Dream Journal
Aug 16-23, 2000
The dream was related to classes at my high school. I went to this odd, out-of-place room. Inside was a friend and two gorgeous naked girls laying on these pillows, facing away. I was overtaken with this strong sexual passion and made some verbal attempts at seduction. What it was is that I was outpicturing to one of them scenes of how nice it would be. So then I was floating above myself, embodying the imagery, with her vaguely above me. We began doing it, but she became less and less important. As I moved, I felt these golden waves going up and down my floating body from my feet to my head. It was ecstatic, orgasmic but sustainable.
Then without warning I’m in a plane on takeoff. It rises slowly and another plane passes over it. My perspective on my plane was as the plane — around and above it. My plane can’t get enough lift and comes to the inner corner of the walls of this ruin. It crashes in an explosion, throwing me rapidly forward, and I awake.
What was all that about? It seems I raised my energy, drifted out of body, then rationalized the plane to account for the lift-off sensations. The plane rationalization began slightly after take-off, slightly above the ground where I was in the scene before it. It probably “crashed” when I reached the corner of my bedroom.
Pictures: Here I find myself recalling that I communicated verbally, because that’s the physical way to communicate, but on closer inspection, what I was doing was communicating by telepathic imagery.
This shows that what I’m recalling is the meaning and intent of my communication, and from there assuming from this waking perspective that I must have spoken it.
Into a Communication: I begin by attempting to communicate by telepathic imagery. But my attention on the imagery pulls me into it, and I find myself floating above myself. Imagine a cartoon thought bubble with the imagery, and then imagine me embodying the self up in the thought bubble. It expanding out around me as I go into it.
As I’m actually alone in this projection, the girl fades out as I focus on my own sensations.
Lift-Off: So this is a clear rationalization of the motion I feel as I move higher out of my body. Upon separating, I seem to drift down into the corner of the room, with the resulting crash rationalization frightening me back into my body.
Note that the girl floating above me is also rationalized as a plane!