The entrance to the Dark Tower
seen from aboveThis is all very familiar. I’ve been here before and had trouble contacting my friends. Everyone there was like new college students at orientation, walking around with pamphlets and folders. The sky is always ominous and cloudy, and the light is like early morning. There are other buildings up the road. I know this place very, very well. The doors to rooms were black, and all the same and kinda run down. The DARK TOWER is the main dorm there, the main building and receiving area. Most everything in this SSU/Dark Tower isn’t working yet, but you can explore. The beginning lake part of the drive is like the curving forested roads along Lake Minnetonka.
References: SSU is the first college I went to.
The Dark Tower: This appears to be my first recorded dream of the Dark Tower. It was an orientation, and I was assigned to the Dark Tower dorm.
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Dark Tower Description 1997 • age 22
The stairways of the Dark Tower The Dark Tower is very consistent. It’s quite run-down and somewhat two-dimensional. It’s very tall with one basic hallway spiraling up to the height of the building with doors on either side. There’s always a lot of movement, people going up and down. There’s yellow on the vertical parts of steps. The rooms are filled with endless junk, like a basement bargain store, but it’s not shopping, either. Outside are vast lands, some snowy. . . . I usually see it from high above, as if flying in. . . . It’s never a scary place, just dingy and ugly, and there are lots of people, too.
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OBE at the Dark Tower 1997 • age 22
I was doing lots of travel around the area of the Dark Tower, on route 330, route 303 and some others. Approaching the Dark Tower, the freeway seemed to rest on the treetops, and a beautiful sunset was going on as we drove. As I drove, I overlooked a forest where Ranier was. I threw grapes out the window to him. After the drive I went to see Ranier in the woods and when I arrived, the grapes I threw finally finished falling through the trees. Familiar Dark Tower buildings were nearby, perhaps even other towns or cities.
The Dark Tower is also near the big forest with hanging paths and worn, covered trails in the valleys cut away by the river. The Dark Tower is in such a valley. Within the Dark Tower were living quarters, including my Blaine House room. There was a murky green coloring to everything. There was also a huge new bookstore. Someone like Amanda worked there. . . . The traveling to the Dark Tower seems a standard part of each dream of that locale. It’s very familiar. The Dark Tower seems like a boarding house in the spirit world. The forest is kinda trashy and dark and the tower is run down. But both are huge and full of people.
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The Sewers Beneath the Dark Tower 1997 • age 22
There’s definitely a Banana House at the Dark Tower.
[Brendan and I] were looking for Sid in room 722 in the Dark Tower. . . . I went up to the 7th floor. It was a classroom now — a big one.
The sewers beneath the Dark Tower Brendan and I had figured out the secret way to enter the sewers at the Dark Tower. We’d been exploring them. The openings were narrow and inside were long endless tubes with warm, strange winds. There were little flames burning. I feared it wasn’t breathable air, so I kept returning to the surface for air. After the second air tube was a little jump-down place where a grate was. After jumping in one of the grate spots we ended up in a subway system. It was scary. We knew we had to be careful because everyone who rode the subway was crazy. We immediately met some such people. Someone was talking threateningly and using slurs.
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Epic of the Dark Tower 1997 • age 23
Upon thinking a moment this morning of the Dark Tower, I recalled that I was there last night, dreaming intensely.
It was so real. I am a complete person, totally living that experience while there. It’s totally real. No doubts now. I can’t remember too much yet, just that I was at a high parapet looking out over the vast landscape at the twilight sky. It’s dark above but deep red on the horizon. I’m talking with people, climbing on rocks, discovering things, exploring the dream realm. It was so full of activity and adventure, so completely real. . . . The libraries, being outside. It’s in the twilight realm. . . . There are places nearby that we go to. . . . There is always the feel of an impending storm. There’s a mountain I climb, I see things from such heights at times! . . . I hadn’t dreamed of [the Dark Tower] in a long while, and then woke up early this morning and there it was, reassuring me that I dream of it early on every night. Last night I was engaged in some really intense research and discovery, as part of a big spiritual project.
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Dark Tower Warcraft 1997 • age 23
There’s this big game of Warcraft going on in the valley in front of the Dark Tower. It was like a bunch of guys playing with miniatures on two large islands. . . .
The area around the Dark Tower as a Warcraft map I know these lands so well from many other dreams. There was a dream of going south, then east, and discovering a big forest and castles. This place is really rock solid. You can see the Dark Tower on a slight hill in the distance. It seemed more stormy now, as if it had rained recently and the sun might break out from behind the clouds. The lands could be very beautiful. There is a flavor or smell to the whole place. I had a memory of doing 3D holographic modeling or something at the Dark Tower. . . . Very dim now. . . . The drive there is along the coast from the north to the middle of the map. The rolling plains were green with grass and stony patches. Where I was playing Warcraft it was gray and it was dark with scattered lights on the island across the water.
The ever-present effect of bright reds along the horizon in the East was present. Under it, shrouded in dark, were the dotted lights of an old city.
References: Warcraft is a video game.
Dark Tower Details: The stony green rolling fields were very much like those found in England.
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The Dark Tower Tour 2000
The upper and lower road to the Dark Tower The Dark Tower is a college in which the Dark Tower itself is the first, main building you see upon arrival. In front of it, the road from the west splits into upper and lower parkway roads heading east, with a mixture of trees and open spaces. There are huge square grates all over the lower road which caused big bumps when you drove over them, so I avoided them. The road was a changing patchwork of stone tiles near the end. Whoever I was with in the dream, I was swearing to them that this was the actual location of the Dark Tower. I had a name for the place, too: something like “Anabestos”. I said it had something to do with my first rally, when I fell in love at a rally? But no one was pictured with that thought. Strange. . . . There are a lot of buildings along each parkway, which I visit from time to time. I have many adventures in the Dark Tower and the next, squarish building over. It’s big but not as tall. Things aren’t as dark seeming. The buildings are of a tan-brown color, and made of brick. They are dusted with black dirt.
References: Rallies are youth group gatherings at Unity Church.
The Dark Tower: The upper and lower roads reminded me somewhat of Kenyon College in Ohio.
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Thought Form Class 2000 • age 25
I am in a classroom, though it’s not the Dark Tower. I made a firm resolution not to return as I believe it is in the lower astral.
Moving On: I remembered one more dream at the Dark Tower in August, 2000.
The Great Hills
The Great Hills is a recurring dream location encompassing two huge forested hills, a valley, a lake, a river, several long, winding roads, ridges, and the ocean. The larger of the two hills might be Arcology Hill. From the ridge road, the large hill on the left looks to have twinkling pinkish lights, like a city under a forest. Buildings in the forest are houses of gray wood, seeming somewhat abandoned and run down.
There are a lot of places in the dream world with these round-topped mountains. These hills may be the result of an intensity of focus causing strange gravity-related effects there.
Descriptions
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Storage at the Great Hills 2004
The Great Hills This is a relatively new dream place I’ve been going to in the past 5 years or so. It is bright, sunny, colorful, and happy. It’s a place I visit in deep sleep. Round-topped hills like these in dreams are very meaningful — a concentration of energy, perhaps. The Great Hills have gray wooden houses scattered about it, spiraling roads, and great views. I was excited to be finally moving here, to the rightmost hill. Our destination was like an old campground building, somewhat abandoned. There was an intention of “my family” moving there long ago — so much so that a huge storage area at the top of the right hill was somewhat filled with old belongings of Emma’s and Wadsworth’s. I was looking through it for useful things. None of it was familiar at all. It was all was several decades old, seemingly from the 70s. Buttercup was with me, but in a great rush. I stretched her patience as much as possible, but then we left. I think it was nearly time to wake up!
The Great Hills: Now that I remember this dream place, I remember going here so often. I don’t recall them often due to their occurrence earlier in the night.
I wonder if this isn’t a scrolled out view of Arcology Hill on the left, actually. Arcology Hill is always without a greater context in my mind. And the specific context of the hill on the left in this view is only that it sparkles with distant lights among the thick forest there, which is what Arcology Hill looks like.
Arcology Hill
This is the round-topped, steep-edged hill upon which The Tower sits. There are other similar hills nearby. The gravity is more or less intense depending on where you are on the hill. There is housing along its forested slopes, and a city on the top, at the center of which is The Tower.
Arcology Hill has scattered houses along the sides, concealed by trees, but their lights can be seen.
An interesting fact about these round-topped hills is that gravity pulls inward, not downward. A house on the top appears normally, but one near the base of the curve will have its roof facing outward, not upwards. It’s as if the structure is actually the top half of a sphere, but is translated in terms of physical landscape as a hill.
The name is based on the overall shape of the arcology from SimCity 2000, though instead the land conforms to the shape of the glass dome.
The round-topped hill could be a physical representation of the mind sphere within my head, described as the “Sphere and Beam” model. In this case, in the dream state I am the tiny astral self going from zone to zone along its exterior, going across property lines (see below) as I climb up the sphere / hill to the summit.
If the round-topped hill is my head, it reflects the sphere of the “Star Field” I’ve sensed at times in the dream state. Each star would be a specific focus, a specific property on the hill, positioned according to its orientation and distance from the Source.
The mind sphere may be rationalized in physical terms as a landscape that can be explored.
But a sphere hanging in the air isn’t possible. It must be a hill.
See “Our Focus Within the Sphere” in flow-into-us.php and “The Star Field / The Sphere” in nature-of-dreams.php.
Descriptions
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The Tower on Arcology Hill 1996 • 3:33AM • age 22
The Tower on Arcology Hill 
The property lines going around the sides of the hill,
and the town, tower, and stadium at the top.Some of these properties I regularly visit, and I have routes up the hill that I repeatedly take. One route takes me up/across a huge tree that gives me vertigo, which leads to a property with lush greenery and a lake.
The way each property is divided into its own space but visible as a whole from outside is like an overview of the individual screens in the original Legend of Zelda game.
An overview of the individual screens in the original Legend of Zelda game Image from https://www.zeldadungeon.net/ Arcology Hill: This is the first time I remembered coming to Arcology Hill. I typically dream in this location around 3-4 AM every night, and I don’t remember these unless I am awakened in the middle of them. Arcology Hill is an incredibly well-defined place that I return to again and again. I am always challenged in some way in The Tower with something disturbing.
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The Devil on Arcology Hill 1996 • age 22
As I’m napping with Buttercup, I come to remember last night’s horror, and why I didn’t want to remember it, and why I awoke in such a bad mood: Buttercup and I were on Arcology Hill, maybe a third of the way up the hill. It’s near the fern and lake area in the little valley. Our room was a bunch of crudely nailed boards up high above a natural scene, like an attic in the trees. It had steep angles and was very high up.
We had many visitors. One of the visitors was the devil. I had started accepting him around, since he was so unobtrusive, even talking to him a little. I still didn’t like him. But once, on accident, I left our perch, and left Buttercup alone with him. As I returned, I saw him leaving and I realized what I had done, and, uncertain, I even waved goodbye to him. When I found Buttercup, she was crying. He had tried to do something to her and I was filled with such a rage. My perspective rose higher after this. . . . I woke up in the worst ever mood.
Arcology Hill and the Tower: There is rarely a dream of this place without some kind of disturbing personal challenge. I wonder why I keep going back.
Arcology Hill Stadium
This is a stadium or amphitheater at the top of Arcology Hill where games and challenges are played. It has a most unique thing — an emitter of pure thought-form matter, which is used extensively in the games there. I’ve visited here at least twice.
The Tower on Arcology Hill
The Tower on Arcology Hill is the most incredible dream place. I sometimes refer to this as just “The Tower”. It is always a great struggle and challenge. The Tower sits atop Arcology Hill at one side of the city. The Tower itself is a place to go to face your deepest fears, to peer into yourself. This is an entirely different Tower from the Dark Tower.
I suspect that The Tower is a passageway to higher frequencies, and to reach them, I must overcome my own blockages, which are presented as challenges in The Tower.
There is also a similarity to the satori tunnel mentioned in “Extending Space” in into-dreams.php. There is more than a passing resemblance of this landscape to the images below, with the hill itself being the head:
in the excellent anime FLCL (Fooly Cooly)
Descriptions
The strange thing about the Tower on Arcology Hill is how many different forms it takes on the inside. At different times, the inside is a gothic masquerade, a high-tech building, a plush mansion, and more. What’s consistent is that it’s a tower shape (when seen from outside), it’s at the top of Arcology Hill, and it’s a place of facing difficult challenges.
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Banana House Party 1996 • age 22
The Tower, viewed from above The Tower is very high tech, but around a corner, it’s eaten away, revealing a wooden frame. Stairs lead to this mall-like place. Nomads live in the wooden part.
Spiral Exit: I’ve noted spiral passageways in the Dark Tower and the Atlanta Tower. Note in the drawing how the exit curves down from the top edge, as if from a spiral passageway here as well.
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Split in Two 1996 • Early AM • age 22
I feel like this is The Tower, in disguise. . . . I overheard talk about some big surgery of the ribs for me. Next thing I knew I was drifting out of a deeply anesthetized state. . . . Preceding this was Banana House as a big wooden warehouse. It used to be a restaurant, I think. Buttercup and I lived upstairs. . . . Guido and I were throwing a lot of food around, up and down the balcony. Will was there, and everyone was drinking or on drugs.
The Tower: The balconies are a very common feature of one version of the Tower. It’s plush, with red carpet and huge stairs and balconies and very rich. I had many adventures on these balconies. There is a common theme of being drugged and really out of my mind. Both the Banana House and surgery scenes both seemed to take place in the Tower.
How is this the Tower if it doesn’t look like the Tower? There’s a feel to it, a shape to it, a challenge, and it’s often at the same time of night, around 3 AM — 4 AM.
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The Origin of the Tower 1997 • age 22
I dreamed something about the origins of Arcology Hill & The Tower. It was unpopulated, natural, covered with pine and pine needles. Some careless people were climbing on top of it. They were playing with fire and I knew the hill would go up in flames.
Underneath there was something going on, too. The interior of the hill was carved out into chambers and such, like all dream hills seem to be. The inside was changing, too.
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The Tower — Masquerade and Betrayal 1997 • age 22
The Tower appeared as a huge gothic church with tons of balconies and wide stairways. It had lots of dark wood and red carpet. I worked on the top floor in a computer job. The theme was “making new friends — a threat to our relationship”. There was a masquerade going on. I met this guy named Christopher something: a muscled business jock. Later, Buttercup was hanging out with him. He was wearing the black carpet and she was wearing all black. They snuck into the darkness of the place where I worked (now closed) and I snuck after them to spy because it certainly didn’t look good. She caught me and yelled at me. There was a longish in-between part of me fighting some jealous internal battle. I must have lost because I was then flying around in this envelope of flame and caught her with her arms around this other guy in the game room. I got so mad and yelled at her and we began arguing. I tried it again, nicer, but I was ill at ease that time. In the end I tried to destroy the whole building. I wanted to burn it down but I think I began to disintegrate it from the top instead. The city around was big and gothic and the sky pitch black.
The Tower: The Tower has taken on the form of the masquerade many many times. It has big stairs and red carpet and a balcony and many rooms and is very rich. And of course there’s a trial to overcome.
The Catacombs
The Catacombs are a seemingly endless underground maze of chambers. They are composed of hundreds of connected rooms of all shapes and sizes, most often made out of concrete, or carved from earth and stone. After traveling through these endless rooms and chambers hundreds of times, night after night in the early hours of the night around 4 AM, my Dream Self knows the seemingly endless routes through them intimately, and also calls them “The Catacombs”.
There are entrances to it everywhere; under overpasses, stairways or ladders downwards, even from a sunny path through a carved grate. Almost anything that takes you downward into underground chambers is an entrance.
Different routes lead to different locations across the astral planes.
Mass Transit Malls
Mass Transit Malls are immense, bustling places that are a cross between a huge, multi-level indoor mall and mass transit that can include airplanes, shuttles, trains, and futuristic ships. They’re always crowded with people. The transportation leads to all kinds of distant places. When I’m traveling longer distances (across states) I usually end up going through one of these.
The Woods Neighborhood
There’s a house in the Woods Neighborhood that I had and lived in for a while. I’ve been there hundreds of times. The road is a winding road through thick woods with unique houses interspersed along the way. It feels like a low area, topographically. It feels somewhat like our house in Midway Woods, but combined with some aspects of the areas north of Blaine House, including the stores. It’s south of a main road like Highway 65. There are similarities in layout, but everything is different. Up on the highway is a small grocery store (which looks like a liquor store) and behind it is a row of shops in a big parking lot. This commercial area is not especially beautiful. Across 65 a road splits off and raises up into the air towards a large city that I spend a lot of time at. I’ve taken these roads countless times and know them well. I dream here A LOT. It’s been one of the main locations over the last 15 years or so.
Descriptions
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Wadsworth’s New Daughter 2024 • 6:30 AM
I was returning through the Woods Neighborhood towards the highway — the opposite direction as usual. I was surprised to see new development there — buildings a few stories high. Businesses of small import, not open to the public. There was a new small lake there. I thought maybe some of this had replaced the house we’d once lived in. I never did pass the house in this dream. The roads are somewhat maze-like, and it’s hard to find it.
At any rate, I passed through the Woods Neighborhood area to the stores on the north side. I went to a small standalone grocery store I often go to. The front doors opened into a large hallway with the grocery store opposite. The checkout was directly ahead.
An Astral Home: This is the first time I’ve clearly remembered this dream location that has been a standard location for me for ages. It’s one of several recurring suburban astral homes that I go regularly to and consider mine.
An interesting thing is that these recurring astral locations are very stable. They are predictably themselves. Though it feels somewhat like Blaine House and Midway Woods in some ways, it’s also entirely unique. If this were a rote, it’s far more likely I’d paint over these places with well-known physical locations and people. For example, in a rote I’d be far more likely to project a known store onto the grocery store and a known person onto Wadsworth’s daughter in order to understand it. But instead I have this grocery store that’s unknown to me in the physical but always the same in the astral, and this unknown person who strikes up a conversation with me, seemingly uninterested in Wadsworth’s ploy. In essence, these locations are more real and authentic, not dressed up in my past impressions.
New Town
I have a couple houses in the astral that I regularly visit. I started visiting them around 2021 and go back regularly. I consider the house at New Town my primary home now and have various adventures there.
It’s in a little town. I know the streets well from all my time there. I often go up into an overview of the streets and then descend down into a new location, or sometimes take the streets at a bike-like speed. The neighborhood is a set of east-west streets with smaller streets going north-south between them. There are some parks and schools to the east. To the northeast a few blocks is the town center with larger buildings. To the west a block or two is a busier north-south street with some businesses on it.
Dream Locations Understood: This is huge.. each dream location corresponds with a kind of thought, a kind of consciousness, with a certain way of behaving, fueled by a certain kind of need.