Dream Journal
December 10, 1999
Rebecca and I were in Blaine House, at night with low lighting. Dan was there, with three boxes: one for me, Jess, and Rox. He was holding them over our heads, trying to tantalize us with this tiny diamond which I didn’t care about. I remember rolling it between my fingers and thought it was hardly bigger than a grain of sand. I could feel all the sides. He was trying to manipulate some promises out of us before he’d let us see the boxes but when he wasn’t looking I grabbed Jess’s and ran to the pool room. My thinking was that if the boxes had some specific horror for each of us, opening Jess’s wouldn’t be that traumatizing.
I opened the box. Inside was a glowing green bean and two plastic canisters. There was a current coming from the canisters and I started hooking up these little models of water park rides to hoses that connected to them. I hooked up a whole bunch at once and they all began to slowly inflate. I was inflating a water park right there in Blaine House! They were spreading out across the kitchen, pool room, and dining room. At a certain point, I noticed the current was having trouble inflating so many water park rides at once, so I decided to focus on one. I unplugged the others and remaining one started growing really big. It grew into a huge courtyard with a castle, axe-throwing knights, children with LOTS of colored balloons (little thought-form bubbles), huge water park rides, games, and lots of people.
The hoses I’ve seen connected to thought form buildings — they conduct a current of energy/attention to the thought form to maintain its form or increase its size!
There was one point where I was pursued by a head-lopping knight and another scene where the children escaped from the courtyard with a ton of balloons and went down this hill into a larger courtyard. It became almost like a layer cake with the castle at the top, having larger and larger courtyards below it. It was on a hill (a bulge of astral attention).
Thought Forms: Did I inflate everything in that scene, including the children, balloons, and courtyards? They weren’t evident in the little models I saw before.
Or was it more like a rote, that expanded directly into my current environment without taking it entirely over?
Transition: This transition is strange. These thought forms are being inflated within Blaine House but then Blaine House is no longer a part of the scene when they get big enough. It’s like an entirely new scene is growing up around me. Instead of a ceiling above, it becomes sky.
It’s almost as if a rote is rising up around me.
The Cords Inflating Thought Forms: Here we see very clearly that these cords are the method by which thought forms are filled and given form.
Repeating Layers: The water park inflates to a courtyard around a castle, and then begins to repeat, with progressively larger courtyards appearing below the first. The castle at the top appears to become smaller. It becomes a hyperspace tower, getting smaller and smaller as you ascend.