Selfhood and Expansion of Consciousness
Growth of Self After Death
Our Essential Nature
While we can appear as physical as we want, our essential nature is that we are a nonphysical consciousness.
In the invisible worlds . . . men or women, young or old, are no more than centres of life radiating different qualities of energy which they have assimilated during their successive incarnations. (Yram 198)PAPOBEr Yram
We’re Still Ourselves in the Astral
In OBEs, NDEs, and after death, we are the full waking consciousness. From time to time, we expand our consciousness into what we think of as the subconscious and have access to knowledge and memories we didn’t previously.
A person is exactly the same spiritually the moment after he has “died” as he was the moment before. (Borgia 186)LWUchanneled modern Benson
The loss of the physical body makes no difference whatever in the character or intellect of the person. (Leadbeater 28)APclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
After death, man is possessed of every sense, and of all the memory, thought, and affection that he had in the world, leaving nothing behind except his earthly body. . . .
A man’s spirit enjoys every sense, both outer and inner, that he enjoyed in the world; he sees as before, he hears and speaks as before, smells and tastes, and when touched, he feels the touch as before; he also longs, desires, craves, thinks, reflects, is stirred, loves, wills, as before; and one who takes delight in studies, reads and writes as before. In a word, when man passes from one life into the other . . . it is like passing from one place into another. (Swedenborg 354)H&HOBEr Christianity Swedenborg
AD (channeled): Your personality - your likes and dislikes, your hopes, your fears - are still attached to you.
I see people come over. They arrive and have high hopes that everything is going to be different for them. However, nothing can be different for them because they have brought with them what they are. WFBchanneled modern Taylor
People arrive here with the same psychological and emotional nature they had when they died, although shortcomings and imbalances can be overcome through rapid learning. APOWSITC/EVP researcher modern Macy
Case 8:
S: Most of us are still far from perfect beings in the spirit world. The essential purpose of reincarnation is self-improvement. (Newton 41-42)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Growth and Learning
I am the William James that was, but I am no longer William James in the same way that the adult is not the child. (Roberts 111)
I feel myself growing out of myself in a certain fashion. My adopted characteristics are becoming too small and cramped to contain my new growth and development, and I will move on most certainly to larger psychological quarters. It is not only the physical body we outlive, but the psychological house we have chosen. First after death we add new rooms and suites to accommodate out greater experience, but it is soon obvious that the entire structure has had its day. We must move out of it completely. (Roberts 159)AJoaAPchanneled modern James
This reflects the gradual release of limitations and misconceptions from our most recent lifetime. This was published 68 years after James’s physical death, time during which he continued growing and learning.
Attitude Towards Earth Life
In life, we are curious about what happens afterwards. After death, earth life is such a small arena of activity that we wonder how it can contain such depths and dimensions of action and meaning. I used to wonder at the hidden microscopic life that teemed in a puddle. . . . So now earth life seems incredibly small in that respect, yet amazingly active, packed with events as a puddle with drops of water, each seemingly separate yet each connected. I wonder that I ever put myself into that context. At the same time, that experience added immeasurably to my existence. . . .
The dead soon learn, however, that the mind itself is a vast threshold, reaching into infinite depths of experience. The experienced self is small as a tremulous gnat by contrast. (Roberts 156-157)AJoaAPchanneled modern James
The Expansion of Perception
Our access to a broader understanding at mid-astral frequencies and above is very much like intuition, which provides a higher, wider spiritual perspective.
We tap into the expanded perspective of our subconscious, which knows so much more than we do consciously. Not only do we have access to far more information about our lives and decisions, but that continuity reaches between and across lives as well. The higher our frequency, the broader the knowledge we have access to.
[Whitton] regressed subjects to the interim between lives. . . . When individuals were in the between-life realm, they entered an unusual state of consciousness in which they were acutely self-aware and had a heightened moral and ethical sense. In addition, they no longer possessed the ability to rationalize away any of their faults and misdeeds, and saw themselves with total honesty. (Talbot 215)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
This is the perspective from Newton’s hypnotically-regressed subjects as well.
After-death mentation was reported to be quick, clear, and unfettered by the constraints imposed by the past-life personality, especially ego defense mechanisms. Participants felt they tapped into a broader source of knowledge that was somehow intuitively apprehended. (Wade 44)
“My self in this state is now aware of something about the meaning of this life, the purpose [of it], the problems being worked through, the debts being paid. . . . Where it may have [been] baffling when you were going through these various experiences, now it has some resolution. . . . You’re able to put things in context and gain some understanding of meaning.” (Subject 4)
“Immediate wisdom, uncluttered . . . by attachments, boundaries, fears, limitations. . . . Understanding or acknowledgement of the spiritual perfections that is so well masked in life. Immediate knowing without all the filters and garbage we put in the way” (Subject 8) (Wade 44)
Beyond Negative Emotions
Fear is the physical body’s ability to block the flow, a painful experience which trains us to protect it. When the physical body dies, so does the source of all our fear. Now all we have are the habits of thought that fear has built up in our minds. Once we just release them, we will experience fear no more (until we incarnate again).
Once we’ve gotten past fearful habits, we arrive in the mid-astral, where the amount of ever-flowing love we feel means that we feel fully emotionally supported at all times. All the conditions of lack that would trigger fears no longer exist to us. As such, they diminish until they disappear in a sea of happiness.
Souls lose most of their negative emotional baggage when they shed their bodies. Although it is true we may carry the imprint of some emotional trauma from a past life into the next one, this condition is in a state of abeyance until we return to a new body. Also, a great deal of negative energy is expelled during the early stages of our return to the spirit world, especially after deprogramming during orientation.
When a soul once again returns to a pure energy state in the spirit world, it no longer feels hate, anger, envy, jealousy, and the like. It has come to Earth to experience these sorts of emotions and learn from them. . . .
Nevertheless, I have found two sorts of negative emotions that exist within souls, both of which involve a form of sadness. One of them I would call karmic guilt for making very poor choices, especially when others were hurt by these actions. . . . The other form of sadness for souls . . . comes from a longing to reunite with the Source of their existence. . . .
Their positive affections also undergo alterations. For instance, souls feel great love but this love places no conditions upon others for reciprocity because it is given freely. (Newton 43-44)DoShypnosis modern Newton
I wonder what levels Newton’s subjects are communicating on. In many ways, his findings seem very much like the upper astral. His subjects seem to be rapidly remembering their past lives.
To have left all negative emotional baggage behind means we’ve at least moved into the mid-astral. This fits with the Theosophical model, which say that lower emotions are left behind, but waiting for us when our consciousness descends to those levels again.
Newton has said he has seen no evidence of the astral world with the different subplanes. Yet there are many similarities between that model and his singular “spirit world”. He has rescue missions, for both ghosts stuck near the physical and people trapped in internal spheres of projection. But he doesn’t have open communities of belief in the astral. He has a receiving and sorting area like Monroe and many others. But his subjects’ reality is focused around soul groups and guides. With Newton, there is a single chronological progression of incarnations, rather than a reincarnating self level that spawns individual incarnating selves throughout time. The evidence for the latter is very strong.
Restoration of Past Life Memory
The restoration of past life memory sometimes comes after a life review, when we’ve exited the memory of the physical life we just finished. Sometimes it comes after we arrive in the reception center, when we’re greeted by those we’ve known in this and past lives.
But in all cases our past life memory only begins to open up at the mid-astral reception center. The negative emotions at those lower levels need to be worked through and released before we can fully exit the memory and arrive at the mid-astral. We wouldn’t get caught up or stuck in the near realm or lower astral if we had the collective wisdom of our past lives.
Because of this, awareness of past lives comes immediately for some, while others spend a period of time in the astral, focused in their individual personality. This is related to how quickly we exit the memory of our physical lifetime.
Before Restoration
Memories of other lives lie piled up in my mind like books still to be read . . . and while I am curious, I am as yet too engrossed in the studies that I still identify as my own. I identify myself to myself as William James still. . . .
Therefore I can say that other lives of mine are waiting to be reviewed, studied, and explored as if they were journeys taken by me in other lands. . . . I realize, nevertheless, that some of those “other selves” may well consider my life as belonging to them and they may well explore the life of William James from their own standpoints. (Roberts 157)AJoaAPchanneled modern James
Williams James suffered in life from a philosophical “melancholy” due to an obsessive focus on self. I know this state well as I once suffered from it. This is what prevents him from moving out of himself in his most recent life and rejoining his greater self. Yet his focus in life was in study and learning, and he continues this after death.
Restoration of Past Life Memory
Walsch: “Will I know in the afterlife who I was?”
Yes . . . and who you have ever been. It will all be opened onto you—because then it will profit you to know. (Walsch 183)CWG1channeled modern Walsch
After death, the entire memory of the individual’s past lives is restored and he or she may even seek out friends and relatives of a former past life. (Kubis and Macy 53)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
Remembering Past Life Connections
Subject: Usually a handful of souls will come that you have had close karmic connections with in former lifetimes. . . . They will be there to greet you. . . . Your memory starts opening up to your past incarnations. . . . So you’ll recognize those souls. First, initially in the relationship you knew them in the life you just left. Then you’ll start remembering other relationships where you’ve known them. That’s part of the process of remembering all of your karma NOTE: lessons while you’re on that plane, so you can understand what you’ve just completed and what you still need to work out when you return to Earth again. (Cannon 19-20)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
You will become aware of your other reincarnational selves, for example. There will be emotional ties with other personalities whom you have known in past lives, and some of these may supersede your relationships in the immediately past life. (Roberts 149)SSchanneled modern Seth
The Life Review — Exiting the Memory
During a NDE, the life review happens somewhere between the moment before death to shortly after exiting the tunnel. During full death, something else happens — one may spend significant time in the near realm and lower astral before embarking upon the life review and rejoining their reincarnating self. After death, the life review often takes place in more physical terms, such as in an astral building designed for the purpose.
There is an in-between stage of relative indecision, a midplane of existence; a rest area, comparatively speaking. . . .
Before the time of choosing NOTE: a new incarnation, however, there is a period of self-examination, and your full “history” becomes available to you. You understand the nature of the entity NOTE: the reincarnating self, and you are advised by other portions of that entity, more “advanced” than yourself. (Roberts 149)SSchanneled modern Seth
Reuniting with the Higher Self
The life review is the movement of our perspective from within the physical life to a much more encompassing one that sees it fully from the outside. This is a rejoining of consciousness with the reincarnating self.
When we exit the life review — the memory of our physical life — we rejoin the higher self that decided to experience this physical life, but with the additional experience and memories of the life just lived. That’s where the more knowing perspective comes from. We were always there and we are now seeing the actual life we just lived in the speed and perspective that the higher self sees it. The higher self incarnated into a “new” you, who lived your physical life (in mere moments from its perspective), and then when it’s over that new self sees it in its true higher perspective as it returns to who it was created from.
You examine the fabric of the existence you have left, and you learn to understand how your experiences were the result of your own thoughts and emotions and how these affected others. Until this examination is through, you are not yet aware of the larger portions of your own identity. When you realize the significance and meaning of the life you have just left, then you are ready for conscious knowledge of your other existences.
You become aware, then, of an expanded awareness. What you are begins to include what you have been in other lives, and you begin to make plans for your next physical existence, if you decide upon one. You can instead enter another level of reality, and then return to a physical existence if you choose. (Roberts 122)SSchanneled modern Seth
Joey (channeled): Then we were at the light. And then we moved through the light into the most beautiful place. I saw my grampa Wadsworth—he’s there. . . .
Gabe and Grampa Wadsworth took me to this big building that looks like it is made out of light somehow. We went in and there were all these really shiny people standing around. Grampa Wadsworth said, “We’re going to leave you now.” But that was okay ‘cause these people were wonderful people.
I started to feel really good. And then I got to see everything that happened to me when I was Joey. It was kind of like watching a great movie, except you’re in it, too, at the same time. It didn’t take very long. And when I saw it, I became more me. Things I didn’t understand before I got here I understood now, and that understanding came when I looked back at my life with new eyes. . . .
When I left that room I was different. My body wasn’t little anymore and was glowing the same as everyone else’s here. But I still felt like me inside. Just that there was more of me, sort of.
Here is not like there—here everyone is joined together, sort of . . . way deep down. There is no difference between you and Him or you and anybody. But it’s not like you lose who you are. You finally know who you really are. And you can feel everything about a person, and that person can feel everything about you and about how you feel about them. (Fairchilde 79-80)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
The life review is a necessary part of rejoining with your higher (frequency), less limited self. You cannot open to that more unified level without experiencing and accepting the truth of your life, without feeling the effects of your actions on others who you are now connected more deeply with. Because that’s what your higher self feels and knows. When you join with that self, you feel and know it, too.
The final result of the life is known only when in that process of withdrawal the consciousness is once more centred in the ego NOTE: the reincarnating self. . . . At that time also a glimpse of the life as a whole is obtained; the soul has for a moment a flash of clearer consciousness, in which he sees the results of the life just completed. (Leadbeater 101-102)DPclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
Translation to Physical Forms
The life review can be experienced in many physical forms. In this way, what is a spiritual takes form as a physical story. In these, there is a preparation period preceding the life review, the final disconnection from the memory of the physical life. We are joined by several others to review our lives, and they provide support and perspective.
A Building or Temple
The building or temple is the place of the primary, guided life review after full transition out of the physical. This form is not experienced during NDEs, which usually have a natural, nonphysical experience.
Sandy (channeled): Almost immediately after I arrived, I was taken by my guardian to a beautiful temple-like space. . . . There is a council there made up of twelve great beings. . . .
I have learned just how limiting words can be. Instead, we merge our consciousness and transfer our thoughts as well as our emotions so that there is perfect clarity among us, with no room for misunderstanding. . . .
I relived the whole of my existence, only this time I saw it with a clear and understanding eye. I not only “saw” these events, I felt them. I learned the true impact of my actions by experiencing not only my emotions but the emotions of everyone I had interacted with. . . .
I saw how fear had limited me, and as I saw this I was healed, the pain and grief washed away. . . . When it was done, I felt a peace and a completeness, and a total understanding and compassion for my life and the man that I was. This wisdom is now recorded on my soul and will be a part of me forever. (Fairchilde 11)
Ruth (channeled): Then I was taken to the door of a great and magnificent temple. The walls were of light. Inside stood twelve beautiful, beautiful beings. They were filled with love and total acceptance. There was no judgment. John could not come in with me and so waited outside. I had to do this alone.
I saw my life and through this I was healed. (Fairchilde 64)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
A Book
Subject: I would call it the Book of Life—a record of what you have done. . . . Everybody can go to it and refer through it. You turn the pages, and if I’m looking in it then it reflects what I look for. If another looks in it, then it reflects what they look for. (Cannon 47)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Our life is also sometimes represented as a book that we can engage with on our own at any time, for review or private study. This is a physical form of the memory of our life.
I slowly rose toward the ceiling getting more and more into it. Just when I felt ready to let go and really take off a man’s voice said, “She’s going for good!” With that my “self” left my astral body and I found myself having an instant life review. I was then looking in a book which told me the things I had to accomplish in life and the things left to do. I remember saying, “I can’t go, there’s too much to do.” NDESEOBEr modern Lowe
Anything
While the life review often takes the form of a temple or a book, it can be literally anything, as the next unique and artistic example shows. After her death, a woman meets her husband:
As they stood arm-in-arm looking out over the valley, it became a “valley of life.” She later described this as if a brightly colored pallet or quilt had been thrown over the valley, and it appeared as a collage of scenes and places from the life she had just left. . . .
She said, “It’s sort of like you stand there and survey. As if you had some great big fields, and you had different things growing in them. Or if you had lots of flowers in a garden, and you stand and survey it. You’d remember what you did to get the garden ready. You’d remember how things grew and developed. . . . It was literally as though we were going through a scrapbook looking at our lives, but it was more or less like a valley.” . . .
There appeared to be a mental note-taking to remind them of what they wanted to change the next time around. (Cannon 11-12)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Support for the Life Review
After full death (as opposed to a brief NDE), we can take our time recovering, exploring the astral world, and preparing for the life review.
I attended another special “seminar” to prepare me for the Hall of Memories. . . . [Counselors] talked to us about self-forgiveness and loving ourselves in spite of our . . . mistakes. I sat in a special chair that had currents of energy running through it. . . . It felt pleasant and stimulating. Radha, the leader, said it was to dissolve attachments to old energies, and to clear our force fields of self-condemnation and regrets. She said we needed to enter the Hall of Memories as clear and unencumbered as possible. . . . We emerged feeling “impersonal” and removed from the past.
Radha said these preparations are very necessary. If the souls weren’t prepared in advance, their pain and guilt could cause them to experience a sort of insanity. Their grief would be more than they could bear. In the Memory Halls everything is recorded, values, motives, lies, deceptions, anger, fears, etc., nothing is left out. . . .
[The Lady] said the entire lifetime is shown in about twelve earth minutes, presented in major segments at a time. No one has to go to the Hall of Memories until they are ready. . . . I just want to clear away all the past errors and get on with my new life.
Radha said we will feel remorse and pain when we emerge, but immediately will be taken to Restoration Clinic, where personal counselors will answer questions and help us evaluate the lessons learned. . . .
We even have a fruity drink that is an elixir of sorts that quickly stops anxiety and fear. (Starnes 62-64)
It’s the only shadow here in Summerland, the dread of the Hall of Memories. I’ve seen several radiantly happy people return from there sickly and despairing. They say it is the only judgment over here, when we each one must judge ourselves. And, there’s no way to by-pass it. (Starnes 66)
You have no idea how happy I am that the Hall of Memories ordeal is over! . . . I had to see myself as I really was, not how I thought I was. . . .
When I emerged I was literally a “basket case,” stumbling out into the comforting arms of the Lady. I ached for all the mistakes I had made, and the hundreds of opportunities I had missed to comfort, love and aid others. The smugness of my former judgments and opinions as well as the arrogance of my ego cut me to the depths of my being. . . .
I was taken immediately to the chapel at the restoration clinic. . . .
[Radha] pulled me into her arms, like I was a small boy, and held me close for the longest time. Then quietly she said:
Dear One, you have seen the error of anger, fear and ego. You have felt the pain they cause. You have seen the shallowness of your motives. . . .
Remember this, James, it was all for growth and learning . . . for everyone involved in each situation. . . .
[she tells him he will return to his cottage to rest and recover]
When you commence communications again, you will move from incidental reportings to much Higher Truths. (Starnes 76-78)LFSchanneled modern James
The fact that Radha said James will be communicating from a higher level further supports the idea that the life review is part of the rejoining of the recently incarnated self with the reincarnating self.
Dr. Peebles: Self is spontaneously debriefed by self, and that can be very painful if the soul has left a lot of unfinished business on the other side, has come to the spirit side with very rigid attitudes, and so forth. . . .
As we have your ear, you will see us smiling, you will see us happy, you will see us embracing you, you will see us liking you—not just loving you but liking you—as you are, not as you could be. . . . The pains and challenges of life on Earth are looked at in a very different light over here, and sometimes it takes the returning spirit a while to find that light. . . .
The counseling is to forgive yourself—to lighten up, and not take yourself and life too seriously. (Pendleton 102-103)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Counseling by Guides
According to Newton’s subjects, this life review in physical terms happens after meeting loved ones and going through healing but before transitioning to the astral and our soul group there. Importantly, this is the point, they say, at which we reunite with our reincarnating self and our past life memories.
Their guides are gentle but probing. . . . Think of a firm but concerned entity who knows all about your learning habits, your strong and weak points, and your fears, who is always ready to work with you as long as you continue to try. When you don’t, everything remains stationary in your development. . . .
Souls report their orientation often takes place in a room. (Newton 55)
Case 12
S: At the center of this place I found my bedroom where I was so happy as a child. I see my rose-covered wallpaper and four-poster bed with the squeaky springs under a thick, pink quilt made for me by my grandmother. My grandmother and I used to have heart-to-heart chats whenever I was troubled and she is here, too—just sitting on the edge of my bed with my favorite stuffed animals around her—waiting for me. Her wrinkled face is full of love, as always. After a while I see she is actually my guide Amephus. I talk to Amephus about the sad and happy times of the life I have finished. I know I made mistakes, but she is so kind to me. We laugh and cry together while I reminisce. Then we discuss all the things I didn’t do that I might have done with my life. But in the end it’s okay. She knows I must rest in this beautiful world. I’m going to relax. I don’t care if I ever go back to Earth again because my real home is here. (Newton 56)
Apparently, the more advanced souls do not require any orientation at this stage. . . . Intake interviews for the advanced souls are conducted with master teachers later. The less experienced entities are usually given special attention by counselors because the abrupt transition from the physical to a spiritual form is more difficult for them. (Newton 56)
Case 13
S: I bailed out early and didn’t have the courage to face my difficulties. By choosing to die as I did means I have to come back later and deal with the same thing all over again in a different life. I just wasted a lot of time by checking out early. . . . You know, if it weren’t for Earth’s beauty—the birds—flowers—trees—I would never go back. It’s too much trouble. . . .
Dr. N: Do you think [your guide] is as upset as you are over this past life?
S: No, I’m more upset with myself over what I did and didn’t do and he knows that. (Newton 58-59)
The painful emotional memories from our past do not die as easily as our bodies. (Newton 59)
When a soul has lead a productive life beneficial to themselves and those around them, I notice they return to the spirit world with enthusiasm. However, when subjects like Case 13 report they wasted a past life, especially from early suicide, then they describe going back rather dejected. (Newton 68)
Orientation conferences with our guides allow us to begin the long process of evaluation between lives. The feedback and past-life analysis we receive from both guides and peers is based upon the original intent of our choices as much as the actions of a lifetime. . . . There is overwhelming forgiveness in the spirit world.
When the initial conference with our guide is over, we leave the place of orientation and join a coordinated flow of activity involving the transit of enormous numbers of other souls into a kind of central receiving station. (Newton 69)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Souls assist one another with . . . reviewing the way they handled the feelings and emotions of their host bodies. (Newton 5)DoShypnosis modern Newton
The way this is worded and the the way Newton’s subject views emotions is important. Emotions are seen as a part of the nature of the physical body. One may incarnate into a body that stays relatively calm, or into one that easily springs to overwhelming anger. Working on controlling these tendencies can be part of the central challenge of that life.
Forgiving Ourselves
Forgiveness comes in letting go.
Imagine a copy of yourself, with your memory mostly taken away, your senses dulled and limited, and all your knowledge lost. This sub-you is dropped into an unsafe world where its new body experiences pain and fear, and it runs about trying to survive, immensely proud of its beginner-level skills and half-baked ideas. This is what the physical self is like to your higher self. It’s like a child to you, but so much more. You wish the best for it, support it when it allows, and forgive it for its actions in this diminished state. These mistakes are how we learn.
Ann (channeled): I was asked if I were willing to submit without resistance to something which, although it surely would be difficult, could ultimately free me and make me whole.
I learned then what true courage is. It is the willingness to look at your life clearly and to accept responsibility for your actions. It is staying open to love. . . . With clarity came compassion. This Divine gift of compassion allowed me to forgive myself, as well as those who had hurt me as a child.
Forgiving myself, I was now ready to accept my lessons, integrate them, and move on. (Fairchilde 28)
Ruth (channeled): I saw my life and through this I was healed. I learned that when I took my life it was not my time. I experienced the pain and confusion of those who had loved me on Earth—my parents, my friends—as the result of my actions. I saw all the possibilities for learning and growing and loving and helping others that I had thrown away through my decision not to continue my life. I felt the deep sorrow of the spirit of my child at the termination of our chance to be together on the Earth plane.
I then was shown that I would have an opportunity to go back to Earth and to relive similar experiences, only this time to make different choices, more appropriate choices. In this way, I would be able to complete the destiny path I had begun in the life just ended.
In that moment, I was finally able to forgive myself for what I had done. As I did this, I actually saw and felt my own light, the light that I was, becoming brighter in one intense burst of energy. (Fairchilde 64)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Letting go of the past, she comes forward into the moment, into her greater self.
The Reincarnating Self
The nature of unity, individuality, and greater selves is covered in “Individuality Within Unity” in unity-of-consciousness.php.
The Nature of the Reincarnating Self
The reincarnating self is variously referred to as the “entity”, “ego”, or “soul”. The reincarnating self lies just outside the memory of our physical life (including its astral component). In other terms, the astral is a nonphysical but physically-oriented plane. The reincarnating self is just outside the boundaries of the physical and astral universe. Each incarnation is an extension into that universe, creating a new astral body on its way into a new physical body.
When we are able to leave attachments to our previous life behind, we look together at the life we’ve just completed and learn from it and each other. We exit the memory and rejoin the reincarnating self, retaining our individuality while merging our experiences with it.
There is however a portion of you, the deeper identity who forms both the inner and outer ego, who decided that you would be a physical being in this place and time. This is the core of your identity, the psychic seed from which you sprang, the multidimensional personality of which you are a part. (Roberts 9-10)SSchanneled modern Seth
There is not just one dimension in which nonphysical consciousness resides. . . .
I use one portion of myself from many personalities that are available to my identity in these communications. (Roberts 16-17)SSchanneled modern Seth
It seems Seth uses the term “dimension” to refer to a specific focus. A multidimensional self would then be a multi-focus self — one able to focus in many different directions at once.
Now it seems to you, of course, that you are the only conscious part of yourself, for you are identifying with the actor in this particular production. The other portions of your multidimensional personality, in these other reincarnational plays, are also conscious, however. And because you are a multidimensional NOTE: multi-focus consciousness, “you” NOTE: the reincarnating self are also conscious in other realities beside these.
Your multidimensional personality, your true identity, the real you, is conscious of itself, as itself, in any of these roles. . . .
By the very nature of consciousness, it seeks to materialize itself in as many dimensions as possible—to create from itself new levels of awareness, new offshoots. In so doing it creates all reality. Reality, therefore, is always in a state of becoming. . . .
The soul or entity NOTE: reincarnating self has complete freedom of expression. It changes its form to suit its expression, and it forms environments like stage settings, and worlds to suit its purposes. . . .
The soul or entity is highly individualized spiritual energy. It forms whatever body you now wear, and is the motive power behind your physical survival, for from it you derive your vitality. Consciousness can never be still, but seeks further creativity. (Roberts 52-53)
The soul NOTE: reincarnating self, above all, perceives and creates. . . .
[Your personality] is a portion of the soul. . . .
Your soul, therefore, possesses the wisdom, information, and knowledge that is part of the experience of all these other personalities; and you have within yourselves access to this information, but only if you realize the true nature of your reality. (Roberts 75-76)
The soul NOTE: reincarnating self . . . does not need to follow the laws and principles that are a part of the physical reality, and it does not depend on physical perception. . . .
The soul can be considered as an electromagnetic energy field, of which you are a part. It is a field of concentrated action when you consider it in this light—a powerhouse of probabilities or probable actions, seeking to be expressed; a grouping of nonphysical consciousnesses that nevertheless knows itself as an identity. . . .
The soul could be considered as a prime identity that is in itself a gestalt of many other individual consciousnesses. . . . [Its own identity] is retained even though it may, figuratively speaking, now merge with and travel through other such energy fields. There is, in other words, a give and take between souls or entities, and no end of possibilities, both of development and expansion. . . .
The soul is a traveler, as has been said so often; but it is also the creator of all experience, and of all destinations in your terms. It creates worlds as it goes, so to speak. (Roberts 80, 82-83)SSchanneled modern Seth
Monroe gives a higher entity the name “Inspec”, short for “Intelligent species”, later realizing that it is his reincarnating self.
The Inspec: (Our ability and knowledge seem without limit, yet we know at this point such is valid only within the energy systems of our experience. We can create time as we wish or the need arises, reshaping and modifying within the percept NOTE: understanding itself. . . . We can create, enhance, alter, modulate, or eradicate any percept within the energy fields of our experience. We can transform any such energy fields one into another or others except for that which we are. We cannot create or comprehend our prime energy until we are complete. . . .
(We can and do monitor, supplement, and enhance the flow of the human learning experience, as well as other learning experiences of similar content throughout time-space. This we perform continuously at all levels of human awareness so as to prepare properly those entraining units of our prime energy for the entry and meld into the totality that we are becoming. It is the essence of our growth to do so. Such assistance and preparation is forthcoming from us only by request from one or more levels of consciousness within the entraining unit NOTE: we must ask for help from our reincarnating self before it can be given. Thereafter, a bonding is in effect through which many forms of communication pass between us until the ultimate transformation occurs.
(We know who we are, and one I laughs and we all laugh at the name this I had given us. We are an Inspec, just one. There are many others around us.) (Monroe 122)FJOBEr modern Monroe
Improving Timelines
It is the reincarnating self that improves timelines. Its position outside the physical universe (including physical time) allows it to influence its progress through the experience it has gained from various point within. Its focus on a specific region of it (a planet and time frame) makes it an expert in that area. It is the source of intelligence organizing the physical world. It’s behind all intelligent, informed, intuitive behavior.
Multiple Simultaneous Focuses
I am aware of a different kind of experience, not linear, and can focus upon and react to an infinite variety of simultaneous events. . . . This ability . . . is a basic characteristic of each whole self or entity NOTE: reincarnating self. (Roberts 14)SSchanneled modern Seth
To understand the ability to respond to infinite simultaneous events, think of the reincarnating self as an incredibly complex but flexible mirror. When a light is shined at it (stimulus, communication), it reflects back in terms of its nature. Those reflections are its natural responses to those stimuli at that given time. There is no limit to the number of things that can be simultaneously reflected in a mirror.
Put another way, what would it do in any given situation? That’s what our reincarnating self does when all those situations happen simultaneously.
This is how one’s entire personality can be recorded in a memory, and how it can respond to new situations that occur when the memory is changed through inhabitation.
Focused in Multiple Systems
The reincarnating self is so vast that its focus on development through Earth lives is just one section of its multi-focus. The entire reincarnating self extends across many different focuses of reality, different universes, different organizations of experience.
Each [portion of myself] is involved in its own context of reality, each one pursuing its own directions for its own purposes. One of those “Seths” was born in your space and time NOTE: a reincarnating self created adjacent to the physical universe. That Seth then seeded himself, so to speak, in the space-time environment you recognize—appearing through the centuries, sending out offshoots of “himself,” exploring earthly experience and developing as well as he could those potentials of his own greater identity that could best be brought to fruition within a creature context.
That one Seth was endowed with his own inner blueprint. The blueprint gave him an idea of his potentials, and how they could be best fulfilled in earthly terms. (Roberts 616-617)UR2channeled modern Seth
John: “The same way that all of your childhood events create your adult personality, yet this is not the sum total of your being, so in turn the spirit NOTE: reincarnating self, which is the sum total of all of your past lives and all of your future potentials on the earth plane, is still not the whole essence, the true self, or the true nature. It is but the soul’s sojourn through the physical.” (Ryerson and Harolde 157)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
Connections with Other Reincarnating Selves
I returned to my I-There NOTE: reincarnating self for a final question session. . . .
There they were, thousands upon thousands of lines, each glowing with energy, extending outward in many dimensions from where I was. . . . Some lines were bright, some dim, but each ended in what seemed a cluster of radiation . . . another I-There. How could I have missed such a connection. . . .?
You did not miss it. You merely perceived them in another way. These are the sum of all the personalities we have ever been, connecting with those we think of and those who think of us. The bright ones are those associated with you in this lifetime. . . .
You understand that these are not all restraining influences, by no means. When we go, all the love connections will either go with us or will help us on our way. (Monroe 191-193)UJOBEr modern Monroe
These lines are energy bridges.
Eternal Growth and Creativity
This multidimensional self NOTE: reincarnating self of which I speak is not a psychological structure completed and done with. It is also in a state of becoming.
It is learning the art of actualization. It has within it infinite sources of creativity, unlimited possibilities of development. (Roberts 50)
Your most intimate powerful inner identity—is and must be forever changing. . . . It is alive, responsive, curious. . . .
The soul or entity NOTE: reincarnating self is always in a state of flux, or learning, and of developments that have to do with subjective experience rather than with time or space. . . .
The soul or entity is itself the most highly motivated, most highly energized, and most potent consciousness-unit known in the universe. (Roberts 70-72)SSchanneled modern Seth
Incarnations Within the Reincarnating Self
All Personalities Are Independent
We are created from our reincarnating self as we enter the memory of a physical life. At this point, we are a snapshot of that self. We gather around us an astral body, and merge with a baby’s physical and etheric bodies. At this point we begin development in a new direction, into a new personality. As we grow up, we forget who we were and where we came from. After our life, when we die, we make our way back to the reincarnating self that created us. There we rejoin that energy and regain our lost understanding. We analyze our life and choose what we need to learn next. A new astral body is created and a new life is joined. We are a part of the wisdom base of this new life, but this will grow into a new unique personality.
Consider how you’d feel to be just the latest incarnation of your most recent past life — not yourself, as you know yourself, but a continuation of the last person you were? The fact that we have no memory of that life ensures we’re our own person. But consider our own talents — would it take away from us to know that those skills were developed in a past life? Likely not. We’re happy to enjoy the ease at which we pick things up, the wisdom we bring to bear in our life situations.
Consider the person we were at different points of childhood. They grew into us, their knowledge and experience is within us, but they are not the person we are now. I’ve experienced their independence myself. While tripping, I’ve peered out from the eyes of my child self at different ages, and that child self has then had new experiences through me. In the same way, the reincarnating self can call upon one of its incarnated personalities, just as the entity containing Seth does to communicate through the Seth personality.
We “share essence” with [our other reincarnational selves]. . . . Those who believe in reincarnation and those who don’t are both right. . . . Although in one sense we are not our other reincarnational selves, in another sense we are all that is contained within our essence NOTE: reincarnating self. (Hoodwin 318-319)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
A portion of you has lived many lives upon this planet, but the “you” that you know is freshly here. . . . The soul NOTE: reincarnating self, or this greater personage, does not simply send out an old self in new clothes time and time again. (Roberts 473)
Each Seth NOTE: incarnation would be completely independent, however, and each appearance would signify the creation of a new personality—not simply a new version of an old one.
Each would be inherently aware of its own potentials and “background,” but each would tune in to a particular point of that so-called background. . . .
Because you are usually so worried about preserving what you think of as your identity, we use terms like reincarnational selves or counterparts. (Roberts 617)
You are not any of those past selves, even though they are a part of the history of your being. They are themselves in their own space and time. They exist simultaneously with your own life. . . .
Your present existence, however, is highly related to those other levels of selfhood. . . . Everything that you do affects those other realms of selfhood. . . .
You are as different from those reincarnational selves, therefore, as you are from your parents, though you share certain backgrounds and characteristics. (Roberts 500-501)UR2channeled modern Seth
Alfred MacPherson: “How much of a past-life personality do you bring in with you? Very little, if at all.” (Ryerson and Harolde 248)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
The question arises of what exactly, or who, is reincarnating. The answer is that it is the same reincarnating self that created you, but with the addition of you to it.
The reincarnating self is expanded by our experiences, and we live on within the reincarnating self, our self expanded by the union. The choice for the next life is made by us, expanded by the wisdom of the reincarnating self, as a result of our life experiences. Then the whole of the reincarnating self, including our own distilled experiences, becomes the source for the next incarnation.
After incarnating, this new starting point develops in its own directions into a new, unique personality determined in part by the physical body, family, culture, and environment we have chosen, and the unique experiences of the new life. And when it rejoins the reincarnating self that we’re a part of, that experience becomes available to our continuing individuality as well.
. . . Yet Part of the Whole
The experience of any given unit, constantly changing, affects all other units. . . . These units contain within themselves, in your terms, all “latent” identities, but not in a predetermined fashion. . . . Selves may be quite independent within the framework of their own reality, while still being a part of a larger reality in which their independence works not only for their own benefit, but for the sake of a greater structure. (Roberts 48)URchanneled modern Seth
Monroe is going inside his reincarnating self:
Beyond the barrier there were hundreds and hundreds of what appeared to be waving beams of multicolored light. Uncertainly, I reached out and touched the nearest one. A rich male voice rang in my mind. . . .
Every beam of “light” was one of me, one of my I-There NOTE: reincarnating self personalities complete with a different life experience. Lodged within my I-There was a corresponding life pattern of each personality in great detail. . . . Each is a conscious, sentient being with an individual awareness, mind, and memory. (Monroe 151-152)
All I had to do was phase in gently, pass through the broken barrier, and I was inside, in the dome of light beams, in the heart of my I-There NOTE: reincarnating self. . . .
You are the total of what I have been, whatever or however that was.
The focal point, the tip of the pyramid of you and more, including you as you are now. . . .
We are highly organized. You know the memory layer when you moved in?
I do.
It’s neatly set up in serial form, and also by category. So are all the other existence patterns we’ve been through. You can look up what you want immediately. . . .
Consider all that fear stuff that bothers you. That’s easily taken care of. We convert it faster than you bring it in. . . .
We made the decision to become human again. We selected the time and place and organized the DNA mix—elements from the physical and elements from us. . . .
I was a court jester in France, in the ninth century. I was a good talker. That’s why I was chosen to meet with you. . . .
It’s your ride—you’re in charge. We’re not much more than a cabin of screaming passengers . . . shouting advice. (Monroe 163-164, 166, 168-169)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Within the personality, however, in the most secret recesses, is the condensed knowledge that resides in the . . . whole. (Roberts 36)SSchanneled modern Seth
This is the subconscious. To the degree we are open, we have access to the holographic knowledge of the whole.
Development into Unique Personalities
Monroe is speaking with his reincarnating self:
I’m no more than a surrogate of you. . . .
When you began this lifetime, yes, you were. As you grew in experience, you became a brand-new personality. The mix you started with has been gradually melding into a whole. . . . (Monroe 171)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Incarnations into Probable Realities
Any given year has its own variations. . . .
You could choose to be born five “times” in 1940, and each existence would be entirely separate, as you probed into the probable realities existing for you in the variations of that period. (Roberts 511)UR2channeled modern Seth
Multiple Present Incarnations
Dr. Peebles: It is possible for the soul to live two or three times in the same earthly time. . . .
This doesn’t happen consistently for everyone, but in some it does happen . . . with oh, advanced students, you might say. (Pendleton 113-114)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
I have an idea that there’s another one being human here at this time—another one out of this I-There NOTE: reincarnating self of ours. . . .
That is your reserve or substitute, you might say. A backup. But you are first in line.
This other . . . is it—she—female?
She is. . . .
She would seem like a long-lost sister. (Monroe 174)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Case 22:
S: I’m out . . . in two lives.
Dr. N: Are you living in two parallel lives now?
S: Yes, I am. (Newton 151)
Case 22:
S: Life combinations can be tiring and divisive. The effort may become counter-productive with diminished returns for both lives. . . .
Dr. N: I have the impression you think the average soul is better off living one life at a time.
S: I would say yes, in most instances, but there are other motivations to cause us to speed up incarnations. . . . The rewards for bunching up lives can allow for more reflection out of incarnation. (Newton 154)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Higher Perspective on Incarnations
Individuality from a Higher Perspective
The concerns of the physical world are less important to the higher self. To illustrate, imagine playing a video game where you made a huge difference to life there. It’s engaging and interesting, but it hardly concerns life in the larger physical world. The physical world is a more vast and engaging reality, one that includes the video game world, but without all the limitations. So it is for our reincarnating self looking at our physical life, just one of many.
Our physical life is an interactive memory experienced in a shared now — one of countless we can experience.
Try to realize that this must be so—if you are an immortal soul—that this present personality is but one of many you have similarly used back through the ages,—but that these personalities were not you. They were only characters you assumed for the purpose of accomplishing what you planned to do. (Benner 240)WttKchanneled New Thought Benner
Now, condensed time is the time felt by the entity NOTE: reincarnating self, while any of its given personalities live on a plane of physical materialization. . . .
The life of any given individual could be legitimately compared to the dream of an entity. While the individual suffers and enjoys his given number of years, these years are but a flash to the entity. . . . The entity to some extent directs and gives purpose and organization to his personalities. So does the entity obtain insights and satisfactions from its existing personalities, although no one of them takes up all of its attention. . . .
The entity’s personalities arise from him, attain various degrees of independence and return to him while never leaving him for an instant. . . .
As you attempt to use your abilities, so does the entity use its abilities, and he organizes his various personalities and, to some extent, directs their activities while still allowing them what you could call free will. (Roberts 173-174)SD&Pchanneled modern Seth
The life of an enlightened master is like a lucid dream to the entity, brightened by its attention, where the dreamer (physical incarnation) becomes aware of the nature of the dream (of physical reality) and attempts to tell everyone.
[Barbara] had her [NDE] experience as a ten-year-old. . . .
“And then I looked down and I saw this little figure on the bed and I thought, ‘Oh, isn’t she little? Aren’t I little? That’s me.’ And that was okay, that was fine. There was just acknowledgement that that was me down there, but I knew I was really in total ‘up here.’” (Sutherland 13-14)WtLresearcher modern Sutherland
Perspective Change at Regressed OBE at Death
During death, most experiencers exit their physical body into an OBE. When the experience is an NDE, that self is the waking self. The life context must continue, and the life lived so far is seen in the context of the continuing life. It’s described by the personality.
However, as Wade discovered, during hypnotic past life regressions, the perspective during that same OBE is consistently that of the higher self. This is because regressions tap into a higher level of the self, one that has already distilled the experiences and lessons of the completed life.
Since regressed subjects typically suffer acutely at the time of death, usually with real-time symptoms physically obvious to the therapist, their passage from experiencing self within the body of the past-life personality to an exterior locus marked the immediate cessation of the physical pain they were feeling. Furthermore, emotional involvement and self-identification with the deceased personality also diminished as the point of view shifted from that of actor to observer. . . .
The relief from physical sensation was coupled with a sense of emotional peace. (Wade 38-39)
The experienced personality shift reduced the former persona to a subpersonality wholly owned, both as an object and a former state, by the more complete after-death self. In the after-death mode, regression subjects experienced their deceased personality as a rather immature, unrefined version of themselves. They identified with the deceased personality to the extent of accepting it as a part of themselves formerly known subjectively yet now viewed objectively. . . .
The after-death self was characterized by a lack of ego investment in the past-life personality, which pierced the defense mechanisms of the defunct persona. In the after-death mode, subjects could see their former self with great objectivity. Yet this unblinking assessment was not judgmental in a harsh way, but accepting of the deceased’s foibles. The post-death self took full responsibility for having been what was now viewed as a rather pathetic person. . . .
“It’s almost like I’m looking at someone else. I’m no longer involved in that person. . . . When I’m in that [after-death] state, I start automatically using the third person, what she did, what she felt.” (Subject 5)
“It’s almost like watching a close relative or a child make a mistake, and you think, gee, well, they could have done it differently, but that’s the way they did it, so that’s the way it is.” (Subject 6)
. . . Although these assessments were characterized by acceptance, they were often accompanied by feelings of remorse or regret. The after-death self had a distinctly broader perspective on life than the regressed personality had had while it was alive, a feature that does not appear in the OBE phase of NDEs.
“The key lessons and the key pieces are smacking you in the face [after death]. I’ve never gone through a review of my life, so to speak, but [I realize] everything that I was afraid of or avoided, I ended up not doing, and that [causes] all the regrets.” (Subject 8)
“In some cases, there are feelings of remorse of what might have been, but it’s really tempered with the feeling that that was what was to be in that life. What was, was, and what will be, will be. There is an opportunity to change.” (Subject 4)
“When it’s over, you can look back, and all of a sudden everything is clear. You can see how you blew it. You’re not hung up about what a pitiful person or life it was, but I always have the feeling that, gee, I wasted that life. I had a lot of chances, and I just wasted them.” (Subject 9)
Self-identification
Regressed Post-Death Self: Two selves; after-death self considers regressed personality as a lesser subpersonality.
NDE Post-Death Self: Continuation of same self after death.
Point of View
Regressed Post-Death Self: Assessor of regressed personality.
NDE Post-Death Self: Actor enmeshed in here-and-now.
Context
Regressed Post-Death Self: Beyond and outside of biographical life; lessons or opportunities available given the circumstances of that life; summary or overarching view of themes, few specific acts.
NDE Post-Death Self: Immediate life events; during life review, opportunities are seen as used or wasted, but as specific acts, from which themes may be deduced.
Personality Traits
Regressed Post-Death Self: Detached intellect; more mature than in life . . . self but little ego.
NDE Post-Death Self: Detached intellect; same maturity as in life. . . . Some are still emotionally attached, disturbed to be dead. (Wade 45)
The omniscience, wisdom, and broadened perspective displayed by the regressed post-death self is in marked contrast to the concern with immediate events displayed during the OBE portion of NDEs. (Wade 49)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
Communicating with the Reincarnating Self
See “Communication from Higher Frequencies” in communication.php and “Our Higher Selves” in communication.php.
The Development of the Reincarnating Self
The reincarnating self is the repository for all that is learned through incarnations in physical life.
We receive consciousness from above (the Source), and distill intelligence from our experiences below (the physical).
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Kindred 2025 5:15 AM
[A woman at a repair shop reluctantly takes me to her home]
I meet her husband, and he seems nice. She shows me around. We sit down for dinner. . . . The woman says a Christian prayer before eating. When she’s done, I say a mocking prayer. There is shock around the table. I feel blazing energy from within. I calmly explain the truth of what I know in regards to what she said in the prayer. On one hand this seems so rude, me challenging their conceptions of God. But I continue, and though they are shocked, they listen. I speak in their terms, using the term “God”. I am walking around the house with her now, listening, correcting her misconceptions. She listens, responds, in a strange state like in shock. I don’t know if she’s letting it in, hearing me, but this goes on for a little while. What’s significant about this is that I’m talking about my beliefs, which I keep entirely to myself in waking life. It was like breaking through a wall.
The man walks out in this amazing costume that reminds me of an aura. It’s bluish overall, with a slightly inhuman face with large dark eyes. The entire costume is changing shape and shades. It’s as if it’s made entirely of 2-3 inch long filaments of mostly blue light standing out from him, blowing in its own internal wind. The filaments are tightly packed, almost like fur, but flowing. The character is the Sandman, and it is the most impressive costume I’ve ever seen. He tells me how they’ve tried to make all these inventions work over the years but none has taken off. I say THIS WILL. I ask if the ideas were all costumes, and they say, no, it was all kinds of things. I say I have an affinity with the Sandman, and ask if I can borrow it.
At this point, something changes… inner dimensions of creativity open up, spill out into the house. We cross over into a broad cave-like chamber that wasn’t there before. It’s much larger than the house, more colorful, more wild, with jungle, river, beach. There is a tree cluster in the water, broken off 15 feet up. The woman can’t get up very far, but I climb to the top, my inner power surging, and around the stump opens a great turning wheel of light, about 30 feet across, a wheel of life, of all lives, and she and her husband and I rise up above it and dive in, a beautiful soul immersion into other lives, other times, other places, and we come out, up above it, and dive in again, collecting more colors, more lives, more interests, and talents. We’re twining, spinning together, out again, and back in, living through hundreds of lives, our edges blurring, our boundaries expanding, filling us, expanding us, merging us, around and around. The wheel has a spiral of concentric rings, dozens deep, with a black line separating each life. The prominent colors are white and gold but with others speckled in among the many lives. After some time, we emerge back into the chamber, and the house. And now we are glowing with love, inextricably bound together through so much experience (or have we just remembered?), creativity bursting out of us all around the house. They are my most kindred friends, lovers, dearest companions. There is nothing but trust between us. We have lived eons and come out blazing with life. This is my new home. I walk around the house, and there is artwork everywhere, creativity.
We’re watching a video on a bed. I’m becoming more part of the family. There are two babies there watching from the edge of the bed. One tips backwards and I catch it as it falls, return it to the bed.
The babies are children now. We’re sitting in the living room. A lion walks across the floor and I pet it. It’s a riot of creativity, bursting through everywhere. We play and create. My heart is aglow.
There are great lego sculptures, moving lego-built toys. The man is a tinkerer, builder. I am so impressed. The woman is wearing the most beautiful, creative costumes. I’m in love. . . . It was all so beautiful, so saturated with love and creativity and connections. So utterly fulfilling.
The wheel of life was like the vortex through which I entered the physical cycle of lives, and out of it all I value the color and creativity, the playfulness, and above all the personal bonding and the love. We are kindred spirits, peeking out into the physical.
The ego NOTE: reincarnating self is himself a developing entity, and . . . in the case of most of us he is scarcely more than a germ of what he is to be one day. (Leadbeater 14)Dclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
According to . . . reincarnation, those fruits of experience which we have transformed into enduring qualities mark the growth or evolution of the individual self. These are retained from life to life within the casual body NOTE: reincarnating self which becomes a composite of the highest qualities of the Self; insight, intuition or direct knowing, creativity, intentionality, aspiration to God or the Good, and the purest forms of love and compassion. (Karagulla and Kunz 65-66)C&HEFclairvoyant modern Karagulla & Kunz
Monroe is communicating with his reincarnating self, which says:
Every possible situation is here, every emotion. There is nothing you can encounter in an Earth life that isn’t stored here . . . in fifty different ways. (Monroe 173)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Influence of the Reincarnating Self
Now besides this physical genetic structure, there is an inner bank of psychic information that in your terms would contain the “past” history—the reincarnational history—of the individual. This provides an overall reservoir of psychic characteristics, leanings, abilities, knowledge, that is as much a part of the individual’s heritage as the genetic structure is a part of the physical heritage. (Roberts 271)DEVF1channeled modern Seth
Your experiences are your own. Through you they become a part of the experience of the greater identity, but its reality also “originally” gave you your physical existence, as you gave your children physical life. . . .
Your individual experience then becomes a part of your own greater personage, but at the same time you unconsciously draw upon the knowledge of that personage and use it for your purposes. . . . You are unconsciously aware of the experiences of “your” counterparts NOTE: incarnations, as they are of yours, and you use that information to round out your own. (Roberts 472)UR2channeled modern Seth
So-called present time is thickened, then, by a psychological realization on deep levels of the psyche that all events are interrelated, and that the reincarnational experiences of any given individual provide a rich source of experience from which each person at least unconsciously draws. (Roberts 428)DEVF2channeled modern Seth
Acharya: The causal body NOTE: reincarnating self changes every life merely by the addition to it of the experience the man has accumulated during his last incarnation: for this reason we sometimes refer to it as the reservoir of knowledge. An evolved man can tap this reservoir at will and draw down to the physical level the experiences of his past lives; this enables him to avoid having to learn certain things every time he has a new physical brain, for, in itself, the brain has no memory of past experiences. . . .
This ego, or individuality, overshadows and guides that personality to the best of his ability, within the limits allowed by the free will which is granted to all men. (Richelieu 185)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
The grasp which the ego NOTE: reincarnating self has of his various instruments NOTE: incarnations, and, therefore, his influence over them, is naturally small in his earlier stages. Neither his mind nor his passions are thoroughly under his control; indeed, the average man . . . allows himself to be swept hither and thither just as his lower thoughts or desires suggest. Consequently, in sleep the different parts of the mechanism which we have mentioned are very apt to act almost entirely on their own account without reference to him. (Leadbeater 17)Dclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
When I phased over into the I-There NOTE: reincarnating self of me, finding each [personality] required merely the thought of that pattern in my present life activity. Some of them were familiar, as I knew of them as driving forces in my present life experience. (Monroe 152)UJOBEr modern Monroe
The Inner Support of Other Lives
We can show you a sample of the support you have here, in our own cluster. . . .
Thousands of hands reaching out to touch me . . . eyes staring at me with joy and hope . . . overwhelming radiance I know as love sweeping over me and into every part of my being . . . all of these I am . . . we are. . . .
Is there more?
More than ten thousand times more. All the other clusters you saw that are bonded to us. (Monroe 196-197)UJOBEr modern Monroe
See also “Memories and Influences from Other Lives” below.
Development of Conscience and Foresight
Conscience comes from the higher self. It’s foresight — wisdom about the result of certain actions, both on us individually, and on the greater life of the whole that we are a part of. Its effectiveness is determined by how well we have learned the lesson in the past, and how open we are to being guided by that wisdom.
In the life wholly of sensation there is no multiplicity of “I’s,” and therefore no conflict; in the life that has transcended sensation . . . there is no conflict. But in all the ranges between there are manifold “I’s” and among them conflict.
Let us consider this life of sensation as found in those whose development lies there. There is an “I,” passionate, craving, fierce, grasping, when aroused to activity. But there is no conflict, except with the world outside the physical body. With that such people may war, but they do not know inner strife. . . . The actions of the body follow the promptings of desire, and the mind does not challenge, nor criticize, nor condemn. It merely pictures and records, storing up materials for future elaboration. Its evolution is forwarded by the demands made upon it by the “I” of sensations. . . .
The mind is driven into activity by these promptings of desire and begins to work on its store of observations and remembrances, thus evolving a little reasoning faculty and planning beforehand for the gratification of that “I.” In this way it develops intelligence, but the intelligence is wholly subordinated to desire. . . .
Contest begins only when, after a long series of experiences, the Eternal Self has developed sufficient mind to review and balance up, during its life in the lower mental NOTE: upper astral world between death and birth, the results of its earthly activities. It then marks off certain experiences as resulting in more pain than pleasure, and comes to the conclusion that it will do well to avoid their repetition; it regards them with repulsion and engraves that repulsion on its mental tablets, while similarly engraving attraction as regards other experiences that have resulted in more pleasure than pain. When the Eternal Self returns to earth, it brings this record along as an inner tendency of mind. When the desire-“I” rushes towards an attractive object, recommencing a course of experiences that have led to suffering, it interposes a feeble protest. Another “I”—consciousness working as mind—makes itself felt and heard. . . .
The protest is so weak and the desire so strong that we can scarcely speak of a contest; the desire-“I,” long enthroned, rushes over the weakly protesting rebel. But when the pleasure is over and the painful results follow, the ignored rebel lifts its voice again in a querulous “I told you so,” and this is the first sting of remorse.
As life succeeds life, the mind asserts itself more and more, and the contest between the desire-“I” and the thought-“I” grows more and more fierce. . . . The war grows hotter and hotter as, during the devachanic NOTE: upper astral life, the decisions of the inner Self are more and more strongly impressed on the mind, appearing as innate ideas in the subsequent birth, and lending strength to the thought-“I.” Thus “I,” withdrawing itself from the passions and emotions, regards these as outside itself and repudiates their claim to control it. (Besant 18-20)SLwisdom Theosophy Besant
The reincarnating self develops wisdom through repeated observation of longer trends of cause and effect.
According to Seth, we can also learn by living through probable experiences in the dream state. I’ve been so emotionally affected in dreams that it’s changed my thoughts and feelings on things. In this way, I get to experience exactly how something feels without having to go through it physically.
Acharya: When he returns to this plane he comes as a child without possessions other than the experience gained in his previous lives, experience stored by his higher self in the reservoir of knowledge which, as he gradually evolves, he is more and more able to bring down to the physical level. (Richelieu 23)
Acharya: The lessons he learnt from these pictures of the past life and built into the structure of his permanent atom—that reservoir of knowledge which contains the essence of his experiences in all his past lives—and when the time comes, in a future life, for him to make decisions on similar problems, the voice of conscience, which is the warning sent to him by the ego . . . ensures that similar mistakes are not made a second time. (Richelieu 186-187)
Acharya: A man who has a sensitive conscience and who listens to it, must be an old soul, for he could not have an efficient conscience unless he had much experience in the past lives in which his conscience, or reservoir of knowledge, was built up. (Richelieu 13)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
Overcoming Physical Determinism
We live our life at our typical frequency of our physical consciousness. Think of a series of moments of physical experience with darkness between them. This life is largely deterministic. Now when our conscious frequency increases, we experience more moments and there is relatively less darkness. We become more open to our greater, subconscious self. At expanded times like this, we break the bounds of time and determinism, and the greater self comes through to an extent with its knowledge and perspective, and here that higher energy is introduced where we can break free of the determinism and change our fate.
In this way, our higher nature overcomes determinism in the physical world. Energy from consciousness is able to change our behavior and create different probable realities.
Forgetting the Experience Behind the Lesson
Subject: If the lessons you were learning were finished then there would be a casting-off of the experiences which taught those lessons, and an assuming of new experiences to learn the more advanced lessons. (Cannon 22)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Dolores: Do you remember what your first life was?
Subject: If the lessons have been learned I have a tendency to forget about them. (Cannon 51)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
In this way you can increase in wisdom without carrying with you all the specific memories involved in reaching it. Though you still do have access to those memories.
Cross-Time Influences
From the Highest Perspective
From the highest perspective, there is one life — the Source. All of its experience through all of its many channels is happening now. Because it is one life, each of its channels is to differing extents aware of the rest, and that inner awareness informs the behavior of those channels. It shifts and moves reality across all multiverses.
Bach writes about spiritual topics through narrative fiction:
“Time is your name for the motion of consciousness. Every possible event that can happen in space and time happens now, at once, simultaneous. There is no past, there is no future, only now. . . .”
We looked. Below us, underwater, turned those endless paths on the ocean floor.
“The pattern?” said Leslie. “Under the water? Oh! Our choices! The pattern represents the paths we took, the turns we made! And every possible other turn we could have made, that we have made in. . . .”
“. . . parallel lifetimes?” I asked, watching pieces fall together. “Alternate lifetimes!”
The pattern sprawled majestically below us; we goggled down in wonder.
“We fly up high,” I said, trembling with insight, “and we have perspective! We see every choice and fork and crossroad. But the lower we fly, the more we lose perspective. And when we land, our perspective on all the other choices is gone! We focus on detail: daily, hourly, minute-ly detail, alternate lifetimes forgotten!” . . .
“Nothing in spacetime is really there,” [Pye] said. “The pattern is a visual aid you’ve built, it’s your way of understanding simultaneous lifetimes. It’s a metaphor of flight because you love flying. When you land, your seaplane floats above the pattern, and you’re observers, you’re ghosts in your alternate worlds. You can learn from your other aspects without taking their surroundings for real. When you’ve learned what you need to learn, you remember your seaplane, push the throttle forward and you’re swept into the air, back with your grand perspective. . . .
“There are as many metaphors for lives in spacetime as there are disciplines that fascinate you. . . . If you loved photography, your metaphor could have turned on levels of focus. Focus makes one point sharp and everything else a blur. We focus on one lifetime and we think that’s all there is. But all those other aspects, the misty ones we take for dreams and wishes and might-have-beens, they’re as real as any other. We choose our focus.” (Bach 46, 48-49)
“That whole pattern is us?” said Leslie, dumbfounded. “As far as we see, as far as we fly, the pattern is our choices?”
[Pye] nodded. . . .
“What about everybody else, Pye? How many lives can there be in one universe?”
She looked at me puzzled, as if she didn’t understand my question. “How many lives in the universe, Richard?” she asked. “One.” (Bach 52)Owisdom modern Bach
This has been my go-to visualization when it comes to the many-worlds model of the universe, which branches at every choice.
The Progression Itself Progresses
From the reincarnating self’s perspective outside of physical time, all these lives are active simultaneously, all able to interact with and influence each other in the moment point of time, even while incarnations progress from one life to the next. Each self at times connects with and learns from the others. Past (or future) lives with experiences similar to yours peer out through your eyes through that similarity, and the communication between you and them goes both ways, affecting both individuals.
Imagine a progression of lives and development, except that that entire progression is changing and progressing. This is due to the nature of all consciousness being interconnected. Because of our inner connection through the eternally-changing now, we can access information and change course at any point based on the experience of new branches of ourselves that have developed.
Consciousness is a network, ever-changing, ever-growing. Each change alters its position, creates new branches on the great map of probable realities. Consciousness is perfecting its own progression, one choice at a time.
While the physical universe is deterministic, consciousness enters into it and changes it. It could be said that consciousness is leaky. It leaks information from other times and other multiverses into the physical universe, creating branching probable realities.
If you watch lightning in slow motion, it sends out branches in many directions. Some fail, and another branch takes the flow, sending out its own new branches, repeating the process. Consciousness jumps in blindly into new realities, fails, adjusts, tries again with the knowledge of that failure.
Here’s another metaphor:
We enter into each system of reality as a seed of consciousness. We have no memory there yet. Imagine our progression like a tree growing towards the sun. The tip of the tree is new, growing and experiencing. It hits an obstacle, bends off-center. But that knowledge informs the base, which sends out a branch in a new direction which avoids the obstacle. This branch grows stronger, becoming the main trunk. This continues. Each obstruction leads to new branches below (seemingly backwards in time). The tree grows, learning through experience about its environment. As it grows, each cell informs the rest, changing its patterns. As it grows, more and more of the wisdom of the upper branches approaching the sun can be available to the lower branches. But that greater wisdom isn’t there at first — we have to grow that tree in the first place, making and learning from our mistakes along the way.
You can imagine Seth Two as a future portion of me if your prefer, and yet far more is involved. . . .
My own reincarnational personalities, probable selves, and even Seth Two exist within me now, as I exist within them. . . .
My experience enriches Seth Two, and his experiences enrich me to the extent that I am able to perceive and translate them for my own use. . . .
Each “part” of the soul contains the whole. . . .
Seth Two does represent what I will become, to some extent, and in your terms, yet when I become what he is he will be something different. . . .
Though it seems to you that reincarnational existences involve past and future events, they are existences parallel or adjacent to your own present life and consciousness. . . .
NOTE: Seth lets a woman he once was channel through.
That woman was alive again in me—as, for example, the child is alive within the adult, and filled with gratitude comparing later experiences to the earlier ones. . . .
It is as if the child within you is a part of your own memory and experience, and yet in another way has left you, gone apart from you as if you are only one adult that the child “turned into.” So the people that I have been have gone their own way, and yet are a part of me and I of them.
I am alive in Seth Two’s memory, as a self from which he sprang. Yet the self I am now is not the self from which he sprang. . . . In a larger context, again, I can remember Seth Two. . . .
All of existence and consciousness is interwoven. (Roberts 357-360)
Your inner self, or soul . . . is a focal point of reality from which other realities spring. . . .
[Ruburt & I] were originally a portion of the same entity. . . .
I evolved to form my own entity. Ruburt will also, but he is not at that stage yet, in your terms. . . . He will not become what I am. (Roberts 410)
The doorways within are open. You have only to experience the moment as you know it as fully as possible. (Roberts 365)SSchanneled modern Seth
This is key — the doorway to everything is always within the now.
This can be seen as changes in the many-worlds model of infinite timelines and possibilities. It’s all available to the reincarnating self in the present moment.
Incarnation is sequential but influence isn’t. Both are true. There is progression from life to life, but there is also communication across all lives through interior channels that lay outside physical time. Communications affect past and future selves, and thus the entire map of lives and reality changes over time.
The reincarnational structure is a psychological one. It can not be understood in any other terms. . . .
Reincarnational lives are indeed alternate presents. . . . NOTE: They are presents because a consciousness is focused there.
Because time is open-ended . . . you can also affect what you would think of as past reincarnational selves, and at times react in and to their environment. You would usually do this in a dream state. . . .
Strong emotional associations can often trigger such responses. (Roberts 393-394)SSchanneled modern Seth
Our attention on something, anything, makes it present, gives it reality. We experience it, whether it is imaginary or not.
Our inner channels of consciousness are discussed in “Cross-Time Influences” in physical-multiverse.php and “Precognition and Free Will” in higher-sense-perception.php.
Perception of the Shifting Timeline
If you recall, Seth perceives reality from this higher level. He sees forward and backwards on the physical timestream, and he sees it from a higher level, where the shadows of actions considered actually take place. Before any new movement appears in the physical, it is first built up in the astral by thought. In my mind I am going into a public park in my home town and giving speeches. I have not done this, but I have imagined it many times, and Seth would see this.
I say for example that I am aware of their past and future actions and thoughts, and yet what I am aware of, actually, are ever-shifting and changing patterns, both in the future and in the past.
Some of the events that I see connected very clearly with these persons in the future may not, in your physical system, occur. They exist as probabilities, as potentials, actualized in thoughts but not turned into definite physical form. I told you that no events were predetermined. I would have to tune into a future date, in your terms, and probe it with all of its ramifications in order to ascertain which of the probable actions I saw in your earlier would be actualized in your later. (Roberts 297-298)SSchanneled modern Seth
See “The Inner Origin of the Multiverse (Seth)” in physical-multiverse.php.
Perspective from the Reincarnating Self
Here we run into the confusing perspective of the reincarnating self, existing outside of the physical universe and its flow of time. From that perspective, every incarnation can be seen as simultaneous, though its own development is not. The important idea is that we can stretch outside our current physical self to make contact with other lives through the whole.
There is only One Soul. Yet what you call the individuated soul is huge, hovering over, in, and through hundreds of physical forms. . . .
Some of the physical forms enveloped by your soul are “living now,” in your understanding. Others individuated in forms that are now what you would call “dead.” And some have enveloped forms that live in what you call the “future.” It’s all happening right now, of course. . . .
Some of these are the “other lives” you’ve lived “before.” And some are not. And other parts of your soul are enveloping bodies that will be alive in what you call your future. And still others are embodied in different forms living on your planet right now. (Walsch 196-197)CWG3channeled modern Walsch
You are multipersons. You exist in many times and places at once. . . . Your inner reality straddles their reality, while it also serves as a psychic world in which they can grow. . . .
All directions taken . . . are good. . . . In your terms, it may seem as if there are progressions, or consecutive steps of development, in which more mature comprehensive selves will emerge. You are a part of those selves now. . . .
There are, then, stratas of consciousness existing at once. The ones you are not aware of yet seem more progressed, developed than your own. . . . You can know them as you begin to stretch your concepts of personhood and awareness. In terms of time you have many bodies, as you are born and reborn in earth experience. (Roberts 51)URchanneled modern Seth
The soul is often compared to the Sun; its various incarnations are like the planets. From the perspective of a planet, all the other planets are either ahead of it or behind it in their orbits. But when the soul remembers its True Nature, these other lifetimes can be experienced simultaneously from its other-dimensional perspective. (MSI 340-341)Ewisdom modern, Hindu Isham
Perceiving Other Streams of Consciousness
The following is central to all consciousness and communication:
Not only are you part of other independent selves, each one focused in its own reality, but there is a sympathetic relationship that exists. . . . Because of this relationship, your experience need not be limited by the physical perceptive mechanisms. You can draw upon knowledge that belongs to these other independent selves. You can learn to focus your attention away from physical reality, to learn new methods of perception that will enable you to enlarge your concept of reality and greatly expand your own experience. . . .
The so-called stream of consciousness is simply that—one small stream of thoughts, images, and impressions—that is part of a much deeper river of consciousness that represents your own far greater existence and experience. You spend all your time examining this one small stream, so that you become hypnotized by its flow. . . . Simultaneously these other streams of perception and consciousness go by without your notice, yet they are very much a part of you, and they represent quite valid aspects, events, actions, emotions with which you are also involved in other layers of reality. . . .
“You” are not divorced from these other streams of consciousness in any basic way; only your focus of attention closes you off from them. . . . You can . . . learn to rise above your present stream and perceive others. . . . Often you tune into these other streams without realizing that you have done so. . . .
Any creative work involves you in a cooperative process in which you learn to dip into these other streams of consciousness, and come up with a perception that has far more dimensions than one arising from the one narrow, usual stream of consciousness that you know. . . .
You may instead, “pick up” an event in which a probable self is involved. . . . Your own consciousness and identity is independent of the world in which you now focus your primary attention. (Roberts 90-92)SSchanneled modern Seth
Relationships with Relevant Lives
You are closer to some counterparts NOTE: incarnations than others. . . .
Telepathic messages flash more quickly from one counterpart to another. (Roberts 472-473)UR2channeled modern Seth
As I worked with one woman for a year on merely 26 lives, they began to blur together and I started to have difficulty distinguishing them from each other. I could see how they each influenced the other and how they were components of the whole integrated personality. (Cannon 46-47)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Expansion and Blending of Consciousness
Reintegration of Incarnated Selves
All through the heaven-life NOTE: upper astral the personality of the last physical life is distinctly preserved, and it is only when the consciousness is finally withdrawn into the causal body NOTE: reincarnating self that this feeling of personality is merged in the individuality, and the man for the first time since his descent into incarnation realizes himself as the true and comparatively permanent ego. (Leadbeater 64-65)DPclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
We are still ourselves, but now with access to a vast storehouse of knowledge and experience. We now remember all that we are, all that we have been across our many lives. We are no longer alone, in the dark.
Remember that each incarnation includes the creation of an astral body that joins with the etheric and physical bodies of a baby. Thus until you drop those bodies, you are still within the memory of a physical life, a relatively disconnected individual.
(We now believe you are prepared to visit us, where we are. . . .)
(I am in a bright white tunnel and moving rapidly. No, it is not a tunnel, but a tube, a transparent, radiating tube. I am bathed in the radiation which courses through all of me, and the intensity and recognition of it envelop my consciousness and I laugh with great joy. Something has changed, because the last time, they had to shield me from the random vibration of it. Now, I can tolerate it easily, the actual energy itself. The radiation flow is two-directional in the tube. The flow moving past me in the direction from which I came is smooth, even, and undiluted. The flow that I am is moving in the opposite direction and appears much different. It is organized in a more complex form. It is the same as the wave moving past me, but it contains a multitude of small waves impressed upon the basic. I am both the basic and the small waveforms, moving back to the source. The movement is steady and unhurried, impelled by a desire I know but cannot express. I vibrate with joyous ecstasy just by the knowing.
(The tube seems to become larger as another joins it from one side, and another waveform melds into me and we become one. I recognize the other immediately, as it does me, and there is the great excitement of reunion, this other I and I. How could I have forgotten this! We move along together, happily exploring the adventures, experience, and knowledge of the other. The tube widens again, and another I joins us, and the process repeats itself. Our waveforms are remarkably identical and our pattern grows stronger as they move in phase. There are variegations in each which, when combined with another related anomaly, create a new and important modification of the total that we are.
(The tube expands again and I am no longer concerned with its walls as still another I enters the waveform flow. This is particularly exciting, as it is the first I perceive as returning from a completely nonhuman sojourn. Yet the intermesh was near-perfect and we became so much more. . . .
(Steadily and surely, one I after another joins us. With each, we become more aware and remember more of the total. How many does not seem important. Our knowledge and ability is so great that we do not bother to contemplate it. It is not important. We are one.
(With this, we divert from the underlying waveform and move away from it. We watch motionless in unified respect as the action of it continues away from us into an infinity. We also perceive easily the smooth originating wave coming from such infinity and dissolving into the pattern from whence we came.
The return to the physical was near-instantaneous, my face and eyes were wet. I sat up in the chair and remembered. I reached for the yellow pad and pen, to get the rote NOTE: memory into words immediately. I knew I had changed. For the rest of my physical life, I would remember. (Monroe 120-123)FJOBEr modern Monroe
The points of reunion and unity Monroe is describing is true right now, higher up the stream. The first he encounters is closest to his wave, having departed more recently from his path. They are very similar. Much higher up the stream, he merges with some very different energies — a self from a focus in another reality.
Identity and Expansion of Consciousness
This is very connected to “Individuality Within Unity” in unity-of-consciousness.php, especially the section “Groupings of Consciousness” in unity-of-consciousness.php.
The Physical Self Is Built Upon the Reincarnating Self
The “structure” of earthly tuned consciousness formed the phenomena of “the self.”
What was needed was a highly focused, precisely tuned physical self that could operate efficiently in a space and time scheme. . . . A self, however, that in one way or another must be supported by realms of information and knowledge of a kind that was basically independent of time and space. A knowledge indispensable, and yet a knowledge that could not be allowed to distract the physical focus. . . .
You could never move as quickly as you do if you had to consciously work all the muscles involved in motion—or in speech, or in any such bodily performance. You certainly could not communicate on such a physical level if you first had to be aware of all of speech’s mechanisms, working them consciously before a word was uttered. Yet you had to have that kind of knowledge, and you had to have it in a way that did not intrude upon your conscious thoughts.
Basically there are no real divisions to the self, but for the sake of explanation we must speak of them in those terms. (Roberts 197)DEVF1channeled modern Seth
These are patterns of behavior that have become subconscious. Consciously, we call on these orchestrations of words or muscles or behaviors as easily as pressing a button. We think “run” and hundreds of muscles flow in perfect sequence to make it happen.
Put another way, we’re built up by the experience of past lives.
In the materialization of personality through various reincarnations only the ego NOTE: physical self and layers of personal subconscious NOTE: likely referring to the astral/dream self adapt new characteristics. Other portions retain their experience, identity, and knowledge. The ego, in fact, receives much of its stability because of this retention. Were it not for experiences in other lives on the part of deeper layers of the self, the ego would find it almost impossible to relate to other individuals, and the cohesive nature of society would not exist. (Roberts 305)SD&Pchanneled modern Seth
This is similar to the idea of the collective consciousness, or animal instinct, that provides a basic layer of understanding of the world and how to act within it.
Because your greater identity is aware of its probable existences, you are in matter and out of it at the same time—in time and out of it.
You have a greater identity outside of your context, yet a part of it is inside your context, as you. (Roberts 43)URchanneled modern Seth
The private oracle is the voice of the inner multidimensional self NOTE: reincarnating self—the part of each person not fully contained in his or her personhood, the part of the unknown self-structure out of which personhood, with its physical alliance, springs. Basically that portion of the psyche is outside of space and time, while enabling you to operate in it. . . .
Because of its position it has great powers of communication, both as a receiver and as a sender. (Roberts 210)URchanneled modern Seth
Limiting Conscious Knowledge
The Boundaries of the Subconscious
The individual consciousness became so entranced with its own experiences, however, that the clear-cut, steady, and conscious communication with the mass consciousness went underground. . . . It became available to those who looked for it. (Roberts 49)
Your youness is your significance, a focus of awareness, conscious of itself, that seeks out and views experience with its own unique propensities. . . . That selfhood jumps in leapfrog fashion over events that it does not want to actualize and does not admit such experience into its selfhood. (Roberts 43)
Your idea of one soul, one self, forms a significance and a selectivity that blinds you to these other realities that are as much “here and now” as your present self. (Roberts 51)URchanneled modern Seth
That communication became subconscious.
The ego NOTE: physical self chooses channels of reception with great discrimination, and again, it censors anything which it feels is a threat to its dominance. . . . The ego . . . cannot make swift decisions as can the intuitive self. Therefore, it perceives events almost in slow motion. (Roberts 272)SD&Pchanneled modern Seth
When we begin to perceive something we don’t like, that reflects poorly on us, we can react in various ways to defend ourselves. Denial that we perceived it is the easiest response. If denial becomes impossible, we can consciously fabricate any sort of reasoning to defend ourselves from an idea or observation we don’t want to believe.
If that information is coming from subconscious levels, we may feel the need to distract ourselves from reaching those levels of thought where we perceive what we subconsciously know.
Decision-Making — The Subconscious and Probable Selves
Were it not for the experience of this probable self, and for its information given via the dreaming self to the subconscious, then it would be most difficult for the ego NOTE: physical self to come to any clear decision in daily life. . . .
This probable self has operated in each reincarnation . . . and has at its command literally millions of probable situations and conditions upon which to make value judgements. Of itself, however, it does not make the decision as to whether or not a particular event will be made physical. It merely passes on the information that it has received through experience. . . .
The subconscious makes its own judgements and passes these on with the data. Then the ego makes its decision. . . . On occasion, when an unwise decision is made by the ego, the subconscious will change it. (Roberts 304)SD&Pchanneled modern Seth
I wonder if this is related to memories. The probable self would be our projection into a memory. We spend a fair amount of our dreaming in memory rotes, though they are usually not memories of future events.
Space and time continually expand, and all probabilities of any given action are actualized in one reality or another. (Roberts 443)UR2channeled modern Seth
Is it possible that our unconscious mind is not only aware of the rough outline of our destiny, but actually steers us toward its fulfillment? . . . In a statistical study of 28 serious U.S. railroad accidents, parapsychologist William Cox found that significantly fewer people took trains on accident days than on the same day in previous weeks.
Cox’s finding suggests that we all may be constantly unconsciously precognizing the future and making decisions based on that information: some of us opting to avoid mishap, and perhaps some . . . choosing to experience negative situations to fulfill other unconscious designs and purposes. (Talbot 216)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
The private psyche contains within it hints and glimpses of other alternate realities. These operate as secondary codes, so to speak, beneath the existence that you officially recognize. Such secondary systems can tell you much about the potentials of human reality, those that are latent but can at any time be “raised” to primary importance. . . .
Those paths are latent or secondary, however, within your own private and mass experience. They reside within you, presenting you with alternate realities that you may or may not choose privately or en masse, as you prefer. (Roberts 300-301)UR2channeled modern Seth
Conscious Awareness of Decisions
Studies have shown that one and a half seconds before we “decide” to move one of our muscles, such as lift a finger, our brain has already started to generate the signals necessary to accomplish the movement. Again, who is making the decision, the conscious mind or the unconscious mind?
The human energy field responds to stimuli even before the brain does. (Talbot 192)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Our higher bodies are the first move towards what we’re going to do, and at some point the pull is strong enough that the conscious mind notices that we’ve decided to do it. Knowing no other option, it takes credit for the decision.
But not all our decisions are based on higher subconscious knowledge.
Ever-Changing Personality
Personalities are not static things. . . . They are not as nicely nor as nearly packaged out, one to a body, as your psychologists believe. They constantly change. They grow. They make decisions. They use the physical body fully, or they partially depart according to their own inner needs and development.
When psychic gestalts are formed they are not static. They make different alliances until they find their place in the whole identity that serves their purposes. (Roberts 719)UR2channeled modern Seth
Expansion of Consciousness
We expand consciousness by being open and present in the moment. We have to be able to accept what we see and know to be true at these frequencies. We cannot shy away from the truth — we cannot close up to it while remaining open. This is the expansion of consciousness. The more open we can be, the more consciousness expands.
We sometimes slow down our frequency of consciousness to avoid seeing what we don’t want to see (“Limiting Conscious Knowledge” above). When high, we can become aware of too much and it becomes uncomfortable. This is the physical self’s reaction we’re feeling.
This speeding-up and slowing-down is situational. Things in our experience and environment trigger slow-downs when we recognize a situation that caused pain or uncomfortable self-awareness before. We close up. But then a vacation starts, for example, and we open up, prepared to take in more and have a good time.
We can bring down the wall that separates what we think we are from what we really are.
In the future . . . the ego NOTE: physical self and intellect will expand to contain, use and appreciate all the other portions of the self which they now mistrust. Individual identity will expand to include a greater variety of impulses and stimuli NOTE: higher sense perception. The ego will become more of an organizer, in general, letting in, literally, a barrage of experiences and forming them into meaningful patterns. Now it fears such experiences because it is not certain of its strength or of its ability to organize them. (Roberts 272)
Jane: “One night, Rob asked Seth how our own egos had changed as a result of our sessions.” . . .
The ego NOTE: physical self becomes more like the inner ego and less like its old self. . . . It accepts large portions of reality that it previously denied. . . . It has changed chemically and electromagnetically. Now it is far more open to inner data. Once this freedom is achieved, the ego can never return to its old state. . . .
The next step is taken when identity is able to include within itself the intimate knowledge of all incarnations. (Roberts 310-311)SD&Pchanneled modern Seth
Consciousness is able to hold its own sense of identity by accepting one probability, one physical life . . . and maintaining its identity through a lifetime. . . . The consciousness also learns to handle alternate moments as it “matures.” As it does so mature it forms a new, larger framework of identity. (Roberts 30)
They begin a process in which other neurological pulses are to some degree recognized. . . .
In the beginning the glimpses may be very brief, and the sense experience misty. (Roberts 81)
You should also experience an acceleration of consciousness . . . as you read it, a growing sense of familiarity. (Roberts 78)URchanneled modern Seth
As we begin to accept more of what our consciousness is aware of as real and relevant to us, we begin to accept higher frequency moments into our physical consciousness. This is the acceleration of consciousness Seth speaks of. Our consciousness is accelerating relative to physical time.
The evolution of consciousness cannot be compared to memory which becomes enriched by a greater store of material. . . . Consciousness expands like the horizon of the observer as he mounts further and further from the ground. Each new stage of consciousness synthesizes the others into a superior state which is the key to the one which preceded it, and so on, until we attain the First Cause NOTE: the Source. (Yram 134)PAPOBEr Yram
Higher Planes and More Blended Energies
The way I envision this is that reality has a shape, and we are all learning to build our consciousness into that shape. In the early stages, we only have little pieces we’ve learned through our lives, and we may have these pieces in the wrong place, or rotated in the wrong direction.
As we progress, we begin to put the pieces together into larger wholes, we begin to see their relation to each other, and larger parts of the shape takes form. Each life reveals more of the shape. As we build a better and better understanding, we begin to be more like others who have built that same understanding. Our consciousness takes on similar shapes. Being similar, we can communicate more easily. Parts from one entity overlap perfectly with parts of others. They are essentially then the same. They would react the same. This is the blending of consciousness at higher levels.
Both Seth and Michael are reincarnating selves who channel to the physical:
Michael: Most people would think of Seth, for instance, as being wholly separate from Michael, which is not the case. Those on higher planes are not totally unified yet, but we do not experience nearly the degree of separation that is your experience on the physical plane. . . .
Each consciousness is evolving individually, yet it is connected to the whole, which is also evolving. . . . We are individual and not individual at the same time in a way that is difficult to describe. . . . The higher the plane of existence, the more blended the energies. (Hoodwin 56-57)
Michael: On the physical plane, you are only aware of a small part of your entity’s NOTE: reincarnating self’s consciousness. . . . As it unifies on higher planes, you increasingly partake of the awareness of the whole, thereby exploring more of its total capacity for sentience. Since you will eventually experience reunification with everything, helping others evolve is ultimately in your self-interest. (Hoodwin 334)
As we ascend to higher planes . . . we work together in our larger groupings much more cohesively. Individuality becomes less important. . . . Paradoxically, the more unified we become, the more our uniqueness is developed. . . . Each part becomes more specialized yet the whole works together more effectively. (Hoodwin 78)
We experience the greatest separation of our individual parts or aspects of self on the physical plane. On our journey through the higher planes back to the Tao NOTE: the Source, we experience increasing integration. . . . The consciousness of the individual parts gradually recedes, as the consciousness of the whole increases. Paradoxically, this enhances the individuality and effectiveness of the parts. . . . It is like the evolution of organisms: as they develop, individual cells become more specialized, which allows them and the whole organism to function more effectively. . . . The separation was useful at the time—it allowed a broader band of experience. . . .
Our individuality as specific points of consciousness remains on all planes, and even in the Tao, although it is experienced differently than on the physical plane. (Hoodwin 344)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
There are other layers of awareness beneath this one, but here there is a much greater tendency for one to merge into the other. In the next level, for example, communication is possible with various kinds of consciousness that have never been physically manifested. (Roberts 281)SSchanneled modern Seth
Higher Beings as Collective Entities
An important thing to keep in mind is with this merging, we grow. We do not lose ourselves. Just as learning a new skill or gaining a new understanding doesn’t make us any less. Our expanded collective understanding opens doors.
Timestream scientists say of the Beings of Light: “The difference between a higher spirit being and a human can best be visualized like this: a human is one personality; a higher being incorporates the attributes and knowledge of many human personalities in one being. Some of them are very close to the principle [God] the source and the center, and are far from the ‘existence of man.’” (Kubis and Macy 88)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
Group Entity: “Entity is now focused. The entity speaking is a focus of the collective consciousness of individuals present and that which you hold in common. The entity is a common revelation.” (Ryerson and Harolde 273)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
This fits with the idea of the shape I have above. A common revelation of the shape of reality.
All becoming results in revelation as our perspective grows.
This journey involves incremental steps of reunification. . . . Consecutively larger groups . . . reunite, until everything is reunited back into the Tao NOTE: the Source. (Hoodwin 90)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Retaining Identity While Becoming
Your own identity sends out strands of itself constantly, then. These mix psychically with other strands. . . .
Ruburt is connected with me in that manner. He is also connected with any ant in the back yard in the same way. Yet I retain my identity, the ant retains its identity, and Ruburt retains his. (Roberts 483)
The spirit . . . looked momentarily and with permission through another’s picture of reality. . . .
Your own private identities do not need fences. They are themselves. They can combine and unite with others, yet retain their uniqueness and experience. . . .
You can disperse your own characteristics into another and they can disperse theirs into you, with your consent and theirs, to form new aspects of reality and to cast new light on combined purposes and challenges. (Roberts 494-495)UR2channeled modern Seth
Though Seth is talking about identity, this is closely describing my experience of “becoming,” where one mind projects out and takes on the shape of another, seeing from their perspective. Or when one enters a memory and inhabits a character within, taking in their backstory.
Angels (channeled): When they are ready, they will visit other environments and commune with other beings they find there. They merge their emotions and thoughts—their energies—one with another.
In this merging they weave a mystic tapestry of ever-changing colors, light, and sound, enriching the whole through freely shared experiences. Though each soul retains its individuality, its own unique texture and hue, it blends joyfully and smoothly with other souls to make a whole that is much greater than any single part could ever be. This tapestry of love is at the very Heart of God. Though God has many faces, He is One Essence, and that Essence is Love—pure, powerful, absolutely unconditional. (Fairchilde 57)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
No Loss of Self in Higher Joining
You are not fated to dissolve into All That Is NOTE: the Source. The aspects of your personality as you presently understand them will be retained. All That Is is the creator of individuality, not the means of its destruction.
My own “previous” personalities are not dissolved into me any more than your “past” personalities. All are living and vital. All go their own way. Your “future” personalities are as real as your past ones. (Roberts 363)SSchanneled modern Seth
Pendleton is paraphrasing of Dr. Peebles:
You shall live forever, in one dimension of being or another, and you shall always know yourself as yourself except in the sense that your “self” is always changing into higher deductions of experience. (You experience this same relativity of self in the present life as you “grow” from infancy into maturity and beyond; the thirty-year-old is not the exact same self as self was experienced at six months or six years or even at twenty-nine years—but the deduction of experience continues to modify the perception of self into an ever-unfolding identification with self.) (Pendleton 60)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Into the Reincarnating Self
Reincarnational selves NOTE: incarnations are reabsorbed back into the essence NOTE: reincarnating self after the death of the body and continue to have an independent existence. . . . Each reincarnational self is like a subpersonality of the essence that continues to develop under the “umbrella” of the essence. . . .
Those needing healing or resolution call out for our attention when we are in a position to offer it. . . . Once we experience the necessary healing and resolution, they can integrate into our essence. . . . The fruits of their lessons become available to the whole self. They also continue to develop and grow, while remaining part of our essence. . . . They go on to become creators by expanding our essence. . . .
Michael: Your essence integrates your personality. . . . Integration is a gradual process. In some cases, personality elements from lifetimes thousands of years ago are still not integrated. (Hoodwin 317-318)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
These unintegrated personalities remain in the astral.
I hope to have each of my previous personalities speak for themselves, for they should tell their own story. . . . These personalities still exist and are independent. While what I am once seemed to be contained within those personalities, I was but the seed for them. . . .
They coexist with me, but at another layer of reality.
In several lives I was consciously aware of my “past existences.” . . .
It was always a lesson between lives to trace the thoughts and events that “led to a given demise.” . . .
If I choose, in your terms I can relive any portion of those existences, but those personalities go their own way. (Roberts 353-354)
In my particular case, I am so unfocused on my own reincarnational selves NOTE: incarnations, and they have gone so far on their own, that I have little feeling of immediacy. (Roberts 392)SSchanneled modern Seth
Inner Growth and Becoming a Guide
Freedom in Progression
If you do get to the next step, if you evolve to the next level, it’s because you want to, not because you have to. . . .
If you enjoy life at this level, if you feel this is the ultimate for you, you can have this experience over and over and over again! . . . You love the “not knowing,” the mystery, the suspense! You love it all! That’s why you’re here! (Walsch 149)
There comes a certain point in your evolution when you cease to love the drama, cease to love the “story” as you’ve been living it. That’s when you decide—actively choose—to change it. . . .
If, now, there is something you choose to experience in your life, do not “want” it—choose it. . . .
There comes a time in the evolution of every soul when the chief concern is no longer the survival of the physical body, but the growth of the spirit; no longer the attainment of worldly success, but the realization of Self. (Walsch 179-180)CWG1channeled modern Walsch
John has often said that there’s no such thing as a hierarchy in Spirit. We don’t have to complete certain assignments before moving on to the next level of progression. It doesn’t work that way. (Ryerson and Harolde 40)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
If they have learned everything they needed to learn, they will move up into a higher plane, or higher state of consciousness; for that is what the planes really are: states of consciousness. (Kubis and Macy 18)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
It Gets Easier
Progress in the early stages of soul evolution is slow to an extent scarcely realized by most students. . . . As faculties develop, growth quickens at an ever increasing rate. (Besant 44)Kclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
Walsch: “Does it at least get any easier?” . . .
It is so much easier for you now than it was three lifetimes ago. . . . The more you remember, the more you are able to experience, the more you know. . . . And the more you know, the more you remember. It is a circle. So yes, it gets easier, it gets better, it becomes even more joyful. . . .
Your joys are now increasingly available without pain. That, too, is a very good sign.
You are learning (remembering how) to love without pain; to let go without pain; to create without pain; to even cry without pain. (Walsch 157-158)CWG1channeled modern Walsch
Soul Levels (Newton)
Newton’s subjects report a hierarchy of growth between incarnations and the reincarnating self. This model lacks separate frequency domains. There are earthbound souls, and then, skipping the lower astral, there is the mid-astral reception area, then our soul groups.
New Souls
One of the clear indications that souls are coming out of novice status is when they leave their spiritual existence of relative isolation. They are removed from small family cocoons with other novices and placed in a larger group of beginner souls. . . .
For the younger souls, the first realization that they are part of a substantial group of spirits brings delight. Generally, I find this important spiritual event has occurred by the end of a fifth life on Earth. (Newton 127-128)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Beginner Souls
There are two types of beginner souls: souls who are truly young in terms of exposure to an existence out of the spirit world, and souls who have been reincarnating on Earth for a long period of relative time, but still remain immature. I find beginner souls of both types in Levels I and II.
I believe almost three-quarters of all souls who inhabit human bodies on Earth today are still in the early stages of development. . . .
I have had many cases where a client has been incarnating for up to 30,000 years on Earth and is still in the lower levels of I and II. (Newton 123-124)
Less developed souls are inclined to surrender their will to the controlling aspects of human society, with a socio-economic structure which causes a large proportion of people to be subordinate to others. The inexperienced soul tends to be stifled by a lack of independent thinking. They also lean towards being self-centered and don’t easily accept others for who they are. (Newton 127)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Intermediate Souls
Once our souls advance past Level II into the intermediate ranges of development, group cluster activity is considerably reduced. . . . They have acquired the maturity and experience for operating more independently. These souls are also reducing the number of their incarnations. . . .
The relationship we have with our guides now changes from teacher-student to one of colleagues working together. Since our old guides have acquired new student groups, it is now our turn to develop teaching skills which will eventually qualify us for the responsibilities of being a guide to someone else. . . .
Despite their high standards of morality and conduct, entities who have reached the intermediate levels of maturity are modest about their achievements. . . . I notice more composure with clients in this stage and above. I see trust rather than suspicion toward the motives of others on both a conscious and subconscious level. These people demonstrate a forward-looking attitude of faith and confidence for the future of humanity, which encourages those around them. . . .
I began by regressing the subject rapidly through a series of early lives. . . . My subject worked to uplift people from fear, while remaining non-aligned to opposing factions. . . . Frequently the outsider, always an explorer searching for truth across many lands, this soul continued to seek a rational meaning to life while giving aid to those he met along the way. . . .
The intermediate levels are trial periods for potential teachers. . . .
Not everyone is suited for teaching, but this does not keep us from becoming an advanced soul. (Newton 145-147, 150)
Case 22:
Dr. N: When did you know you were ready to be a caretaker and begin assisting others spiritually?
S: It’s an . . . awareness which comes over you after a great number of lives . . . that you are more in balance with yourself than previously, and are able to aid people as a spirit and in the flesh. (Newton 151)
Advanced Souls
By the time we reach Level V, our soul aptitudes are well known in the spirit world. We are given occupational duties commensurate with our abilities. (Newton 150)
In most cases, Level V’s are here as incarnated guides. . . .
It is more usual for the advanced soul to go about their good works in a quiet, unassuming manner. . . . Level V’s are also practical, and so they are likely to be found working in a cultural mainstream which allows them to influence people and events. . . . Having extrasensory impressions—including psychic talent—does not necessarily denote an advanced soul.
The mark of an advanced spirit is one who has patience with society and shows extraordinary coping skills. Most prominent is their exceptional insight. . . . The advanced soul radiates composure, kindness, and understanding toward others. . . .
The individual I have chosen to represent the Level V soul is a woman in her mid-thirties. . . . I felt she was looking into rather than at me. . . .
She rapidly entered into a deep trance and made instant contact with her inner self. (Newton 169-170)
Case 23:
S: I avoid too much contact. . . . It is not necessary for me to make attachments here. . . .
S: [Sages] are the true watchers of Earth. . . . They live simple lives. I first came to know some of them thousands of years ago. Today it’s hard to see them . . . they don’t like cities much. . . . They live in small communities, or out in the open . . . in the deserts and mountains . . . in simple dwellings. They wander about, too. . . . They prefer to be with the common people who are most affected by the movers and shakers. . . . They do live simply. Material things mean nothing to them. . . . They are saints. . . .
S: [Souls like Kumara] are beyond the Sages. We call them the Old Ones. . . . They must be close to the source. The Old Ones represent the purest elements of thought. (Newton 174-176)
If I see someone with an evenness of mood, whose interests and abilities are solidly in focus and directed toward helping human progress, I suspect an advanced soul at work. These are souls who seek personal truths beyond the demands of ego. (Newton 248)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Becoming a Guide
To be such a guide requires great discipline and training. . . .
I had spent many lifetimes acting as a guide under the tutorship of another in my daily sleep states. (Roberts 126)SSchanneled modern Seth
Service, always service. That is the motto for everyone here. New arrivals quickly pick up the joy of being able to help others. Everyone works, if you can really call it such, to get balanced and energetically fit, in order to play a productive role.
We are so enfolded in the serenity and joy, our souls long to help others find the same thing. (Starnes 44)
Many here, like the Lady, act as escorts and guides for the new arrivals. . . . The Escorts never interfere; but they stand by in case the neophyte oversteps their present ability to remain centered. They may suggest, but never insist their assignee do any particular thing. Whenever I’m in doubt, the Lady instantly appears. (Starnes 45)LFSchanneled modern James
Case 16
Dr. N: Are you allowed to visit these other buildings where souls study?
S: There is one which we go to regularly. . . . A place for the newer ones. We help them when their teacher is gone. It’s nice to be needed. . . . The teachers are . . . so much further along . . . this group appreciates our assistance because we can relate to them easily. (Newton 95)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The Growth of Guides
Subject: When you get to the level where you can guide an individual person on the physical plane . . . that doesn’t mean that you’ve stopped all your growing because someone more advanced than you is still helping you with your growing. (Cannon 138)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Time Spent in the Astral
Time Between Incarnations
When I study the incarnation chronology of a client, I find that there is usually a long span of hundreds, even thousands of years between their lives in Paleolithic nomadic cultures. . . . Between 1000 and 1500 AD, my clients live an average of once in two centuries. After 1700, this changes to once in a century. By the 1900s, living more than one life in a century is common among my cases. . . .
There is the conviction that new souls are always available to fill any expanding population requirements. (Newton 202-203)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The length of time people live on the astral plane spans a few weeks to hundreds of years. Then, if there is more to learn, they reincarnate (accept another body) on Earth, or perhaps on another inhabited planet. If they have learned everything they needed to learn, they will move up into a higher plane, or higher state of consciousness; for that is what the planes really are: states of consciousness. (Kubis and Macy 18)
Life is safe and secure here, free of any misery and suffering. And some people have lived here for hundreds of years without reincarnating. But gradually, each person becomes aware of the things he did not finish or learn on Earth and the time comes when a person wants to progress, to learn new things. . . . Whatever one did not learn on Earth, whatever life lessons one evaded, those things will hold one back from progressing to higher planes of existence. (Kubis and Macy 52)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
Ordinarily a soul spends the few years of life in his mortal body and then retires and lives in his soul body for centuries before reincarnating again. But of course it depends on the soul. (Benner 241)WttKchanneled New Thought Benner
There is no time schedule, and yet it is very unusual for an individual to wait for anything over three centuries between lives, for this makes the orientation very difficult, and the emotional ties with earth have become weak. (Roberts 151-152)SSchanneled modern Seth
(By the way,) I put in, (you decided yet about your next physical life?)
[Charlie] shrugged. (I’m still thinking about it. I’m in no hurry.) (Monroe 198-199)FJOBEr modern Monroe
Advanced Souls Stay Longer Between Lives
The higher the advancement of a soul, the greater the time between its incarnations; and vice versa. There are special cases, however, such as the call to duty on the part of a high soul, or a strong attraction to another, or others, approaching reincarnation. (Panchadasi 50)AWunknown New Thought (Theosophy) Atkinson
On average, a person waits about seventy years after death before reincarnating. . . .
Generally, younger souls reincarnate more quickly, whereas older souls become increasingly specific in their needs and tend to take more time setting up their lifetimes. . . .
Michael: Until souls have adequate practical experience on the physical plane, they may bite off more than they can chew. There are also souls who, upon death, rush into the next available body, without adequately examining what they are getting into. . . .
Also, events do not always happen as expected. (Hoodwin 325-326)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Desiring Another Incarnation
When the soul has lived out its devachanic NOTE: upper astral plane life, and has assimilated all that it can of the material gathered during its last period on earth, it begins to be drawn again towards earth by the links of desire that bind it to material existence. . . .
The soul steps over the threshold of devachan into what has been called the plane of reincarnation, bringing with it the result, small or great, of its devachanic work. . . . It issues from devachan clothed only in that body of the soul that endures and grows. (Besant 44-45)Kclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
When the experiences are assimilated, be the time long or short, the Ego NOTE: reincarnating self is ready to return, and he brings back with him his now increased experience, and any further gains he may have made in Devachan NOTE: the upper astral plane along the lines of abstract thought. (Besant 77-78)DAclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
Salter: “Nobody is forced to return. To many, the process is like an inner voice that reminds them of their duties and lessons that are still waiting for them on Earth. They may delay these tasks for many years, but know they cannot avoid them forever.”
She goes on to say that some people meet with “more spiritually evolved beings,” who tell them when it is time for the person to return to Earth. Still other people do not need a committee of guides, but they rely on their own inner voice that tells them what they need to finish on Earth. (Kubis and Macy 78)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
[Attachments] reach such magnitude as to be virtually impossible to achieve and experience in a single physical human lifetime. The results are a compulsive need to reenter and recycle to complete that which had been begun, to perform the purpose for which there had not been “time,” to repay imagined “debts”—the list becomes endless. (Monroe 251-252)FJOBEr modern Monroe
Planning the New Life
How Planning Is Possible
As we’ve seen, the entire timeline of the physical universe is written, but the entire thing is also changing, thanks to the influence of the consciousnesses engaged there. As the time of incarnation grows close, the probabilities from the influences of consciousness solidify enough to see clearly what’s coming. This allows guides to see what each life contains from their perspective outside the physical universe.
This is discussed in “The Progression Itself Progresses” above. See also “Free Will via Timelines (Probable Realities)” in physical-multiverse.php and “Cross-Time Influences” in physical-multiverse.php. This is also discussed below.
Choosing a Full Life
Most people choose a full life — a life that lasts beyond childhood to adulthood.
Consider the question of who is incarnating. The life selection appears to be made by the last personality, but with strong guidance from the reincarnating self. During this astral period, there is a steady opening up of the last personality to the reincarnating self, so this distinction becomes less clear.
Planning the New Life
Our goal is to experience and learn, so that we can alter the timeline to make it better through our wisdom and attention.
Out of the knowledge gained in his past life, the Soul draws his plans for the next. (Besant 65)DAclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
[Whitton] regressed subjects to the interim between lives, a dazzling, light-filled realm in which there was “no such thing as time or space as we know it.” According to his subjects, part of the purpose of this realm was to allow them to plan their next life, to literally sketch out the important events and circumstances that would befall them in the future. . . .
When subjects planned their next life, they did so with a sense of moral obligation. They would choose to be reborn with people whom they had wronged in a previous life so they would have the opportunity to make amends for their actions. They planned pleasant encounters with “soul mates,” individuals with whom they had built a loving and mutually beneficial relationship over many lifetimes; and they scheduled “accidental” events to fulfill still other lessons and purposes. (Talbot 215-216)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
There comes that time when the soul must once again leave the sanctuary of the spirit world for another trip to Earth. This decision is not an easy one. Souls must prepare to leave a world of total wisdom, where they exist in a blissful state of freedom, for the physical and mental demands of a human body. . . .
Once back in the spirit world, souls have misgivings about even temporarily leaving a world of self-understanding, comradeship, and compassion to go to a planetary environment of uncertainty and fear brought about by aggressive, competing humans. . . .
While our spiritual environment is hard to leave, as souls we also remember the physical pleasures of life on Earth with fondness and even nostalgia. . . . Our mistakes and achievements have all been evaluated with an eye toward the best course of future endeavors. The soul must now assimilate all this information and take purposeful action based upon three primary decisions:
- Am I ready for a new physical life?
- What specific lessons do I want to undertake to advance my learning and development?
- Where should I go, and who shall I be in my next life for the best opportunity to work on my goals?
If the soul chooses one extreme, somewhere down the line this will be counterbalanced by an opposite choice to even-out development. . . . A rich man sooner or later must become a beggar for his soul to develop adequately.
By surviving different challenges our soul identity is strengthened. . . . The real lessons of life are learned by recognizing and coming to terms with being human. . . . It is how we stand up to failure and duress which really marks our progress in life. Sometimes one of the most important lessons is to learn to just let go of the past.
While souls carefully consider the physical attributes of an Earth body in a variety of cultural settings, they give much more attention to the psychological aspects of human life. This decision is the most vital part of the entire selection process for the soul. Before entering the place of life selection, it is to a soul’s advantage to ponder the factors of heredity and environment which affect how a biological life form will function. . . . A soul’s spiritual energy has a fluctuating influence on whether the temperament of its human host will be extroverted or introverted, rationalistic or idealistic, emotionally or analytically dominated. . . .
When souls are called to the place of life selection the guesswork is over. Now they must match their spiritual identity against a mortal being. (Newton 230)JoShypnosis modern Newton
[The mould of the Etheric Double NOTE: the etheric body] is guided . . . to the country, the race, the family, the social surroundings, which afford the most suitable field for the working out of the karma NOTE: lessons allotted to the particular life-span in question. . . . It is placed where the Ego NOTE: reincarnating self may come into relations with some of such Egos, with whom it has been related in its past, as are present in, or are coming into, incarnation during its own life-period. A country is chosen where the religious, political and social conditions can be found which are suitable to some of its capacities, and afford the field for the occurrence of some of the effects it has generated. . . . A family is found in which physical heredity has evolved the kind of physical materials which, built into the etheric double, will adapt themselves to its constitution. . . . The web of a man’s destiny may indeed be composed of threads that to us are innumerable, and that may need to be woven into a pattern of to us inconceivable complexity. (Besant 49-51)Kclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
Different Reincarnation Strategies
Some, for example, choose to isolate various characteristics in a given life, and work on these almost exclusively, basing a given existence upon, say, one main theme. As seen from a physical viewpoint, such a personality would appear very one-sided, and far from a well-developed individual.
In one life the intellect may purposely be very high, and those powers of the mind carried as far as the individual can take them. These abilities are then studied thoroughly by the entire personality, both the benefits and the detrimental aspects of the intellect weighed carefully. Through experience in another life this same kind of individual might specialize in emotional development, and purposely underplay intellectual abilities. . . .
Through denying themselves, say, intellectual development in a given life, personalities also learn the value and purpose of that which they do not possess. The desire for it is then born within them. . . .
Some will choose progression at an easier rate and in a more balanced manner. They will help keep all the strands of personality working at once, so to speak, and even meet again and again people they have known in other lives. They will work out problems at a rather easy rate, rather than in, say, an explosive way. They will pace themselves as dancers do.
In this time of rest and choosing, all counsel is given. . . .
There are different depths to be probed in reincarnational existences. Some choose to “go all the way.” These personalities specialize in physical existence, and their knowledge of this system is most comprehensive. For these there is a movement through each of your racial types—a requirement that is not laid upon most. There is intensive preoccupation with historical periods. Many of these personalities live comparatively short live, but very intense ones, and they experience more lives than most other individuals. They return, in other words, in as many historical times as possible, finally helping to shape the world as you know it. . . .
In one way or another you are all travelers before you begin even your first reincarnational cycle. . . . You do not have the same backgrounds, necessarily, when you enter the physical system of reality. . . .
You are learning to be as completely as possible. . . .
Many personalities have extraordinary talents along specific lines, and these may show up again and again in succeeding existences. . . . Throughout the reincarnational cycle, with some there will be a very noticeable line of continuity. . . .
A portion of the whole self focuses in reincarnational cycles and handles developments there. (Roberts 151-154)SSchanneled modern Seth
Our First Physical Incarnation
Michael: When you embark on something new, you usually feel excited anticipation about it. This is certainly true of your essence NOTE: reincarnating self. You usually have no hesitation about doing so. At this point, any and all experiences look interesting, so you dive in. (Hoodwin 341)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Our Reasons for Incarnating
Dr. Peebles: Elizabeth, you are a beautiful spirit; you came to the planet Earth as a search for the great creativity of God, the beauty of the divine. Similarly, you came into this life through the doorway of beauty. The planet Earth appeared to you to be a great rainbow of experience and of color. You came forward from other places in the universe in a great love affair; there was no hesitation whatsoever; you said, “Look at that beautiful blue place. I want to be part of that.” (Pendleton 79)
Dr. Peebles: Michael, you came into the planet Earth as a pioneer, as an adventurer, you came to the planet Earth from other regions of space and time merely out of curiosity. . . . Because that was just your drive, just curiosity, to explore the unknown—which we send you accolades for—your ability to seek the unknown, where so many fear it. . . .
You couldn’t wait to go somewhere you hadn’t been. . . . As quickly as you could, you spent no time in the spirit; you’d die, you’d leave the body; with your next breath you’d be in some woman’s womb again as a child. (Pendleton 82)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
After another immeasurable interval, a second question arose: Why would one ever leave this Clear Light? As if in response to the query, a bubble appeared, floating through the brightness. . . . Within this bubble there stretched a rainbow, which revealed itself as the entire structure of Being—all the planes, all the souls, all the sentient beings, civilizations, and galaxies. The whole structure was totally insubstantial. The bubble, unstable as it floated, changed shape constantly, looking as if it might burst at any moment. Its delicacy was poignant. And the seamless brightness of the One shone directly through this transparent bubble of Being. Then a current of loving concern welled up, concern for the beings on these various planets and planes of rainbow light. That concern became more and more intense, building to a climax. Suddenly I found myself once more in the golden realm, understanding that I had been taken back through the membrane into this floating bubble which is Being.
My sense of individuality reawakened as soon as I perceived the golden light. Yet I knew that I had been returned to Being not by attachment to my individuality but through commitment to all life. (Hixon 107-108)CHresearcher modern Hixon
It is likely curiosity that draws us initially into the physical universe. Once there, concern may be a reason for returning. Concern is a branch of fear, whose birthplace is in the physical.
Help From Guides and Masters
Subject: After learning what [the spirit] needs for its next lifetime, it consults with the spiritual masters and starts preparing for its next incarnation. It consults with the spiritual masters to see what kind of situation would be best for the spirit to come back into. There is also consultation about which souls would be best for it to interact with for the benefit of all. (Cannon 20)
Dolores: The teachers and masters that help you figure all this out, is their decision more important than yours?
Subject: It’s not that it is more important. Many times they are viewing it from a different angle of perspective. They view it from their experience and they will share their wisdom. Most times their judgment is sound and you will pay to see it from that perspective also, and in this way you learn.
Dolores: In other words, they see things you don’t.
Subject: Yes, because they are standing back from the situation, so to speak. . . .
It’s generally done by a consensus of opinion between the person and their spiritual masters. They won’t like many aspects of the life in particular, but the majority of the life will be something they can handle. And these extra things they’re not too fond of are looked upon as spiritual challenges, something for them to accomplish and to work for. (Cannon 56-57)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Patterns Through Lives
Along with the collective wisdom of our reincarnating self, we bring our past patterns of thought.
This is essentially all the tendencies (without the specifics) set up in our mind from previous lives. These are the ways we charged up mental images with our attention. These continuing tendencies may be too dim to be perceived in the higher realms, but they are still there when we descend again to the lower frequency of the physical.
See “The Workings of the Holographic Mind” in holographic-mind.php.
One client who was in a very destructive marriage where her husband would hurt her physically was unable to leave the marriage until she reexperienced about 15 past lifetimes where she had been physically abused by men in some form or another. She saw the continuation of her pattern of dependency in which she thought that men have all the power (and also all the responsibility). She saw that she lived out her belief in situations that proved men did have more power than she on the physical level. (Brennan 246)HoLclairvoyant modern Brennan
The strength of her continuing belief that men have all the power and responsibility is the cause of her continuing to enter into these kind of relationships.
Although a person’s material conditions can vary greatly from one life to the next, their moral conduct, interests, aptitudes, and attitudes remain the same. Individuals who were criminals in their previous existence, tend to be drawn to criminal behavior again; people who were generous and kind, continue to be generous, kind, and so on. (Talbot 218)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
This is due to the varying influence of the higher self in combination with the body and circumstances of the life chosen. The influences may be similar, but may appear in different ways in different situations. A tendency towards criminality would arise from opportunity alongside a lack of higher conscience that would reject it.
We are drawn to whatever we focus on, even if it is negative.
If you hate another person, that hate may bind you to him through as many lives as you allow the hate to consume you. You draw to yourself in this existence and in all others those qualities upon which you concentrate your attention. (Roberts 171)SSchanneled modern Seth
Desires and fears bind us to their objects. Attention on something draws it to us.
Planning Life Lessons
The first step in reincarnation is deciding which life lesson(s) to focus on next.
Choosing Challenging Lives
Some choose difficult lives for the opportunity of rapid growth they provide. This doesn’t mean they are not in need of our sympathy and help. That, too, is part of the story — something we both can learn and grow from.
Jonathon (channeled): I know that life can be filled with pain and confusion, sorrow and despair, where you are, for I remember this. However, those difficulties are seen from this perspective as great and precious jewels, for they create a quickening in the evolution of the soul, and this holds a universal value beyond all measure. (Fairchilde 89-90)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
[Whitton] regressed subjects to the interim between lives. . . .
A woman who had been raped when she was thirty-seven revealed that she had actually planned the event before she had come into this incarnation. As she explained, it had been necessary for her to experience a tragedy at that age in order to force her to change her “entire soul complexion” and thus break through to a deeper and more positive understanding of the meaning of life. (Talbot 215-216)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Certain individuals can and do choose life experiences that involve great tragedies. Yet those tragic lives are used as a focus point that actually brings into experience, through comparison, the great vitality and thrust of being. . . .
Many follow dangerous professions. It is fashionable to suppose that these people have a death wish. Instead, many of them have an intensified life wish, so to speak. Certainly it seems destructive to others. To those people, however, the additional excitement is worth the risk. The risk, in fact, gives them an intensified version of life. (Roberts 574)UR2channeled modern Seth
Ridley asked for a life where he would be given a potent challenge toward acquiring humility rather than have this lesson strung out over many lives. He was warned that accelerated lives can be very rough. Ridley said he was ready. (Newton 374)DoShypnosis modern Newton
[Tara] was physically and sexually abused both as a child and later by her spouses. During a flashback PBE NOTE: prebirth experience, Tara saw herself selecting the pain-filled experiences that she would undergo in this life. In this same flashback vision, an angelic being says to her, “Are you really sure you want this? These experiences will be very hard for you.” Tara replies, “Yes, I elect to have these experiences. I will learn more from adversity than if I have an easier life. I want it and choose it.” The angelic being then said, “These experiences will be difficult, but know that we will always be by your side.” (Widdison 55)EtS-HW modern Widdison
It is not out of the ordinary for me to see someone who has skated through an unchallenging life overloading themselves with turmoil in the next one to catch up with their learning goals. (Newton 221-222)
A difficult barrier to discovering our identity [is] that of childhood trauma. (Newton 231)
It is difficult to tell a newly-injured person trying to cope with physical disablement that he or she has an opportunity to advance at a faster rate than those of us with healthy bodies and minds. This knowledge must come through self-discovery. . . . The effort necessary to overcome a body impediment does accelerate advancement. (Newton 222)JoShypnosis modern Newton
See “The Soul’s Effect On The Life” below for how the soul’s influence plays out on these events.
Choosing Challenging Bodies and Minds
Souls who unite with people that develop early personality disorders deliberately set themselves up for a difficult life. (Newton 231)
Case 26
S: I chose to be crippled to gain intellectual concentration. . . . Being unable to walk made me read and study more. I developed my mind . . . and listened to my mind. I learned to communicate well and to write with skill because I wasn’t distracted. . . . It always works two ways—the benefits and liabilities. I chose this family because they needed the intensity of love with someone totally dependent upon them all their lives. We were very close as a family because they were lonely before I was born. I came late, as their only child. They wanted a daughter who would not marry and leave them to be lonely again. (Newton 226-227)
Most individuals do not choose one “happy” life after another, always ensconced in a capable body, endowed by nature or heritage with all of the gifts most people seem to think they desire. . . .
They choose various lives in such a fashion that all of their abilities and capacities can be best developed, and in such a way that their world is also enriched. Some people will choose “defective” bodies purposely in order to focus more intensely in other areas. They want a different kind of focus. . . . Such people will be embarked upon subjective issues and questions also that might not be considered otherwise. (Roberts 325)
The idiot is often able to experience in his or her own reality a freer, more generous, more faithful flow of emotional stages. (Roberts 316)DEVF2channeled modern Seth
The Possibility of Failure
The goal is to challenge the soul, to take on difficulties that will push the soul to grow in ways it needs to without overwhelming it. Failure to overcome the challenges in any given life is always a possibility.
Sometimes the body chosen is so difficult to control or the environment so intense that it overwhelms the gentle guidance of a newer reincarnating self.
Some failures can be seen in “The Life Review - Exiting the Memory” above. See also “Body Temperament” below.
Planning Our Relationships
Some souls prefer to grow and learn in smaller or larger groups, while others prefer to go it alone. This is also influenced by development. Many agree that souls work more in groups towards the earlier stages, and as they reach a more advanced understandings, they tend to go it alone more.
Specifically, Newton’s subjects say that we are part of primary soul groups of 3-25 members that very often incarnate together in different roles through our new and beginner levels. We break into smaller groups as we reach intermediate levels, and as advanced souls often work alone.
Some individuals always choose to be born as a part of some group—reborn, in other words, with past contemporaries, while others, disdaining such endeavors, return in much more isolated positions. (Roberts 176)
There are those who are simply loners, who reincarnate without any great feeling for earth’s historical periods. There are others who like to return when their contemporaries from some particular past historical time return again, and therefore there are group patterns that involve reincarnational cycles in which many, but not all, are involved.
You [Tito], for example, did not operate within a cycle in those terms. There are personal cycles of course, in which families may reincarnate, taking different relationships to each other, and you have been involved in several of these. (Roberts 152)SSchanneled modern Seth
Remember, when you see differences in how things work, there is always choice involved.
Group Planning Sessions
You’ll find karma is mentioned from time to time. This is one of those deeply misunderstood terms. It is not fate, and it is not reward and punishment. Think of it instead as simply lessons we are trying to learn. The generation of karma is best thought of as the development of habits of thought. That’s all there is to it.
The relationships for the next life have to be settled upon, and this involves telepathic communication with all those who will be involved. (Roberts 152)SSchanneled modern Seth
Subject: There is a group of us gathered together. You could call it a sort of discussion and planning group. The majority of us here have been linked karmically in our past lives. There is one here who is our main guide for the group in general, and our individual guides are nearby. We are discussing and planning what karmic problems we will be working on during this next upcoming life. . . . And we are discussing and planning how our lives and our karmas NOTE: lessons interweave and interrelate and what we hope to work out. . . .
These planning conferences are kind of rare and when an opportunity comes to have them, we do. Because usually one or the other in the group is on the earthly plane. But occasionally it overlaps to where all of us are on the spiritual plane at the same time, and we get together to coordinate things, so to speak. . . .
We could communicate with their subconscious if need be, but it is not as clear a communication. . . .
We discuss how we are going to interact with each other. We have our free will on such things from the physical viewpoint when we get there. (Cannon 181, 183-184)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Souls returning from the place of life selection must not only sort out the best choice of who they are going to be in their next life, but coordinate this decision with other players in the coming drama. . . . Script change (the results of free will) can be made while the play is in progress. (Newton 249)JoShypnosis modern Newton
We also chose to come with certain others because of the work we would do together. Some of us wanted to unite in a cause to change certain things on earth, and we could best do it with certain circumstances brought about by selected parents or others. . . . We understood the influence we would have upon each other in this life and the physical and behavioral attributes we would receive from our families. (Eadie 92-93)EbtLNDEr modern Eadie
Our Connections
Even among those with no concept of soul groups, the connections between us continue from life to life.
Love “has its roots in eternity”, and those to whom on earth we are strongly drawn are the Egos NOTE: reincarnating selves we have loved in past earth-lives and dwelt with in Devachan NOTE: the upper astral: coming back to earth, these enduring bonds of love draw us together yet again, and add to the strength and beauty of the tie, and so on and on till all illusions are lived down, and the strong and perfected Egos stand side by side, sharing the experience of their well-nigh illimitable past. (Besant 76)DAclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
Those who weave bonds of close affection in one life tend to be drawn together again as members of the same family. Sometimes these ties recur very persistently life after life, and the destinies of two individuals are very intimately interwoven in successive incarnations. Sometimes, in consequence of the different lengths of the devachans NOTE: the higher astral planes necessitated by differences of intellectual and spiritual activity during the earth-lives spent together—members of a family may be scattered and may not meet again until after several incarnations. (Besant 78)Kclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
Twins, incidentally, almost always involve very deep, abiding psychic relationships of a strong, sometimes obsessive nature. I am speaking now of identical twins. (Roberts 182)SSchanneled modern Seth
Changing Roles
Subject: In one life a person might be your mate, in another life one of your parents, and in another life a child or a good friend. . . . Then eventually, when we all reach the ultimate (the source), the connections have developed to the point that, if the desire is there, we can form an entity greater than ourselves with all of us being part of it. (Cannon 186)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
See “Groupings of Consciousness” in unity-of-consciousness.php.
The same people weave in and out of our lifetimes, reappearing over and over again to finish business from the past. We come back to replay the same themes, switching roles and changing gender from life to life. . . .
A former husband can now be a beloved daughter, or a former loyal friend can be your mother. Generally, if there was a positive relationship in the past, it continues to be good in the present. . . . Love survives, even thought the roles may change. . . .
[Dr. Woolger’s] patients come to therapy burdened with serious relationship problems. When regressed, they often describe feuds and vindictive squabbles spanning many centuries and many lifetimes. Old scores between parent and child, master and slave, victim and victimizer, siblings, spouses, lovers—the list is endless—are reenergized and replayed in the present life. Dr. Woolger gives one case where a father and daughter flipflopped through six different lives, and another where bitter reprisals between a trio—mother, daughter, and granddaughter in this life—could be traced through eight past lives. (Bowman 64)
Fiona described herself as an adult male in Egypt, a long time ago. . . .
“Do you have any regrets about this lifetime?” Norman asked. . . .
“According to Egyptian law, I had every right to inherit everything after my father died. But my sister was jealous. She and her husband stole something valuable from me—a statue, I think. . . . She heard that I knew and fled with her husband during the night. She never came back. I never saw her again. I missed her the rest of my life. . . .
Fiona began to cry. “I should have followed my heart and not the law of the land.”
“Do you know your sister in this life?”
“It’s Chase. . . . I chose to come back with him this time so we could learn to be fair with each other. . . . That’s funny,” she said. “He had very straight red hair in that lifetime too. Almost everyone else had black hair.”
“Is that why you go out of your way to share with your brother,” I asked, “even when he bothers you?” . . .
“Yeah, I guess so.” (Bowman 80-82)
“Is there anyone in that lifetime who is with you now, as a different person?” . . .
“Yes, my son. It’s my friend, Henson.” (Bowman 83)
Fiona grew jealous of Chase and John’s friendship, and she taunted Chase. . . .
Chase and John collected big cardboard boxes and spent the day busily cutting and taping. . . . They were both hunched over a huge cardboard model of a castle, adorned with towers, windows, doors, and a working drawbridge. . . .
Fiona again teased Chase about John. . . . He began crying hysterically. . . . Through his sobs, he told me that images were coming to him of a lifetime during “castle times.” . . . “I’m a young woman. I have a long dress on. I’m in a room in a kind of stone castle. I’m very, very sad. I’m dying of a broken heart. . . .
“I’m betrothed to a young man, but I don’t love him. I love someone else. . . . Fiona was my father, and John was the man I wanted to marry.”
The whole time. . . . Fiona was jumping up and down on the minitramp in her room. . . . Suddenly she stormed into the room and blasted, “I had every right to do that as her father. It was the law of the land!” . . .
“How do you feel about your actions now?” I asked. . . . Fiona burst into sobs. “I should have followed my heart. Not the laws. I was wrong to try to force her marriage.”
“Why don’t you tell Chase how you feel about that now?” I offered. With tears still streaming down her face, Fiona ran back up to Chase’s room and explained to him how she was sorry for what she had done. . . . [Chase] accepted her apology with a hug. . . .
[Fiona] could not possibly have heard his hushed voice from behind her closed door. . . .
Fiona’s role in this drama reiterated the theme of “following one’s heart instead of the laws of the land,” the same as in the Egyptian lifetime. . . . Apparently they have been playing out this familial pattern of rivalry over inheritance for lifetimes. Each time they are together, they switch roles, gender, and modify the script, but fail to come to a resolution. . . .
After that afternoon, Chase and John gradually became less involved with each other, which seemed more appropriate to the difference in their ages. (Bowman 88-91)
Three-year-old Michael Wright of Texas amazed his mother with specific details of a fatal automobile accident that he claimed had killed him. The life he remembered was of his mother’s high school boyfriend, who no one in the family ever mentioned. The boyfriend had died in an automobile accident—precisely as little Michael had described. (Bowman 93)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Jonathon (channeled): My brother and I have direct and deep soul connections with our parents that span many lifetimes. We are all a part of the same soul group. We share similar paths, similar life lessons—our individual experiences complement and enhance the soul development of the other members of our spirit family. We have been many things to each other. We have all played many roles to help the others learn and grow in awareness. (Fairchilde 87)
[The souls serving as guardians] communicate—as do the angelic messengers—through intuitive knowings, through dreams. (Fairchilde 21)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Even Guide Roles
The simple fact of being in the higher frequencies means we will likely do well guiding someone who has incarnated. At those frequencies, we are in a more open, loving flow, and more connected with our greater wisdom.
Jonathon (channeled): Due to certain circumstances, all souls in a group do not always choose to incarnate at the same time. In these instances, those who choose not to take a body serve as guides in spirit for those who are experiencing physical existence. (Fairchilde 87)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
We’ve all been guides and teachers to our own guides and teachers when they were physically incarnate. It’s a constant process of give-and-take. (Ryerson and Harolde 44)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
Ann (channeled): There still remained a deep desire to reconnect with my daughter, to help her in some way. I longed with all my heart to bring balance to her life, to heal the imbalance I had caused. No sooner had I formed this desire than my angel appeared before me in the golden light. . . .
“There is a way for you to help your daughter. She is soon to become a mother. The soul who will be born to her could use a guide to help her along her life path. This way of service is open to you . . . a means of expressing your love for your daughter by caring for her family. . . .”
“How can I be a guide for another, when I myself have so much to learn?”
He smiled. “Can you love this soul?” A young woman with eyes of light and a smile of tender mercy appeared beside him. “If you can love her, then you can guide her with the wisdom of your heart.”
This beautiful vision reached out to me and instantly became a part of me forever. “I am Eleanor,” she said, her voice filled with music. “Your daughter and I have been together before. I love her so much, and will be with her again very soon. But when I enter into human form, I will forget much of what I know to be the truth. I will need someone to be there, someone to speak to me in my dreams, someone to remind me of what is real, someone to help me when I have lost my way. I would like it very much if that someone were you.”
How could I refuse such an eloquent plea? And so it was that I left the golden light and accompanied this exquisite soul to Earth, and was present at her birth. (Fairchilde 29)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Arranging and Recognizing Relationship Signs
By focusing intently on certain behaviors, scenes, or signs, they remain lit up in our upcoming incarnation, and will likely trigger our attention when we see them.
The issue of how to find soulmates and other important people in their lives is of paramount concern with many clients who come to me. . . . I am told the activity here is like cramming for a final exam. As a result, my subjects also use the term prep-class to describe this aspect of spiritual reinforcement that occurs just before their souls embark on the passage back to Earth. . . .
For many of us, our nearest and dearest soulmate is our spouse. Yet . . . souls of consequence in our lives may also be other family members or a close friend. The amount of time they are with us on Earth can be long or short. What matters is the impact they have on us while here. . . .
Soulmates are designated companions to help you and themselves accomplish mutual goals which can best be achieved by supporting each other in various situations. (Newton 249-250)
Case 28:
S: I must go to the recognition class. . . . It’s an observation meeting . . . with my companions . . . so I can recognize them later. . . . I . . . am floating in . . . with the others . . . to hear the speaker. . . .
Dr. N: How does this place appear to you?
S: Mmm . . . a circular auditorium with a raised dais in the middle—that’s where the speakers are. . . .
Dr. N: How many souls are around us?
S: Oh . . . about ten or fifteen . . . people who are going to be close to me in the life to come. . . . There are others . . . further away in groups. . . .
Dr. N: Are the ten or fifteen souls around you all from your cluster group?
S: Some of them. . . . We form a circle around the dais. . . . The prompter is assigned to us so we will know what to look for in our next life. The signs are placed in our mind now in order to jog our memories later as humans. . . . Markers in the road of life. . . . The road signs kick us into a new direction in life at certain times when something important is supposed to happen . . . and then we must know the signs to recognize one another, too. . . . I must try to . . . remember some . . . action by them . . . the way they look . . . move . . . talk. . . .
Dr. N: What if people miss these road flags or signs? . . .
S: We have other choices—they may not be as good. . . . After this class we usually don’t forget the important signs. (Newton 252-255)
There is one main course of life we choose in advance, but alternatives always exist and we learn from them, too. (Newton 259)
Choosing a Receptive Place and Time Period
Souls consider when and where they want to go on Earth before making a decision on who they will be in their new life. . . .
We start by having the opportunity of viewing how we might fit into certain environments in future time segments. Then our attention is directed to people living in these places. . . . A soul is largely influenced by cultural conditions and events, as well as by the participants in these events, during a span of chronological time. (Newton 206)
Aside from the comfortable familiarity of culture in a soul’s choice, we must also factor in the affinity many spirits have for deserts, mountains, or the sea. Souls may also have a preference for rural or urban living. (Newton 219)
Case 25
Dr. N: Were you given any preparation about selections based on geography?
S: Oh, to some extent. My trainer and I talked about the fact that I had died young in New York in my last life. I wanted to go back to this dynamic city and study music.
Dr. N: Did you also talk to your trainer about other souls—your friends, who might want to incarnate with you?
S: Sure, that’s part of it. Some of us begin staking out a new life by deciding what surroundings are best for all concerned. I made it known I wanted to start again in the same place where I was killed. My trainer and friends offered their suggestions. . . . It was my goal to some day study music and make a name for myself in the big city. I hardly got started before I died. . . .
Dr. N: Could you ask to go anywhere on Earth?
S: Hmm . . . it’s fairly open. If we have preferences, they are weighed against what’s available.
Dr. N: You mean, against what bodies are available?
S: Yes, in certain places. . . .
Dr. N: When you start previewing life scenes in the Ring, are you primarily looking at people or locations?
S: We begin with locations. . . . I go to other cities. . . . I also could go to Los Angeles, Buenos Aires, or Oslo. . . . I’m going to concert halls and music academies and watching the students practice. . . .
Dr. N: So the Ring gives you the opportunity to actually be various people who, in relative time on Earth, are not yet born?
S: Uh-huh, to see if I would fit in well—to check out their talent and parents—that sort of thing. (decisively) I want New York. . . . As a matter of fact, there is a promising girl in Los Angeles, but I still want New York. . . . I am going to New York to be a musician. I’m still trying to make up my mind between a couple of people, but I think I will choose (stops to laugh) a dumpy kid with a lot of talent. . . . We don’t go [to the Ring] unless our minds are made up as to the type of life we want to live, and I’ve always had interesting choices based upon my own ideas. . . .
Dr. N: After you are completely finished with reviewing lives in the Ring, what happens then?
S: The controllers . . . come into my mind to see if I am satisfied with what I have been shown. . . .
Dr. N: Do they pressure you to make a decision before leaving the Ring?
S: Not at all. I float out and go back to talk to my companions before making up my mind. (Newton 214-218)
The earth also goes through a process of growth. When I was going through a trying period in a lifetime, the consciousness of the whole country I lived in was going through similar growth stages. . . .
During the Golden Age of Greece, the earth was at a very high level of energy. During these lighter periods of history, the soul grows in the finer, sensitive points. Many souls come in at the same moment in time for similar growth patterns. . . .
After a high experience, the soul might come back into an earth area of its lowest-vibrating energies in order to bring all parts of itself into higher energies.
It works in rhythmic patterns. A soul can fluctuate back and forth from its lowest to its highest energy levels. And it would come into those points of earth time where the needed energy levels exist. . . .
The higher the vibratory level, the greater the responsibility. This is a universal principle. (McKnight 129-131)CJOBEr modern McKnight
Body Choices
I rarely see souls repeating the same genetic choices in past-lives because this would inhibit growth and opportunity. . . .
Our deliberations over body alternatives actually begin before we go to the place of life selection. Souls do this in order to adequately prepare themselves for viewing certain people in different cultural settings on Earth. . . .
The freedom of choice we have with these bodies is based far more on psychological elements than from the estimated 100,000 genes inherited by each human being. (Newton 219, 221, 223)
Case 26
S: I wanted one of the best physical specimens on Earth at the time and Leth was offered to me as a possibility. . . . I had two choices of people living in this time. . . . We don’t need a lot of choices for lives once the counselors get their heads together about our desires. . . . As a Viking I answered to nobody. I was free. I could move around with my band of invaders in the wilderness without any governmental control. . . . The freedom of movement . . . the fury of battle. . . . Nothing bothered me as long as I was able to physically express myself to the fullest. (Newton 224-225)
Body Temperament
In one life an overly cautious, low-energy soul might be disposed to blending with a quiet, rather subdued human host. The same soul, encouraged to take greater risks in another life, could choose to work more in opposition to it’s [sic] natural character by melding with a temperamentally high-strung, aggressive body-type on Earth. . . .
Sometimes a negative trait is selected by an otherwise developed soul for special attention in a certain body. (Newton 247)JoShypnosis modern Newton
While the body delights the soul as a means of both physical and mental expression, it is capable of bringing great pain. . . .
Subject: “I am comfortable with emotionally cold hosts. I also love analytical minds so we can take our time before committing to things. Inside Jane it’s as though I’m on a rollercoaster ride. She is so reckless, jumping into situations—I mean I try to drag her back—but she gets so out of control she brings us a lot of pain. Yet, there is much joy too—it’s all overwhelming, but what a wild ride!” . . .
A soul’s immortal character is influenced by all the attributes and temperament of the brain, which challenges the soul’s maturity. (Newton 387-388)DoShypnosis modern Newton
This is one of the primary reasons why we keep coming back: “the body delights the soul as a means of both physical and mental expression”. We come here for the beauty, for the sensual delight, for a new mode of expression, for the challenge and opportunity to grow.
Case 36
S: Kliday is a quiet soul—peaceful—and this baby has a restless, aggressive mind and . . . the mesh is difficult for Kliday, even though he knew what to expect.
Dr. N: Are you saying he wanted a certain kind of challenge before this baby was chosen?
S: Yes, he knew he needed to learn to cope with this sort of body because he has had trouble before with not being able to control aggression. . . . Kliday is very thoughtful. He ponders a lot and is tentative. He doesn’t jump into situations. It was felt this body would help him expand his capabilities and assist the child, too. (Newton 198)DoShypnosis modern Newton
See also “The Soul-Body Partnership” below.
Choosing a Gender
Most of my subjects select the bodies of one gender over another 75 percent of the time. This pattern is true of all but the advanced souls, who maintain more of a balance in choosing to be men and women. (Newton 66)
Case 8:
S: As souls there are periods in our existence when we are more inclined toward one gender than another. Eventually, this natural preference evens out. (Newton 36-37)
The entire reincarnational framework must involve both sexual experiences. . . .
If in one life, for example, you hated women, you may very well be a woman in the next life. Only in this way, you see, would you be able to relate to the experience of womanhood, and then as a woman face those attitudes that you yourself had against women in the past. (Roberts 179-180)
An overly strong identification with the sexual characteristics can also hold back progress. If an individual considers identity strongly in terms of male or female identity, then such a person may refuse to accept the fact of the sexual changes that occur in reincarnational existences. This kind of sexual identification, however, also impedes personality development during physical life. (Roberts 160)SSchanneled modern Seth
The Place of Life Selection
When we enter the space of life selection, we are full of hope, promise, and lofty expectations. Here souls are virtually alone, with their guides out of sight, while evaluating new life options. This hectic, stimulating place is described as being much larger than other spiritual study areas. . . .
Most love to talk about the place of life selection. . . . I am told it resembles a movie theater which allows souls to see themselves in the future, playing different roles in various settings. (Newton 206-207)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The Memory Viewer
How do we explore our options for future incarnations? By inhabiting their memory, of course. It’s like a quick preview of a life. We use inhabitation to become the person in question and try to respond best to a situation.
Case 25
S: I send out thoughts. . . . My messages are received by the coordinators. . . .
Dr. N: Doesn’t your trainer-guide handle all the arrangements for incarnation?
S: Not exactly. He talks to the coordinators, who actually assist us in previewing our life possibilities at the Ring. . . . That’s where I’m going. We call it the Ring of Destiny.
Dr. N: Is there just one place like it in the spirit world?
S: Oh, I think there must be many, but I don’t see them. . . . I . . . am floating towards the Ring . . . it’s circular . . . a monster bubble. . . . There is a . . . concentrated energy force . . . the light is so intense. I’m being sucked inward . . . through a funnel . . . it’s a little darker. . . . I . . . am a little apprehensive . . . but the energy relaxes me. I have an awareness of concern for me . . . caring. . . . The Ring is surrounded by banks of screens—I am looking at them. . . . They appear as walls themselves, but nothing is really solid . . . it’s all . . . elastic . . . the screens curve around me . . . moving. . . . They are blank . . . not reflecting anything yet . . . they shimmer as sheets of glass . . . mirrors. . . . I feel a moment of quietness—it’s always like this—then it’s as if someone flipped a switch on the projector in a panorama movie theater. The screens come alive with images and there is color . . . action . . . full of light and sound. . . . I am hovering in the middle, watching the panorama of life all around me . . . places . . . people . . . (jauntily) I know this city! . . . New York.
Dr. N: Did you ask to see New York City?
S: We talked about my going back there. . . .
Dr. N: I want you to tell me what is expected of you in the Ring.
S: I’m going to mentally operate the panel. . . . A scanning device in front of the screens. I see it as a mass of lights and buttons. It’s as if I’m in the cockpit of an airplane. . . . I will help the controllers change the images on the screens by operating the scanner with my mind. . . . My mind connects with the scanner to control the movement of the scenes I am watching. . . . It works on a tracking system. . . . My commands . . . are registered on the panel so I can track the action. . . . I see . . . lines converging along various points in a series of scenes. . . . I’m traveling through time now on the lines and watching the images on the screen change. . . . Then the points light up on the lines when I want the scene to stop. . . . I’m scanning. The stops are major turning points on life’s pathways involving important decisions . . . possibilities . . . events which make it necessary to consider alternate choices in time.
Dr. N: So, the lines mark the pathways through a series of events in time and space?
S: Yes, the track is controlled in the Ring and transmitted to me.
Dr. N: Do you create the scenes of life while you track?
S: Oh, no! I simply control their movement through time on the lines. . . . The lines of energy are . . . roads with points of colored light as guideposts which I can move forward, backward, or stop. . . . I suspend the scene on the screens so I can enter it. . . .
Dr. N: You become part of the scene yourself?
S: Yes, now I have direct access to the action.
Dr. N: In what way? Do you become a person in the scene, or does your soul hover overhead while people move around?
S: Both. I can experience what life is like with anyone in the scene, or just watch them from any vantage point.
Dr. N: How can you leave the panel and go into a scene on Earth while still monitoring the action in the Ring? . . .
S: Parts of me stays at the controls so I can start up the scene again and stop it anytime. . . .
NOTE: Yes - we project into memories.
Dr. N: Can you divide your energy?
S: Yes, and I can send thoughts back to myself. Of course, the controllers are helping too, as I go in and out of the screens.” (Newton 207-211)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Everything described here is exactly how memories work, except without the physical forms of buttons, and the help of coordinators, who are needed in this case to focus in on the unknown physical life and its most important branches. Note how the subject phases into the scenes while still staying at the controls.
The detail about the lines is fascinating. The timelines follow the track of the life and by their nature indicate key decision points.
It does seem to me that more people elect to enter the screens of the Ring during life selection than with the screens in the other learning centers. They want to actually experience snippets of future events in certain bodies before making any final decisions. (Newton 356)DoShypnosis modern Newton
Limited Choices, Limited Previews
In the life selection room, just before Jamona’s current life, there were three body choices. . . .
We are not coached during these selections but the older souls know there is often one tempting choice which would not test us very much. (Newton 364)
Case 62:
S: Usually I get only a couple of body choices and that makes it easier for me. . . . During the choosing, there is always a preferred body choice that the planners feel is best. This body is given a prominent presentation. (Newton 358)
All my subjects feel what they are seeing has been edited for their benefit and that they have less control over what they can watch than, say, in the library. . . . The key viewing years of a new life seem to be between eight and twenty, when the first major forks in life begin to emerge. Many people tell me they are shown certain years in great detail while other parts of their future life are completely left out. (Newton 356)DoShypnosis modern Newton
Subject: Everything’s perfectly clear to everybody, so it’s not a matter of telling anyone what to do because it’s apparent to you and everyone else what needs you have and what you can and will do. . . . When it’s time for you to go back and re-enter the physical plane, that’s when the general council comes in and determines where you fit in the pattern. And that determines when and where and to who you are born on the physical plane. (Cannon 139)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Amnesia is imposed upon us when we come into a current life. . . . The same condition holds true for souls examining future lives. (Newton 213)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Freedom of Choice Through Probable Realities
We have freedom of choice in a deterministic physical world through probable realities. The likely future life is already there in its entirety, accessible from this perspective outside of the physical universe. It can be viewed and interacted with, but there is freedom from within it as well, through probable realities. The influence of consciousness at key turning points in this and other people’s lives may result in different possibilities being realized.
As such, the many-worlds (probable reality) model is the source of our free will, how we can preview a life and yet still make key decisions and change our path along the way. Newton’s view fits perfectly with Seth’s.
Case 25
S: We are not shown all the possible endings to a scene. Parts of lives are obscured to us. . . .
Dr. N: You can’t see everything that is going to happen?
S: Yes, to test our ability to find solutions. We gauge our abilities against the difficulty of the events. The Ring sets up different experiments to choose from. On Earth we will try to solve them. . . . I’ll have to accept the consequences for any mistakes in my choices . . . if I am not able to handle a life well. . . . My choices of life environments are not unlimited. As I said, I probably won’t be able to see all of a scene in one time segment. Because of what they don’t show you, there is risk attached to all body choices.
Dr. N: If one’s future destiny is not fully preordained, as you say, why call this space the Ring of Destiny?
S: Oh, there is destiny, all right. The life cycles are in place. It’s just that there are so many alternatives which are unclear. (Newton 211-212)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The Limits of Certainty
Because parallel realities are superimposed upon one another, they too can be seen as possibilities for physical lives. . . .
[Souls] may not clearly see significant events too far into the future because the further away these souls get from present probabilities, the higher the incidence of possible alternative realities which cloud their images. . . . A soul’s own past lives are more easily identified. This is because a single reality, with a definite course of action, was previously established to train this soul, and thus is firmly imprinted on his memory. . . .
If everything was preordained, there would be no purpose or justice to our struggle. . . . The purpose of reincarnation is the exercise of free will. . . .
We are masters of our destiny. (Newton 212-214)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Less Probable Possibilities
Brit had recently returned to the spirit world from a small farming village in England where she killed herself in 1860, at age sixteen. . . . Brit drowned herself in a local pond because she was two months pregnant and unmarried. Her lover, Thomas, had been killed the week before in a fall off a thatched roof he was repairing. I learned the two were deeply in love and intended to marry. . . .
When Brit crossed over after killing herself, her guide, Likiko, and the soul of Thomas were there to comfort her for a while. Soon she was alone with Likiko in a beautiful garden setting. Brit sensed the disappointment in Likiko’s manner and she expected to be scolded for her lack of courage. Angrily, she asked her guide why the life didn’t go as planned in the beginning. She had not seen the possibility of suicide before her incarnation. Brit thought she was supposed to marry Thomas, have children and live happily in her village to old age. . . . Likiko explained that Thomas’ death was one of the alternatives in this life cycle and that she had the freedom to make better choices than killing herself.
Brit learned that for Thomas, his choice to go up on a high, steep and dangerously slippery roof was a probable one—more probable because his soul mind had already considered this “accident” as a test for her. Later, I was to learn Thomas came very close to not accepting the roof job because of “internal forces pulling him the other way.”
Case 29:
S: He sets his scroll in front of me first and opens it. Then he points to a series of lines representing my life. . . . They are life lines—my lines. The thick, widely spaced lines represent the prominent experiences in our life and the age they will most likely occur. The thinner ones bisect the main lines and represent a variety of other . . . circumstances.
Dr. N: I have heard these less prominent lines are possibilities of action as opposed to the probabilities. Is that what you are saying?
S: That’s right. . . . The thick line is like the trunk of a tree and the smaller ones are the branches. I know the thick one was my main path. The old man is pointing at that line and scolding me a bit about taking a dead-end branch.
This shows that the life shown ahead of time, the very life selected, may not be what ends up happening. It’s just one probability. Here the higher mind of a different soul make a choice — for her benefit apparently — to throw her into a life of misery to enable her to grow.
The tree, with all its possibilities, is the truer reality, at the timelines (probable realities) level of existence. Our attention is what directs our life path between probabilities.
Time to Finalize the Choice
In the place of life selection, our souls preview the life span of more than one human being within the same time cycle. When we leave this area, most souls are inclined toward one leading candidate presented to us for soul occupation. However, our spiritual advisors give us ample opportunity to reflect upon all we have seen in the future before making a final decision. (Newton 221)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Waiting for Incarnation
The great guru Ramakrishna Ananda, who is still alive on Earth, points out that millions of souls are waiting to be born on Earth, to have the Earth experience necessary for their spiritual development and he often says to his devotees: “Congratulations! You have a body! They’re hard to get!” . . .
The waiting soul may have to wait what is equivalent to several lifetimes on Earth to finally get a suitable body which will enable the soul to have a life which will give it the particular experience it needs. (Kubis and Macy 80)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
What about incarnations into a probable reality?
The Life Plan — What’s Flexible
The topic of what is set and what we can change is discussed in “Free Will and Probable Realities” in higher-sense-perception.php.
At your birth . . . you are quite aware on unconscious levels of those conditions that you will meet. You have chosen them and projected them ahead of you. . . .
The conditions, however, while “set” in one fashion, are highly plastic in another. . . . [Ruburt at age 12] had already become aware of the overall interests and concerns that would dominate his future life, although the particular course of it had not been chosen. (Roberts 5)URchanneled modern Seth
In the greater framework of reincarnational existences you choose your roles, or your lives, but the lines that you speak, the situations that you meet, are not predetermined. (Roberts 272)DEVF1channeled modern Seth
Before incarnating, we usually plan each lifetime in detail. Its centerpiece, the most important thing we want to accomplish, is our “life task.” We usually begin working directly on our life task (or tasks—we can have more than one) . . . in our middle to late thirties. . . .
Not everything in our lives is planned out ahead of time. Plans are usually made, but they are flexible frameworks within which we create our lives. . . .
Our life plan provides us with a framework, but we must continually build upon it. (Hoodwin 234-235)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Taking Unanticipated Life Paths
We knew many of the challenges in advance of our life and chose them for good reasons. . . .
More important than the events that test us in life is our reaction to these events and how we handle the consequences. . . . My cases have shown we will be given the opportunity to review all the major alternatives after the life is over. . . .
I had a client. . . . His name was John and he lived in a small community near Gettysburg. Although just sixteen, John and his sweetheart, Rose, had begun to talk of marriage in the future. . . . A Union officer rode into John’s area looking for a young non-combatant who could ride a horse well to deliver dispatches. . . . John was a fine horseman and he impulsively agreed to ride for the Union because “I did not want to miss out on a chance for the grand adventure”. . . . John was killed the next day. . . .
Upon returning to his spirit group, John was met by Rose—that portion of her essence she had not taken to Earth. At the moment Rose saw John she cried out, “Why are you back here? We were supposed to be married!” These soulmates quickly realized that John had abruptly chosen a path that deviated from his probable life. Even so, each path has karmic benefits NOTE: lessons of some sort, as was the case with John’s brief Army experience.
I asked this client if he had been shown scenes in the screening room of what was going to happen at Gettysburg. He replied, “No, I accepted what they showed me up to the age of sixteen because I knew they had good reasons to reveal only what I needed to know before that life.” (Newton 372-373)DoShypnosis modern Newton
The Soul’s Effect on the Life
Case 26:
Dr. N: When your soul first saw Ashley’s life . . . did you see the details of your carriage accident then?
S: Of course, but it wasn’t an accident—it was supposed to happen.
Dr. N: Once you came to Earth, who was responsible for the fall? Was it your soul-mind or Ashley’s biological mind?
S: We worked in unison. She was going to be fooling with the carriage door handle and. . . . I capitalized on that. . . .
Dr. N: I want to pursue the issue of causality here. Would Ashley have fallen anyway if she had a soul other than your own? . . .
S: When I saw Ashley for the first time. . . . I was able to see her without me . . . healthy . . . older . . . another life possibility. . . .
Dr. N: Are you saying if Ashley had begun her life with another soul entity that she might not have fallen at all?
S: Yes . . . that’s a possibility . . . one of many . . . she could also have been less severely injured, with the ability to walk on crutches.
Dr. N: Did you see a physically healthy Ashley living happily without your soul?
S: I saw . . . a grown woman . . . normal legs . . . unhappiness with a man . . . frustration at being trapped in an unrewarding life . . . sorrowful parents . . . but easier. (voice becomes more firm) No! That course would not have worked well for either of us—I was the best soul for her. (Newton 227-228)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The life with all its possibilities is chosen ahead of time, but the choices that navigate the branches of probable realities are made while living it, sometimes by our higher self. These decisions are ideally in the best interest of the person’s waking mind and their soul.
This new timeline becomes an incrementally better world, having been influenced by higher levels.
Ashley’s story continues:
Case 26:
Dr. N: Just how rigid was your destiny? Once you were Ashley’s soul was there any way you could have backed out of this entire incident in the carriage?
S: I can tell you I had a flash just before I fell. I could have pulled back and not fallen out. A voice inside my mind said . . . “It’s an opportunity, don’t wait any longer, take the fall, this is what you wanted—it’s the best course of action.”
Dr. N: Was that particular moment important?
S: I didn’t want Ashley to get too much older.
Dr. N: But, the pain and suffering this child went through. . . .?
S: It was horrible. The agony of those first five weeks was beyond belief. I almost died, but I learned from enduring it all and I now see the memories of Leth’s NOTE: A past-life viking capacity for managing pain helped me. . . . As I slipped in and out of consciousness during the worst of the ordeal, my mind began gaining in power. . . . The skills I developed in managing pain were later used to concentrate on my studies. . . . I became a listener and thinker. I corresponded with many people and learned to write with inspiration. (Newton 228-229)JoShypnosis modern Newton
These plans are still fluid. We maintain free will as we make choices and move between the probable realities that result.
The Path We Choose
Great science fiction taps into greater realities and deeper questions. In Rick and Morty, there is an intergalactic arcade with a game called Roy — A Life Well Lived. Within it, players go into a trance and are born, grow up, and life the rather ordinary life of a guy named Roy, fully believing the entire time that they are Roy. Their decisions alter his life path. This is a very close approximation of how physical incarnation works.
I imagine that if a dozen souls took turns incarnating into a single life, each life would take very different paths.
Attention Changes Destiny
Without attention our lives will go exactly the way they was written before our soul came in. Our attention is that very thing which moves our life path into alternate probable realities. Outside of attention, we’re on autopilot, reacting to stimulus. But our attention — that flow from our higher self, containing its wisdom — can make us master of our destinies.
For details on how this works, see “The Nature of Attention” in attention.php, “Chaos, Fractals, and the Flow of Information” in flow-into-us.php, and “Information Through the Flow” in flow-into-us.php.
Choosing a Short Life
Miscarriages
Desmond had been playing with his toy cars on the floor when he told his mother, without any prompting, “You know, Mummy, I went to Aunty Ruth before I came to you, but I didn’t stay there very long.” . . . Her sister-in-law, Ruth, had given birth to a stillborn son ten years before. But the family had a pact to never speak of it because it had been so traumatic for her. . . .
Desmond remembered clearly what it was like in Aunty Ruth’s womb; it was very warm and “quite bouncy.” He was happy and comfortable and very wet. He used to turn “around and around all the time.” It was always dark—but not scary. From time to time he would get sleepy. He said, “One time I went to sleep but when I woke up again I wasn’t with Aunty Ruth any more.” (Bowman 126-127)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Abortion
Dr. Peebles: More often, in the desire for abortion, it is the rule rather than the exception that there is agreement there—a real agreement, not implied—between the incarnating spirit and the mother, a change of mind—or an intention in the first place merely to experience some time in the womb, for reasons that are individual. . . .
To leave life before it starts, as a baby, really is no different from leaving life after ninety years in the body, for from our awareness—and from the larger perspective—life is eternal. (Pendleton 111-112)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
The Luxembourg Lab asked Salter if any of the women at Timestream had had abortions during their Earth life. Salter replied:
“Yes, but it is not a topic of importance here anymore, such as on Earth. Here the emotions and feelings of guilt that arose on Earth about abortion are not playing a role anymore.”
She went on to say that it’s important to remember that we are eternal creatures, literally millions of years old, and that for an aborted fetus, generally, the period of being in the womb is only a short time. An abortion takes only a few minutes and is painful for only a moment.
To an aborted fetus, its memory of that painful time is as fleeting as a dark part of a dream. No one can extinguish the life of a soul. (Kubis and Macy 79)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
Case 29:
Dr. N: Might some babies who are aborted never have souls?
S: That depends on how far along they are. The ones who die very early often don’t need us. (Newton 267-268)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Dying Young
Subject: “I remember passing by a large group of souls in a preparation class who were gathered in an amphitheater structure. They were all listening to a speaker tell them about the value of life even though they were only going to Earth for a short time. They had all volunteered to be in some sort of disaster where they would be killed together. They were told to get mentally prepared and to make the most out of the time they had and that if they wished their next lives could be much longer.” (Newton 373)DoShypnosis modern Newton
When souls return for a short life to help someone else rather than work on their own issues, because there isn’t time, some call this “a filler life.” . . .
Spirits do not routinely see their deaths in future lives. If souls choose a life where their death will be premature, they often see it in the place of life selection. I have found that souls essentially volunteer in advance for bodies who will have sudden fatal illnesses, are to be killed by someone, or come to an abrupt end of life with many others from a catastrophic event. . . . Every soul has a motive for the events in which it chooses to participate. One client told me his last life was planned in advance to end at seven years of age as an American Indian boy. He said, “I was looking for a short-burst lesson in humility and this life as a mistreated, starving half-breed was enough.” (Newton 220)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Dr. Peebles: It is not a great tragedy when one leaves before they have lived, because they are still living, first of all, and they were living before it, and because in that two years they lived, sometimes they’ve lived more than someone who’s lived sixty years; they were more present. (Pendleton 46)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Angels (channeled): Remember not to be sad for the child who has to leave the planet early, because it is not that difficult for them. (Fairchilde 81)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Recognizing a Lost Child
Parents who have lost a child ask, “Will I know my baby when I pass over? . . .”
The child will be waiting for the parents when they pass on. The child will introduce itself to the parents. Recognition will then be immediate, regardless of the age of the child. Many times the parents have had contact with their child while in the sleep state. Even if they don’t remember this while on earth, the memories will come back to them in spirit.
When the soul of a child reincarnates before the passing of its parents, they are told where the child is and why the child’s soul had to return to earth at that specific time. (Browne 18-19)RotOSclairvoyant modern Browne
Returning to the Same Parents
Little Mandy remembered being her sister who had died as a baby of a congenital heart disease. The death had wracked the family with grief, but Mandy’s only problem with dying, she told her parents now, was that she didn’t like it when everyone had cried so much for her. (Bowman 127)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Parents [who] have lost a child at an early age . . . [may] find them returning in the body of their next offspring. (Viney 255)SDresearcher modern Viney
What is even more common in my experience, are the souls of young children who die soon after birth and then return to the same parents as the soul of their next baby. (Newton 219)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Does Development Continue?
Most accounts I’ve read have the souls returning to a new incarnation at their next opportunity, though some say growth and development continues in the astral.
See “Children in the Astral” in planes-of-consciousness.php.
Incarnation
The Nature of Incarnation
Our consciousness enters into and joins its perspective with a physical body in the physical universe, at some position in time, space, and probable realities.
We‘re creating the equivalent of a Waking Self Fragment, but a higher self fragment. Our larger context is lost, but we maintain the wisdom and tendencies learned from previous lives.
The physical body becomes a station that we tune into for sensory stimulus, the brain translating everything into wave forms that consciousness understands. It becomes our vehicle of expression within this world.
TO DO: Consider the question of who is incarnating. The last personality? Or the current state of the reincarnating self?
TO DO: I begin to use the term “soul” more here. Either stop or clarify what I’m talking about.
The manasic principle NOTE: reincarnating self sends down a portion of itself into the lower world of physical life at each incarnation, and expects to be able to withdraw it again at the end of the life, enriched by all its varied experiences. (Leadbeater 34)APclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
The whole self or entity NOTE: reincarnating self or soul can never be completely materialized in three-dimensional form. A part of it can be projected into that dimension however, extending so many years in time, taking up so much space, and so forth. (Roberts 313)SSchanneled modern Seth
The Difficulty of Earth Life
Case 22:
Dr. N: In your beginnings, Nenthum, were you given the opportunity to choose other planetary hosts besides humans on Earth?
S: Ah . . . as a new soul . . . the guides assist in those selections. I was drawn to human beings.
Dr. N: Were you given other choices?
S: Yes . . . but it’s not very clear at the moment. They usually start you on an easy world or two, without much to do. Then I was offered service on this severe planet. . . . On some worlds you must overcome physical discomforts—even suffering. Others lean toward mental contests. Earth has both. We get kudos for doing well on the hard worlds. . . .
Dr. N: What really appeals to you about Earth?
S: The kinship humans have for each other while they struggle against one another. . . . That’s what appeals to me—mediating quarrels of a fallible race. . . . Humans are egocentric but vulnerable. . . . Those of us developing on Earth have . . . a sanction to help humans know of the infinite beyond their life and to assist them in expressing true benevolence through their passion. Having a passion to fight for life—that’s what is so worthwhile about humanity. . . . When humans experience trouble, they can be at their best and are . . . quite noble. (Newton 157-158)
Case 23:
S: The Earth school is insecure, still. It is filled with resentment of many people over being led and antagonism of the leaders towards each other. There is so much fear to overcome here. It is a world in conflict because there is too much diversity among too many people. Other worlds have low populations with more harmony. Earth’s population has outpaced its mental development. . . . For all Earth’s quarreling and cruelty, there is passion and bravery here. I like working in crisis situations. To bring order out of disorder. We all know Earth is a difficult school. . . . There are easier life forms . . . who are less in conflict with themselves. (Newton 190)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Subject: “Coming to Earth is about traveling away from our home to a foreign land. Some things seem familiar but most are strange until we get used to them, especially conditions which are unforgiving. Our real home is a place of absolute peace, total acceptance and complete love. As souls separated from our home we can no longer assume these beautiful features will be present around us.” (Newton 401)
I will pick up the dialogue with Kanno when he meets his guide, Phinus.
Case 61:
S: She says, “Welcome back, how did you like the ride?”
Dr. N: And what is your response?
S: Did it have to be so terrible? . . . Phinus reminds me that I volunteered to have a difficult opening life on Earth because I wanted to receive the full impact of a disruptive planet. I was the poorest of the poor in India and lived in squalor. . . . The life was terrible and I didn’t handle it well. When a childless family took my daughter against my will by paying the owner of the shack where I lived, I became so distraught I could not function. WHAT KIND OF PLANET IS THIS ANYWAY? PEOPLE SELLING CHILDREN! . . .
S: I’m from another dimension. . . . We had no physical worlds as you have in this dimension. My incarnations were on a mental world NOTE: probably astral. . . . I had an elongated, flowing body—spongy, with no skeletal structure. We were rather transparent forms of silvery light. . . . In my dimension movement is like going through soft, translucent filaments of light. Coming into your universe is like plowing through thick, heavy, moisture-laden fog.
Dr. N: And being on Earth for the first time—what was that like compared to your home world?
S: Having concrete tied to your feet. The first thing you notice is the heavy weight of the dense energy here compared to a mental world. It isn’t just heavy—it’s coarse . . . severe. . . . I was really jolted in that life in India. . . .
Dr. N: What is the most troubling aspect about the human brain for you?
S: Ahh—it’s the impulsive behavior—the physical reactions to things—without analytical thought. There is danger in connecting with the wrong kind of human being, too . . . treachery. . . . I can’t deal with this. . . .
Dr. N: Tell me about your mental world. . . .
S: We float in a sea of gentle mental currents . . . soft . . . playful . . . so unlike Earth.
Dr. N: Then why come here?
S: I am studying to be an Explorer-teacher. Most of my associates are satisfied to confine their efforts to one dimension. I finally told Phinus I wanted broader experience with a hard world in a completely different zone of existence. She told me she had a senior colleague who recommended another dimension with a strenuous physical world that had a reputation for producing vigorous, insightful souls (with a gallows laugh)—once you survive the lessons. This was Earth. . . . Phinus said that when I completed my work on Earth I would be strengthened in ways my friends who refused such assignments would not be.
Some souls cycle back into the earth for more intense growth; some souls cycle into other galaxies or dimensions. Souls are attracted to the areas where they can receive the greatest levels of growth.
The earth level is a very intense level of growth. In the time-space zone of the earth, friction sets up faster growth levels within souls. Lessons are often learned rapidly. (McKnight 272)CJOBEr modern McKnight
Monroe’s reincarnating self: The graduate from the human experience is very respected elsewhere. (Monroe 24)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Those who come here are courageous, because we are willing to experiment in a world that is so confining when compared to the entire universe. The spirits say that everyone who is here should hold himself in high esteem. (Brinkley 102)SBtLNDEr modern Brinkley
The Lesson of Earth Life
Subject: “On Earth we must learn to cope with intolerance, anger and sadness while searching for joy and love. We must not lose our integrity along the way, sacrificing goodness for survival and acquiring attitudes either superior or inferior to those around us. We know that living in an imperfect world will help us to appreciate the true meaning of perfection.” (Newton 401)
Case 56:
S: The lesson of Earth, as far as morality and ethics are concerned, is for the soul to be encased in the body of a being whose instincts—whose very nature—cry out for personal survival. The plight of others is secondary. (Newton 328-329)
Amnesia — Forgetting Yourself
Ranier opened. (Events like this don’t happen often enough and I lose the rote NOTE: memory.)
BB blanked. (Lose the rote! Impossible. Nobody does that.)
Ranier indicated the massive bands of living forms NOTE: the astral. (They did, all of em. . . . They forgot who they were.) (Monroe 133)
Red: (Take this pre-brief rote and focus through it all the way. . . .)
• For duration of human sojourn, firm agreement that time-space exists, has reality. Agreement of reality of particular entry point and its environs, of time indicated at entry point. . . .
• In order for learning system to function at maximum efficiency, temporary blanking of pre-entry activity is essential. (Monroe 137)FJOBEr modern Monroe
This is a creative interpretation of what is, in fact, simply the laws of nature. The physical waking self that develops on earth, does so by gradually shifting its focus exclusively into the physical frequency band as it grows up. It becomes an expert of physical life, an expert that usually does not require the influence of the higher levels of self to succeed physically, and thus that part is often disregarded.
Varying Levels of Amnesia
A number of more advanced subjects have stated that there is a growing movement in the spirit world to “change the game rules on Earth”. These people say their souls had less amnesia about Self and the interlife when they lived in earlier cultures. It seems in the last few thousand years there has been tighter blocking, on a conscious level, of our immortal memories. This has been a contributing factor in the loss of faith in our capacity for self-transcendence. . . . I am told large numbers of souls who have had more frequent incarnations in recent centuries on Earth are opting, when they get the chance, for less stressful worlds. There are enlightened places where amnesia is greatly reduced without causing homesickness for the spirit world. As we approach the next millennium, the masters who direct Earth’s destiny appear to be making changes to permit more information and understanding of who we are and why we are here to come into our lives. (Newton 276)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Meeting Future Parents and Siblings
A baby-sitter of a young child named Allen observes him playing with and talking to one such friend. She walks over to him, kneels down beside him, and asks, “Allen, who are you playing with?” . . . [He] finally says, “My baby sister. She hasn’t come yet, but she will, and her name is Fiona.” (Widdison 55)EtS-HW modern Widdison
During NDEs
Adult [NDE] experiencers will occasionally be met in death by the children they will eventually father or mother. . . . Children, however, even infants, were invariably greeted during their death episode by any siblings who died before they did. These siblings told them how they passed over, whether from stillbirth, death shortly after birth, miscarriage, or because of an abortion when they were but a fetus. Future siblings sometimes appeared as well, introducing themselves and giving the names they would someday have. (Atwater 14)BtLNDEr, researcher modern Atwater
Pre-Conception Visits
I was blessed with the gift of meeting the unborn souls of five of our children before they were born into our family. . . .
In one of my pregnancies, I had a very sorrowful and traumatic miscarriage. I felt particularly bonded to this female soul, because even before I conceived, her loving presence had entered my dreams on several occasions. When she appeared, I saw her as a young woman with beautiful brown hair and brown eyes. I received the impression that she was fearful of coming to Earth, and this is probably why I lost her. . . .
One afternoon, I heard Becky’s joyful cooing sounds as usual. . . . I went to see if she was okay. . . . I felt an unusual sensation, a feeling that I was entering “sacred ground.” I walked into her room ever so slowly and sensed a holy male presence hovering above her crib. I could tell that Becky was telepathically communicating with this being by the way she was looking upward in the direction of the presence above her crib. Her face was radiant, and she was making babbling sounds and excitedly kicking her feet. I received an inner knowledge that this was the spirit of my unborn son—Becky’s future brother. I heard with my spiritual ears, “Tell mother I need to come soon.”
. . . During the last part of the pregnancy. . . . I was deeply reflecting on the wonderful experiences we’d already had with our child-to-be, Matthew. While absorbed in these thoughts, Matthew appeared before me, not in his baby form but as a handsome tall man with blond hair, broad shoulders, and olive skin. He looked radiant. Telepathically, he thanked me for the sacrifices I’d gone through during pregnancy to allow his spirit to come to Earth and be housed in a mortal body. (Hinze 43-46)EtS-SBH modern Hinze & Hinze
This is one of many stories that I’ve heard of children who tell of hovering near their parents long before conception. . . . [Judy’s] two-year-old, Jessica, had asked for the first time why mommy was always in a wheelchair. . . . Judy described the car accident that had left her crippled. Then Jessica said:
“I was there. . . . I was just sitting there watching . . . until the car that went ‘URRR, URR’ came and got you.” . . .
A couple weeks later. . . . Jessica, out of the blue, came into the room and said, “When you had your wreck, the little red car threw you out and you hurt yourself.”
“Oh,” I answered her, “I was thrown out of the car, yes, but I don’t remember a red car.”
Yes, I do remember now. Yes, yes! That car was a little red Volkswagen! (Bowman 186-187)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
The Incarnation Process
Transition from the Astral
What we are actually entering is the memory of an Earth life, experiencing it fully from inside, and influencing its choices through the higher wisdom our reincarnating self has acquired.
As I bring the soul consciousness of my subjects nearer to the moment of their exit from the spirit world, most become quietly introspective, while others engage in light bantering with their friends. . . . This is the last chance for souls to enjoy . . . knowing just who they are before they must adapt to a new body. (Newton 263)
All my subjects tell me the transition of their souls from the spirit world to the mind of a baby is relatively more rapid than the passage back. (Newton 266)JoShypnosis modern Newton
In Disney’s Enchanted, an animated character transitions into the physical world in a way that fits several aspects of incarnation. First, she goes from moving through air (a thinner, faster-moving medium) into water (a thicker, slower-moving medium). Note the vortex of the entrance to the physical and the torus created at the point of impact. In addition, she goes from being an internally-lit animation (astral thought form), to emerging (a minute later) externally lit in the physical.
The Incarnation Portal
Monroe is within a memory rote of a tour of Earth:
Around the planet were rings of haze, gigantic thick rings, of indeterminate number. Demarcation between them was vague as wisps and tendrils reached from one to the other. Except the ring nearly touching the planet itself. It appeared isolated. With this exception, the others were flowing rapidly through portals in the Entry Station. . . .
BB focused tightly on a band in the center. . . . The band was composed of forms, living forms! He opened slightly, focused, one band after another. They were all the same. Thousands—no, millions, maybe billions of living forms.
(Your friend’s in there. . . .)
(All those living forms. . . .)
(Repeaters . . . they want to go through another experience as human.) (Monroe 130-131)
[Ranier and BB] remained half closed, focusing on the stream of forms passing through the portal. . . .
Looming through the haze was a large vertical slot, vibrating with a vivid energy. (Monroe 133, 140)FJOBEr modern Monroe
For purposes of actual incarnation into our universe and other dimensions my subjects tell me there are space-time tunnels, or channels, available near their group centers. . . .
People say these portals are symbolized by a line of huge archways for passage similar to a large train station. (Newton 218)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Creating a New Astral Body
According to Theosophy, we begin incarnation from the causal plane, and created a new astral (and mental) body on the way into the physical. While this is not something that anyone has experienced, it reflects the reality that I have a dream self in addition to my waking self, and that we all have a separate higher self.
A better view, I think, would be that the reincarnating self begins by interacting with the memory of the life it is entering. The part of itself (the amount of phased attention) on that life begins to develop its own sub-personality, one focused upon and dedicated to entering that memory. It becomes an expert on that person and how best to interact with them. That, then, is the astral self — the reincarnating self dedicated to one specific task, and changing to best fit it.
Acharya: Although we all enjoy our time lived at the egoic NOTE: the reincarnating self’s level, we have to leave it again. . . . We all want to leave when our time comes, for we feel within us the desire for further expression and experience. . . .
The naked ego must clothe himself once again—in other words obtain three new bodies through which he can function on the planes of consciousness applicable to them. . . . The matter that is drawn round him takes the form of his last mental body—the one he dropped at the end of his sojourn at the mental level—with one small difference; it is a better mental vehicle of consciousness than the last one, because it includes in it the result of his mental efforts in his past incarnation. . . .
He turns his attention to the astral atom and vivifies that. . . . This new body contains within it the results of the work he did during the years he lived under the astral plane conditions. . . . The new astral body is much more sensitive than the old one, that is to say, it is able to register emotions more strongly than its predecessor.
He must next have a physical body (his overcoat). This is acquired through the medium of being born in the normal way into a family in the world. The body is not necessarily a better type than that of the previous incarnation—much depends on the lessons which have to be learned in the new life. (Richelieu 187-189)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
The Return of Lower Tendencies
Each life is independent, aside from the wisdom, guidance, and general skills we provide from the level of our reincarnating self. But are negative tendencies carried through? According to Theosophy, they are. Its conception of the astral body is that it is the passions that obscure the higher self.
TO DO: Compare what we see with “Memories and Influences from Other Lives” below.
The soul, working as mind, creates a mental image. . . . This mental image remains attached to its creator, part of the content of his consciousness: it is a living, vibrating form of subtle matter. . . . It cannot be separated from him; he carries it with him during his earthly life, carries it with him through the gateway of death, carries it with him in the regions beyond death; and if, during his upward travelling through those regions, he himself passes into air too rarified for it to endure, he leaves behind the denser matter built into it, carrying on the mental matrix, the essential form; on his return to the grosser region the matter of that plane is again built into the mental matrix, and the appropriate denser form is reproduced. This mental image may remain sleeping, as it were, for long periods, but it may be re-awakened. (Besant 21-22)
On the return of the Ego NOTE: reincarnating self towards earth-life, these latent images will be thrown outward and will attract to themselves the appropriate kamic NOTE: astral/emotional/desire materials. (Besant 35)Kclairvoyant Theosophy Besant
How are lower tendencies and desires stored with the higher bodies when the lower ones are left behind? They must continue to exist in some way for them to attract similar matter when reincarnating. In Theosophy’s terms, I think of this as as the playing out of incorrect higher conceptions on lower levels.
However, another way to see it is that the charged topics in our minds that are too dim to be seen in the light of higher frequencies are once again the brightest lights in the house as we pass down into the slower frequencies.
For the effects of these tendencies, see “Memories and Influences from Other Lives” below.
Entering the Physical
We choose when to enter the baby’s body, but we can also exit it and spend time outside it whenever we like.
The Energy Connection at Conception
At conception an energetic link is formed between the soul and the fertilized egg. At this time an etheric womb also is formed which protects the incoming soul from any outer influences other than those of the mother. As the body grows inside the mother, the soul slowly begins to feel the “drag” of it and slowly becomes consciously connected to the body. At one point, the soul suddenly is aware of the connection; there is a strong flash of conscious energy down into the forming body. The soul then again loses consciousness, only to reawaken bit by bit into the physical. This strong flash of consciousness corresponds with the time of quickening. (Brennan 62)HoLclairvoyant modern Brennan
The term “drags” really is key here — the drag down from higher frequencies of consciousness into the body’s slower frequencies. It’s pulling moments of consciousness from the higher self, grabbing at its attention.
In addition, the losing and reawakening of consciousness during the transition is the same as the one while exiting the physical body during OBEs. It’s due to passing across the void between frequency domains. It’s what separates the memory and creates a new self.
This may be equivalent to the creation of a new astral body.
The reincarnating personality is aware, therefore, when the conception for which it has been waiting takes place. And while it may or may not choose to enter at this point, it is drawn irresistibly to that time and point in space and flesh. (Roberts 195)SSchanneled modern Seth
Entering the Physical Body
Case 29:
Dr. N: What is uppermost in your mind about returning to Earth?
S: The opportunity to live in the twentieth century. It’s an exciting time of many changes. . . .
Dr. N: You have mixed emotions about leaving the spirit world?
S: Most of us do, as our time draws near. . . . I say goodbye to everyone. This can be . . . difficult. Anyway, they all wish me well and I move away from them. . . . [Pomar NOTE: the subject’s guide and I] . . . begin to move . . . at a greater speed. Then I am aware of Pomar . . . detaching from me . . . and I am alone. . . . Slanting away . . . through pillows of whiteness . . . passing through . . . folds of silky cloth . . . smooth. . . . I’m on a band . . . a pathway . . . faster and faster. . . . Everything is blurred. . . . I’m sliding down . . . down into a long, dark tube . . . a hollow feeling . . . darkness . . . then . . . warmth! . . . I’m aware of being inside my mother. . . . I’m in a baby—I’m a baby. (Newton 263-266)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Note the entrance is like entering a memory — downwards from above. We pass through the tunnel that sits behind us at all times during our physical life, and which we return through when leaving the life memory.
When the Soul Enters
At some point prior to birth, the soul will carefully touch and join more fully with the impressionable, developing brain of a baby. When a soul decides to enter a baby, apparently that child has no free choice in accepting or rejecting the soul. At the moment of first entry, chronological time begins for the soul. Depending upon the inclinations of the particular soul involved, the connection may be early or late in the mother’s pregnancy. (Newton 266-267)JoShypnosis modern Newton
It’s the physical body that moves along with physical time. Its sensations come at a specific frequency, much slower than our consciousness is capable of. We begin to develop a new self at that frequency, and as we engage more and more with it, that self forgets where it came from.
Each soul has its own preferences about when and how they wish to enter the fetus. (Newton 391)DoShypnosis modern Newton
They may enter the body while it is still in the womb and go through the actual birth if they wish to experience this. They may also remain outside of the baby’s body but in close proximity to the mother and merely watch. They have freedom during this time to still go back and forth to the spirit planes as they are not totally tied to the baby yet. (Cannon 215)
As she talked, her voice sounded tired and her responses began to dull. She no longer had any interest in answering or couldn’t remember the answers to the questions. I have witnessed this before sometimes when the entity entered a baby’s body. When they were cut off from the other side, the knowledge was also cut off. They were no longer thinking in spiritual terms but were becoming involved in the physical. (Cannon 221)
Dolores: Have you entered the body now?
Subject: Yes. . . .
(Softly) It is strange to feel the heart again. To feel the body. (Cannon 221-222)
Dolores: Under normal circumstances, can you tell me at what point or at what time in the progress of the human physical development does the soul or spirit inhabit the body?
Subject: It is at that point at which the spirit chooses to inhabit. It could be at the precise moment of fertilization or conception, or perhaps some time removed from the birth experience, so as not to have to experience the trauma of birth. It is entirely up to that individual spirit’s choice. It is also determined by what lesson the spirit needs to learn. (Cannon 225-226)
Subject: Some do not enter until days after the baby has been born. . . .
Dolores: You said sometimes they can leave for awhile and go back and forth. . . .
Subject: Usually it is done when the body sleeps. (Cannon 229)
[Helen Wambach] regressed more than 750 people and then had them describe their experience of fetal life. Eighty-nine percent of her subjects reported having two separate, simultaneous sources of awareness. They did not identify with the growing fetus or its stream of consciousness, although they accepted that the fetus was “theirs.” Instead, they identified themselves with a nonphysical source of consciousness, and tended not to become involved with “their fetus” until six months after conception. In fact many were extremely reluctant to join “their consciousness” with the fetus. Wambach’s subjects characterized themselves as disembodied minds hovering around the fetus and mother, being “in and out” of the fetus and having a telepathic knowledge of the mother’s emotions throughout pregnancy and birth.
One-third of Wambach’s subjects said they did not come into the fetus or join their consciousness with that of the fetus until just before or during birth; 12 percent stated they attached to the fetus about the beginning of the third trimester, which interestingly is when brain activity is first observed; and only 11 percent reported prior attachment to the fetus. The rest joined within a day or two after birth. (Wade 260)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
Linda: When does the soul enter the fetus?
Dr. Peebles: Well, it can be anywhere from as early as six weeks. . . . The greatest frequency is three months to fourteen weeks. . . . Sometimes it’s not uncommon for it to be around the . . . sixth month. . . . It’s most commonly between twelve and fourteen weeks to six months, occasional exceptions in both directions. (Pendleton 109)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
The reincarnating personality enters the new fetus according to its own inclinations. . . .
The process is gradual, individual, and determined by experience in other lives. . . .
Various methods of entry are adopted. If there is a strong relationship between the parents and child-to-be, then the personality may enter at the point of conception if he is extremely anxious to rejoin them. Even here, however, large portions of self-awareness continue to operate in the between-life dimension.
In the beginning, the womb state under these conditions is a dream-like one. . . . Gradually the situation reverses, until it becomes more difficult to retain clear concentration in the between-life situation.(Roberts 194)SSchanneled modern Seth
Initial Trepidation
Dr. Peebles: It is often with hesitation and fear—and trepidation, on occasion but not always—that a spirit enters—approaches the womb, and prepares to enter the womb. But then the warmth and the nurturing of the womb is so overwhelming that peace comes into the child, temporarily . . . but just previous to that, the . . . ending of the spirit experience . . . is the greater challenge. (Pendleton 99)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Subjects ascribed their reluctance to join with the fetus to negative feelings about being born. Approximately 68 percent expressed antipathy and anxiety about being embodied. Their attitude was resigned toward physical life as an unpleasant duty they had to perform in response to an unidentified imperative. (Wade 260)
At some point during the pregnancy or perinatal period, the transcendent source becomes “stuck” to its body with less freedom to dissociate its quasi-independent selfhood from that of the fetus. For the majority of people, this joining coincides with the period when measurable brain wave activity commences. (Wade 262)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
This fits with the idea of the brain being the receiving station for the consciousness.
Now there are some who resist the new existence, even though they chose it, as long as possible. To some extent they must be present at birth, but they can still escape any full identification with the born infant. They hover within and about the form, but half reluctantly. (Roberts 198)SSchanneled modern Seth
Obsessive Connection
When the personality attaches itself at conception, there is almost without exception strong past-life connections between parents and child, or there is an unceasing and almost obsessional desire to return to the earthly situation—either for a specific purpose, or because the reincarnating personality is presently obsessed with earthly existence. . . .
Some personalities are drawn to enter at conception as a result of seemingly less worthy motives—greed, for example, or an obsessional desire that is partially composed of unresolved problems. (Roberts 194-195)SSchanneled modern Seth
Everyday Telepathy
This is the natural communication of the higher self. While still focused in the reincarnating self outside the body, we can pick up the subtle signals coming off other consciousness from their thoughts and emotions.
Regression records also demonstrate . . . knowledge of the unspoken thoughts of others, especially the parents. (Wade 256)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
In and Out — A Gradual Connection
Inside the Womb
Case 29:
Dr. N: Tell me what it is like being inside a mother’s womb.
S: I like the warm comfortable feeling of love. Most of the time there is love . . . sometimes there is stress. Anyways, I use this time to think and plan what I am going to do after birth. I think about my past lives and missed opportunities with other bodies and this gives me incentive. (Newton 271)JoShypnosis modern Newton
These thoughts are the movies that the developing fetus watches while it grows.
Outside the Body
Those souls who join the baby early seem to do a lot of traveling outside the mother’s womb during her term.
Once birth has taken place, the union of spirit and flesh has been fully solidified into a partnership. . . . Besides leaving at the moment of death, souls may also come and go when the body is sleeping, in deep meditation, or under an anesthetic in surgery. (Newton 267)
Case 29:
S: Some float around more than others, going in and out of the baby until birth because they get bored. . . .
Dr. N: What do you do when you are not with the unborn baby?
S: Me—I play! It’s a fine time to leave and purely goof off . . . when the baby is less active. I have fun with my friends who are doing the same thing. We bounce around Earth to visit with each other . . . and go to interesting places . . . where we have once lived together in former lives. . . .
S: I leave the unborn baby at intervals. . . .
Dr. N: How far along in age is the body by the time your soul stops leaving the child altogether?
S: At about five or six years of age. Usually we get fully operational when the child starts school. Children under this age can be left to their own devices a lot. . . . If things get bad in a physical way—then I’m back inside like a shot. . . . Every brain has a wave pattern—it’s like a fingerprint. We know immediately if the baby assigned to us is in trouble. (Newton 268-271)
This is like our dream self’s social dreaming activities while asleep.
Dr. Peebles: The soul, however, is hovering . . . and . . . leaves the body frequently after totally embracing the physical body. The soul is never fully inside the physical body while in the womb. . . . Between the third and sixth month, there is . . . oh, you might say, seventy-five percent inhabitation. You see? Nothing at all before that, just a hovering. . . .
Merely ask yourself how often is it true that you just don’t want to wake up in the morning. . . .
That hesitation is in the mind of the incoming spirit but recorded within the physical experience of the womb of Mommy. (Pendleton 109-111)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
There is no one point when “the full awareness of the soul enters into the flesh.” The process is gradual. (Roberts 529)UR2channeled modern Seth
Exploring and Merging with the New Brain
Case 29:
S: I’m busy with this new mind, even though it’s not fully ready. . . . Once I attach to a child it is necessary to bring my mind into synchronization with the brain. We have to get used to each other as partners. . . . I am in the mind of the child but separate, too. I go slowly at first. . . . I start with a gentle probe . . . defining connections . . . gaps . . . every mind is different. . . . There is a slight resistance in the beginning . . . not full acceptance while I trace the passages . . . that’s usual . . . until there is familiarization. . . .
Dr. N: Did it take you many lives to learn to trace a human brain?
S: Uh . . . a while . . . new souls are assisted with their tracing. . . . I learn the brain wave patterns of the baby. . . . How this person translates signals. Its capacity. No two children are the same. . . . It’s a melding. There is an . . . emptiness before my arrival which I fill to make the baby whole.
Dr. N: Do you bring intellect?
S: We expand what is there. . . . We bring a . . . comprehension of things . . . a recognition of the truth of what the brain sees. . . . She recognizes me as a friend . . . a twin . . . who is going to be part of her. It’s as if the baby was waiting for me to come. . . .
Dr. N: Is your work at unification completed before birth?
S: Not really, but at birth we have started to complement each other.
Dr. N: So, the unification process does take some time?
S: Sure, while we adjust to each other. (Newton 269-270)JoShypnosis modern Newton
There is an ego of a kind relegated to the brain which experiences the external world through the senses governing action and reaction. It is this functional organism—created before the soul arrived—that the soul must join in a mother. . . .
Subject: “No two brains are constructed in precisely the same way. When I initially enter the womb of my mother, I touch the brain gently. I flow in . . . seeking . . . probing . . . searching. It is like osmosis. I know immediately if this brain is going to be smooth or rough sailing for our mutual communication. . . .” (Newton 385-386)
Case 66:
S: Three lives ago, I joined with a very stiff, unreceptive brain. It felt my presence was invasive. This was unusual because most of my host bodies accept my presence. . . . It was a dull mind of dense energy pockets. My arrival was an intrusion on its lack of mental activity . . . there was . . . isolation between compartments of the brain . . . creating resistance to . . . communication. Lethargic minds require more effort on my part. They resist change. . . . I caused this mind to think and it was not a curious mind. . . .
S: A mind that has excessive density in certain areas means there are blockages which inhibit the bridges between efficient neuron activity. I want to make some adjustments in these road blocks with my energy if I can—you know—while the brain is still forming.
Dr. N: You can make a difference in how the brain develops?
S: Of course! . . .
Dr. N: Are you saying that you can improve brain wave function with all these activities you have described?
S: That is our expectation. The whole idea is matching your vibrational levels and capabilities with that of the natural rhythms of the child’s brain waves—their electrical flow. (Newton 388-390)
Effects on Body Development
The incoming consciousness can direct genetic choices, neural connections, and development.
John: “Various karmic patterns stored within the physical body have the capacity upon the level of the soul to shape the physical body after the fourth month of conception. . . . This often determines the shape of the physical body. . . . Ultimately, however, the soul shapes the physical body through its reflection of the personality.” (Ryerson and Harolde 153)SCchanneled modern Ryerson & Harolde
Making Genetic Choices
Instantly Carter Mills’s whole life began to play out, starting at birth. He relived being a tiny spark of light traveling to earth as soon as egg and sperm met and entering his mother’s womb. In mere seconds he had to choose hair color and eyes out of the genetic material available to him and any genes that might give him the body he would need. He bypassed the gene for clubfootedness, then watched from a soul’s perspective as cells subdivided. (Atwater 73)BtLNDEr, researcher modern Atwater
We NOTE: his reincarnating self made the decision to become human again. We selected the time and place and organized the DNA mix—elements from the physical and elements from us. (Monroe 166)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Jonathon (channeled): My soul’s body is made of light, perfect and whole and ageless, as is yours. Yet, when I am born into your world, my spirit will fill the immature form of a newborn child. . . . Even now I am molding that physical temple. . . . I am developing certain traits and abilities in the physical form, which will help me to achieve my Destiny. This is a major task for every soul prior to incarnation. Each spirit is drawn to its mother at the point of conception—sometimes even before conception occurs. That spirit then guides the development of the fetus. . . . The body is an outgrowth, a projection of the soul, a reflection of what the soul requires of a physical body in order to learn its particular lessons, to fulfill its unique destiny. (Fairchilde 88-89)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
The Soul-Body Partnership
This partnership is key. This is the where all the rest of it comes directly into play. This is related to communication from our higher self. See “The Nature of Communication” in communication.php.
Case 67:
S: I entered my current body in the eighth month. I prefer to enter on the late side when the brain is larger so I have more to work with during the coupling. . . . I want to be able to talk with the child when there is more mutual awareness. . . . The child may say, “Who are you?” I answer, “A friend who has come to play and be a part of you. . . . ” We have come as souls to give the child . . . depth of personality. Its being is enhanced by our presence. . . . To be honest, the merger isn’t complete yet for me. I talk to my body as a second entity up to the age of six. It is better not to force a full meld right away. We play games as two people for a while.
Dr. N: I have noticed a lot of young children talk to themselves as if they were with an imaginary playmate. Is that their soul?
S: That’s right, although our guides enjoy playing with us as young children too. (Newton 391-394)DoShypnosis modern Newton
Case 27:
Dr. N: How much of who you really are as a soul identity is reflected in the human beings you have occupied?
S: Quite a lot—but no two bodies are alike. (laughs) Good body and soul mergers don’t always happen, you know. . . .
Dr. N: Would you say your soul dominates or is subordinated by the human brain?
S: That’s difficult to answer because there are subtle differences with the brain of each body which affects how we . . . exhibit ourselves from that body. A human would be pretty vacant without us. . . .
Dr. N: What do you think human beings would be like without souls?
S: Oh, dominated by senses and emotions. . . . That which I am . . . is able to utilize some bodies better than others. I don’t always feel fully attached to a human being. Some physical emotions are overpowering and I . . . am not so effective.
Dr. N: Such as the high level of rage displayed by Wilson’s NOTE: the soul’s current body temperament, perhaps affected by the central nervous system of this body?
S: Yes, we inherit these things. . . . I am able to interpret only when the storms of the human mind are quiet, and yet I want to be stormy people.
Dr. N: What do you mean by interpret?
S: Interpret ideas . . . make sense out of Wilson’s reactions to turmoil. . . . We don’t control the human mind . . . we try by our presence to . . . elevate it to see . . . meaning in the world and to be receptive to morality . . . to give understanding. . . .
Dr. N: You use human bodies for your own development too, don’t you?
S: Sure, it’s a . . . blending . . . we give and take with our energy. . . . I use different facets of expression, depending on the emotional drives of each body.
Dr. N: What is going on between you and Wilson’s brain at this time on Earth?
S: I . . . have felt . . . submerged . . . sometimes my energy is tired and unresponsive to so much negativity. . . . I’m a contact entity. I seek humans who involve themselves . . . aggressively with others. . . . I’m attracted to those who influence other people . . . ah, vigorously—at full tilt. . . . My weakness is . . . using power for self-preservation on Earth. . . .
Dr. N: And when you don’t get self-gratification from the body of your choice, what do you do as a soul?
S: I . . . tune out . . . by not . . . being too active. . . . I go into a shell. (Newton 241-242, 244)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Our physical self goes in and out of periods of receptivity. We are receptive when we are calm, when our mind is not being literally rocked about by emotions. Those waves make the information in the flow impossible to read. This is the mirror of the mind, the pool of light at the end of the vortex tunnel that we are (see “Reception - Calming the Mirror of the Mind” in communication.php).
When the waves are rocking too hard, the soul closes, turns inward.
This does lead to a new question. Is this the full reincarnating self focused in on the growing personality? Or does it develop over time an individual specialist in this particular incarnation? That would then be the equivalent of the astral body.
Each essence NOTE: reincarnating self has had its own unique history and experiences that have shaped it. Beyond that, the spark behind each essence brings its experiences from other planets in previous cycles, and from other universal experiences. (Hoodwin 257)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
There are subtle variations between their soul identity and all that is manifested by the human personalities of many host bodies. . . . Our constant soul-self seems to be a governing agent of human temperament, but we may express ourselves differently with each body. . . .
Souls both give and receive mental gifts in life through a symbiosis of human brain cells and intelligent energy. Deep feelings generated by an eternal consciousness are conjoined with human emotion in the expression of one personality, which is as it should be. . . .
We have seen how a soul selects the person with whom it wishes to associate in a given life. This does not mean that it has absolute control over that body. (Newton 247)JoShypnosis modern Newton
The personality, for its own reasons, may decide upon choosing a body that is not aesthetically pleasing. He may never relate to it, and while the existence will serve what purposes he had in mind, there will always be a basic sensed distance between the body and the personality within it. (Roberts 197)SSchanneled modern Seth
Birth
Birth is much more of a shock than death. (Roberts 16)SSchanneled modern Seth
The shock of birth has several consequences, however, that usually draw the personality full blast, so to speak, into physical reality. . . .
[New] stimuli [are] introduced with a rapidity that the body consciousness has never to that point experienced.
[The body consciousness] greatly needs a stabilizing factor. Previously the body consciousness has been enriched and supported by deep biological and telepathic identification with the mother. The communication of the living cells is far more profound than you imagine. The identification is almost complete before birth as far as body consciousness alone is concerned.
Until the new personality enters, the fetus regards itself as a part of the organism of the mother. This support is suddenly denied at birth. . . . [The new personality] comforts the new organism. . . .
When [the new personality] enters at the point of birth, it is fairly independent, not yet identified with the form it has entered, and acting in a supportive role.(Roberts 195-196)SSchanneled modern Seth
Dr. Peebles: The total, complete action of oneness takes place in the first breath upon birth. (Pendleton 109)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
My subjects say if they were to compare the moment of birth with that of death, the physical shock of being born is much greater. (Newton 266)JoShypnosis modern Newton
[Regressed subjects] do not like to be within the developing fetus; it is a cramped, uncomfortable feeling. They have the sensation of feeling warm but being in the dark. They can also describe all the emotions that the mother-to-be is experiencing. . . .
It is very strange to watch someone go through the actual birth process NOTE: in hypnotic regressions. . . . They do not see anything until they come out into the bright light. . . . They are aware of everyone’s thoughts and they don’t like being separated from the mother. Their first cries are in frustration at being unable to communicate with these strange creatures in this new environment. Then softly a wave of forgetfulness seems to sweep over them as their responses dull and the memories of the other planes and other existences fade away. (Cannon 233-234)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Before, being in the fetus was warm, comfortable, soothing. It could be left behind without much effort. Now focus is being pulled hard to the physical body.
Birth Memories
Jason, a 3 1/2-year-old boy riding home in the car, surprised his mother by saying that he remembered being born, that he had heard her crying and was doing everything he could to get out.
“It was ‘tight’, he felt ‘wet’, and felt something around his neck and throat. In addition something hurt his head and he remembered his face had been ‘scratched up’.
“Jason’s mother said she had ‘never talked to him about the birth, never’, but the facts were correct. The umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck, he was monitored via an electrode in his scalp, and was pulled out by forceps.” (Chamberlain, 1988a, P.103) (Wade 253)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
A New Self
“Then all of a sudden there was this yellow room and these people. That’s when I was beginning to figure out what was going on. Not very happy about it. . . . I didn’t realize that right off I could make noises [cry]—that seemed to just kind of happen. . . . Starting to breathe was pretty strange, too. I had never done anything like that before. . . .
“The breathing was just in bursts at first, every time I made a noise. Then I noticed every time I was doing it I was doing it in between the noises, so I was thinking about that, too. It kind of distracted me from being mad because I was concentrating on what was going on inside me. Listening to the way it sounded. Feeling the air go in and out. Making it go faster and slower—that was kind of a neat idea. I thought as long as I had to be in this place, I might as well have something like noise and air. Kind of gave me something to do. . . .
“I felt I knew a lot—I really did. I thought I was pretty intelligent. I never thought about being a person, just a mind. I thought I was an intelligent mind. And so when the situation [of being born] was forced on me, I didn’t like it too much. (Chamberlain, 1988a, P.155-157?) (Wade 259)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
This is significant. This is the perspective of a new personality — a new astral self, a fresh copy of the reincarnating self, without any of the specific memories of its past lives. It doesn’t have a history at the astral level. It knows general things, but completely separated from their forms. That existing knowledge will flow into new forms that fit its meaning.
Telepathically Deaf
Also of significance is the fact that he can hear the people around him, but they can’t hear him. There’s a breakdown in the inherent telepathic communication between consciousnesses. They don’t acknowledge him because they’re tuned to the physical frequency.
In addition, he considers his physical body “the outside of me”.
“I saw all these people acting real crazy. That’s when I thought I really had a more intelligent mind, because I knew what the situation was with me, and they didn’t seem to.
“They seemed to ignore me. They were doing things to me—to the outside of me. But they acted like that’s all there was.” (Chamberlain, 1988a, P.155-157?) (Wade 259)
“They put me on her stomach, sort of dumped me on her. He’s talking to Emma. Everything seems to be okay and she’s all right. . . . I feel bigger and heavier. I can see her but I’m not by her. Her hair is wrapped up, like in curlers or something. She looks tired, sweaty. Nobody’s talking to me. They’re talking about me, I think, but not to me. They act like they know I’m there but like I don’t know I’m there . . . the nurse kind of wiped me. Then they brought me over next to my mother. She wasn’t crying but something like that. She’s the first one that talked to me. She said “Hi!” Nobody else seemed to think that I was really there. Then she talked to the doctor a little bit and they took me away again.” (Chamberlain, 1988b, P.21) (Wade 258)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
In contrast, consciousness outside of the body can communicate in that native language. Rodonaia is OB during a NDE:
[Rodonaia] was drawn to the newborn section of the adjacent hospital where a friend’s wife had just given birth to a daughter. The baby cried incessantly. As if possessed of X-ray vision, Rodonaia scanned her body and noted that her hip had been broken in birth. He “verbally” addressed her: Don’t cry. Nobody will understand you. The infant was so surprised at his presence that she stopped crying. “Children can see and hear spirit beings. That child responded to me because, to her, I was a physical reality.” (Atwater 82)BtLNDEr, researcher modern Atwater
The Physical Body‘s Senses
When you are born, then, you are already “conditioned” to perceive reality in a particular manner, and to interpret experience in a very limited but intense range. (Roberts 36)SSchanneled modern Seth
The strict orientation of physical consciousness, again, is largely learned—consciousness being infinitely adaptable—so the infant learns to focus its awareness through the nervous system, pinpointing events in time and space. (Roberts 107)AJoaAPchanneled modern James
Childhood
The First Two Years — Higher Contact
The Soul’s Influence
Case 29:
S: I can push a little on that part of the brain which controls movements. I can tickle the kid’s funny bone sometimes, too. . . . I’ll do whatever it takes to bring harmony to my assigned family. (Newton 271)JoShypnosis modern Newton
In other words, the soul makes certain actions easier through attention.
Higher Contact and Gradual Amnesia
During the period following birth the infant still retains the impressions and memories of its preceding life. It is not yet aware of its new state, but still lives in its previous consciousness and remains in contact with the spiritual world and perceives the impressions of that world quite clearly. Little by little those impressions blur and fade away, and around the age of six months the infant begins gradually to forget who he or she was. (Elahi 89)PoPwisdom Iranian Elahi
Dvivedagana: “In early childhood, our dreams consist of the impressions of a former world, later on they are filled with the impressions of our senses, and in old age they contain visions of a world to come.” (Van de Castle 60)ODMresearcher modern Van de Castle
Case 29:
Dr. N: You haven’t yet had the memories of all your past lives and your life in the spirit world blocked out by amnesia?
S: That starts after birth.
Dr. N: When the baby is born, does it have any conscious thoughts of who its soul is and the reasons for the attachment?
S: The child mind is so undeveloped it does not reason out this information. It does have parts of this knowledge as a means of comfort, which then fades. By the time I speak, this information is locked deep inside me and that’s the way it’s supposed to be.
Dr. N: So, will you have fleeting thoughts of other lives as a child?
S: Yes . . . we daydream . . . the way we play as children . . . creating stories . . . having imaginary friends who are real . . . but it fades. In the first few years of life babies know more than they are given credit for. (Newton 272)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Diminishing Periods Out of Body
The periods out of the body are those focused in the higher, astral self. That is when we are in a state of higher contact and remembrance. As these become less frequent, the developing physical self also begin to forget that part of us.
The soul leaves the baby’s body continually for long periods of time when the baby is little. . . . It continues until the child has reached the age of around two years old. The soul is usually conversing with the masters at the school during this time and making last-minute decisions. . . . So in this way the body can be separate and continue to exist for periods of time without the life force within it. (Cannon 221)
Dolores: So they are allowed to leave for a while when the baby is very young and no harm is done that way. Is there any certain age that they have to stop this and just stay in the baby? . . .
Subject: It is preferred that it stop at about age one. But there have been cases where people have done it until three and even five years old. There are those who remember longer than others what it was like on this side. (Cannon 229-230)
When the soul gets over the initial shock of being attached to a body once more, it begins to increase its tolerance for that. It stays with it more.
At the same time, the part of you called your mind moves into forgetfulness—just as it was designed to do. Even the soul’s flights out of the body, taken now on a less-frequent, but still usually daily, basis do not always bring the mind back to remembrance. (Walsch 160)CWG3channeled modern Walsch
In the early days of infancy, there is not a steady focus of the personality in the body in any case. (Roberts 195)
The newly entered personality, as a consciousness, flickers, in that there is a while before stabilization takes place. When the child, particularly the young child, is sleeping, for example, the personality often simply vacates the body. Gradually the identification with the between-life situation dwindles until nearly full focus resides in the physical body. (Roberts 196)SSchanneled modern Seth
Through Seven Years — Diminishing Contact
Children, before the age of forgetting, are still connected to their higher selves. They have access to their greater memory and can use their higher spiritual senses. This diminishes slowly until about the age of forgetting, which is typically 6-7 years of age.
Tara Fleming: “One night when Alan and Michael were six and their sister Colleen was about eight, we were all riding in the car and the discussion turned to a pet goldfish who had just died.
“Michael said, ‘Will our goldfish come back to life . . . as another fish? . . . Like people do. Will our fish come back and live another fish life like people come back to live another people life?’
“His tone of voice got to me. I looked at him and asked, ‘Who told you this about coming back and living another life?’
“Michael said confidently, ‘Nobody had to tell us about it. We just know it.’ I saw nodding of heads all around as the other children agreed. I tried to avoid crashing the car!..
“Ever since Eileen, my fourth child, was born, the children have been saying that they can’t wait until she can talk so she can tell them about heaven, because they are starting to forget.” (Bowman 298)
“You go to heaven, then you have a little time to rest, kind of like a vacation, but then you have to get to work. You have to start thinking about what you have to learn in your next life. You have to start picking out your next family, one that will help you learn whatever it is you need to learn next. Heaven isn’t just a place to relax and kick back. You have work to do there.” — Lisa’s Daughter Courtney. 6 (Bowman 299)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Acharya: It is as if children are the only really natural beings in the human world—the only people who understand enjoyment. . . .
Having so recently returned to earth they are as yet so near to the truly glorious life of the heaven-world that they still retain some touch with life at its highest, life that is one with the nature kingdom, the land of fairies, the land of beauties untold and undreamed of by the material beings we all seem to become when we grow up. (Richelieu 33)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
Kids are tuned to different harmonics than adults. Concepts of either life or death leave them with puzzled faces. “I don’t end or begin anywhere,” a youngster once told me. “I just reach out and catch the next wave that goes by and hop a ride. That’s how I got here.”
This child, like other young experiencers, speaks in the language of “other worlds,” one that is less verbal and more akin to synesthesia (multiple sensing). The ability enables them to perceive what we call “reality” as consisting of layered realms unrestricted by physical boundaries. Hence, they easily giggle with angels, play with ghosts, and pre-experience the future. (Atwater 9-10)VS-PMHANDEr, researcher modern Atwater
Angels (channeled): [Children] are naturally unafraid of the unknown. Whatever fear they do experience, they pick up by merging with the adults who are designated their caregivers on Earth. (Fairchilde 84)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
“Merging with adults” — this is referring to becoming, entraining to them in order to communicate.
Fear is a very clear and loud emotional communication, and children learn it quickly from adults. Even when the adult suppresses their physical reaction, their emotional reaction rings out from them.
When six-and-a-half-year-old Katie Thronson got off the school bus, she was beautiful, healthy, and happy. Soon she was drawing and, holding her picture, she bounced to her mother’s side and said, “Mommy, am I going to die?” “No,” her surprised mother replied. “Never?” “No, Katie, you’re not going to die.” Three days later Katie died of a cerebral hernia. (Atwater 193)BtLNDEr, researcher modern Atwater
A New Relationship with Children
Children are experienced souls in little bodies. . . . They have more available to them, and more to offer us, than we ever thought possible before. . . .
We have to rethink our roles as all-knowing parents and enter into a new relationship with our children, one of mutual respect and learning. . . .
Your child in this life could have been your parent, wife, brother, teacher, persecutor, rival, or lover in the past. On the soul level you are both equal. (Bowman 295-296)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Dr. Peebles: This would be part of a new relationship between the child and the parent—where parents see themselves instead as host and hostess for another being who will create its own life rather than mother and father who must form the child as clay. . . .
It is to support the child, its desire to learn, to understand its own pathway. . . .
And your challenge as the child is to accept responsibility as you grow into your maturing years. (Pendleton 100)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Incarnation Continues Through Life
The process of incarnation takes a lifetime. . . . Incarnation is organic soul movement in which higher, finer vibrations or soul aspects are continually radiated downward through the finer auric bodies into the more dense ones and then finally into the physical body. . . .
Each major stage of life corresponds with new and higher vibrations and the activation of different chakras. . . .
The process of incarnating is directed by the higher self. This life pattern, is held in the seventh layer of the aura, the ketheric template level. It is a dynamic template which is constantly changing as the individual makes free-will choices. (Brennan 61)HoLclairvoyant modern Brennan
Through the earlier part of that little fragment of existence on the physical plane which we call his life, the outward force is still strong, but at about the middle of it, in ordinary cases, that force becomes exhausted, and the great inward sweep begins.
Not that there is any sudden or violent change, for this is not an angle, but still part of the curve of the same circle. (Leadbeater 100-101)DPclairvoyant Theosophy Leadbeater
Leadbeater is describing the increasing and decreasing intensity of our focus on physical life. It begins upon choosing the life, increases upon birth, and continues to increase until about mid-life, when the focus on physical things usually begins to fade in preference of a more internal focus.
Memories and Influences from Other Lives
Hypnotic Regression
Hypnotic regression is an excellent tool for learning about our higher selves. Through it, we can talk directly with the higher self and probe its memories and knowledge about life outside the physical and in past lives. This information isn’t distorted by religion or cultural beliefs — it’s coming from a frequency of consciousness beyond that.
When subjects are placed in trance, their brain waves slow from the Beta wake state and continue to change vibration down past the meditative Alpha stage into various levels within the Theta range. Theta is hypnosis—not sleep. When we sleep we go to the final Delta state. . . . In Theta, however, the conscious mind is not unconscious, so we are able to receive as well as send messages with all memory channels open. (Newton 4)
In trance, the average subject tends to let his or her soul-mind wander while watching interesting scenes unfold. My clients often want me to stop talking so they can detach from reporting what they see and just enjoy their past experiences as souls. (Newton 6)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Theta state is 4-8 Hz. This slower frequency means fewer cycles of consciousness are turned towards the physical. It’s associated with intuition, daydreaming, an internal focus, and a feeling of timelessness.
Over long periods of experimentation, I have come to realize that having a client in the normal alpha state of hypnosis is not adequate enough to reach the superconscious state of the soul mind. For this I must take the subject into the deeper theta ranges of hypnosis. (Newton 9)DoShypnosis modern Newton
In my understanding, the superconscious state is when the subconscious becomes conscious. Newton states that his method for reaching the superconscious state takes three hours of guidance.
Whilst under a deep trance, patients’ minds can be so completely taken back to a very early age, that their handwriting will conform to samples taken from old school books.
Electroencephalographic studies . . . have shown that past-life memories occur when the brain level measures 8.3 cycles per second. . . . When the subconscious state is altered—when the conscious mind is invited to intervene—the pattern alters immediately. (Viney 280)SDresearcher modern Viney
The particular person we were at any given age still exists in a retrievable way. It’s an inherent part of the memories. Accessing those memories now is difficult because we aren’t that exact person anymore.
8.3 cps is in the lower end of the alpha (relaxed) range of 8-12 Hz, next to the theta range of 4-8 Hz.
When individuals are hypnotized, they often remember what appear to be memories of previous existences. . . . Over 90 percent of all hypnotizable individuals are able to recall these apparent memories. (Talbot 213)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Into the Memory of a Past Life
The following is Bowman’s own experience during a past life regression. As her focus moves into the past life, she enters the memory of his experience. Upon inhabitation, she connects with all his thoughts, sensations, feelings, and history. Because she is phased partially within the man, she has dual perspective and retains a connection to her reincarnating self as well.
This follows the physics of interacting with memories (see “Interacting with Memories” in attention.php).
The pictures changed from fuzzy impressions to clear and colorful, full-bodied images. Sometimes the scenes moved along in succession, like a movie. Other times the frame froze as I directed my attention to my feelings in that scene. . . .
The skeptical voice in my mind interrupted, chiding, “You’re just making this up.” But the compelling energy of the images and emotions was stronger than my doubting mind. This skeptical voice soon quieted and disappeared as I was pulled deeper into the experience. . . .
After a few minutes of this focusing, I wasn’t just watching a movie in my head; I was the main character in the story, engaged in a full sensory experience. I could “see” through this man’s eyes, I could “hear” through his ears, I could feel love swelling in his heart, and I knew what he was thinking. . . . I could easily shift my perspective from that of an observer, to being in the body of the character I saw—or be in both places at once. . . . I had access to everything this man knew, understood, and remembered, plus I enjoyed a broader overview, an understanding of the patterns in his life beyond what even he knew.
At the same time that I was engrossed in the visions, I was still aware that I was in the room with Norman. . . . I could hear my telephone ringing in the background, but the ringing sounded far away and had no significance. It was as if I were fully awake while dreaming. (Bowman 33)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
People in hypnosis display a sense of awe as they report floating toward their destinations in the spirit world. (Newton 134)DoShypnosis modern Newton
Let’s consider what happens in a hypnotic past life regression. Our new physical self is experiencing the memories of a past life. This is a learning experience for it, that life having been forgotten. As usual, memories come with context and backstory so we know who everyone is.
Natural Trance States
Children go in and out of trance more easily and more often than adults. . . . Some psychologists believe that the brightest and most creative children are those who stare frequently, without interruption. (Bowman 75)
Parents told me so often, “We were riding in the car when my child began to tell me about his past life.” . . .
The motion of the car lulls children into a trance state. . . .
Other children speak of their memories while in the bath or just before bedtime. . . . The motion of a rocking chair or a swing can sway a child into an altered state of consciousness as easily as the proverbial hypnotist’s watch.
Children can also go into a mild trance while engaged in any creative activity like drawing, painting, or playing make-believe. (Bowman 213-214)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Marijuana also helps to reach this trance state (see “How Marijuana Works” in pure-essence.php).
Historical Accuracy
Half of [Dr. Wambach’s] subjects, she noticed, reported at least one life in which they had died as very young children. This mirrored the historical fact that in primitive societies nearly 50 percent of children died before reaching the age of five. . . .
She had 1,088 completed questionnaires. . . .
Male and female: the subjects reported an almost even split between the two sexes, with 50.3 percent male and 49.7 percent female across all the time periods. This result came despite the fact that 78 percent of her subjects were women and that most subjects switched gender . . . from lifetime to lifetime.
Rich and poor: Not one of her subjects remembered being a known historical personality or anyone worthy of even a good fantasy. . . . Most lives were dreary, ordinary, and hard. The primary occupation, in almost every time period was farming and gathering food. . . .
For all time periods, the upper classes were never more than 10 percent of her sample; middle classes (the craftsmen and merchants) fluctuated between 20 and 34 percent; the lower classes (peasants, primitives, soldiers, and slaves) were never less than 60 percent. During the bleak periods of history, when civilization was at an ebb, the proportion of desperately poor rose to as high as 80 percent.
Race and geography: Even though almost all of Wambach’s regression subjects were middle-class Caucasians, most of them remembered at least one life as a member of another race—African, Asian, or Indian. And the fluctuations in the numbers and locations of the different races accurately reflected the shifting densities of population through history and across the globe.
Many of the white subjects who remembered previous lives in the twentieth century reported that they were black or Asian in their most immediate past life. This rules out genetic memory as an explanation for the phenomenon.
Food: The majority of subjects reported eating bland foods, like gruel made from cereal grains, roots and berries gathered by the primitives, and an occasional tree fruit or vegetable. Meat was rare—beef wasn’t mentioned at all until 1500—and many of the subjects reported tasting spoiled food. . . .
As an example of the high degree of detail, Dr. Wambach’s results trace the evolution of eating utensils from crude spoons and scoopers to the three-pronged fork, which first appeared in her surveys around 1500, and then to the modern four-pronged fork, which first appeared around 1800. The majority of her subjects, however, reported eating with their fingers. . . .
Many of the subjects were under thirty years of age when they died, which matches what we know of the average life span through history. (Bowman 50-53)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
One unusual feature was the ability the memories had to explain a wide range of seemingly unrelated events and experiences in the subjects’ current lives. . . .
Many of the subjects . . . gave uncannily accurate historical details about the times in which they had lived. . . . While reliving an apparent past life as a Viking, one man, a thirty-seven year-old behavioral scientist, shouted words that linguistic authorities later identified as Old Norse. After being regressed to an ancient Persian lifetime, the same man began to write in a spidery, Arabic-style script that an expert in Near Eastern languages identified as an authentic representation of Sassanid Pahlavi, a long extinct Mesopotamian tongue that flourished between A.D. 226 and 651. (Talbot 215)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
The Perspective of the Reincarnating Self
The perspective of the reincarnating self between lives is the same perspective that continues through birth. That knowing self gets more and more buried through fear and attachment as the child ages until it is forgotten almost completely.
After adulthood, these memories are most often accessed through hypnosis or altered states.
The deceased exhibit the same detailed and accurate perceptions as do prenatal subjects. (Wade 265)
“I refer to the maturity of the perceptions and thoughts moving through the infant mind at the time. This unexpected maturity is seen in expressions of compassion and love, moral anguish, clear insights about people and their relationships, problem solving and decision making, critical commentary on how birth is handled, and comprehension of what things mean. (Chamberlain, 1988b, p. 20).” (Wade 259)
Witnessing these kids go through past life deaths inspired me every time. . . . I could feel a palpable shift of the energy in the room. At times I was sure that I saw light around the children as they lay there in absolute peace. I waited for these moments, these energetic peaks, to ask what they had learned from the lifetime they had just remembered. Each time the children delivered a gem of insight, more wise and mature than their few years of worldly experience could possibly render. It was in these moments that I was aware of being in the presence of wise and experienced souls. (Bowman 119)
Half the children in the Harrison cases remembered how they died. Most were matter-of-fact about their deaths, and they talked about dying calmly, without sadness or fear. (Bowman 127)
These children . . . could be very experienced souls, only in little bodies. (Bowman 141)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Its Viewpoint Outside the Body
Our attention is split between the higher self and inhabiting the emotionally-engaged actor. The higher self is talking to the hypnotist, able to pause the memory to talk. When the hypnotist says something to the effect of “tell me what happens next,” then the higher self plays the memory again.
Our higher self’s natural vantage point is unattached to any physical body or limitations. When inhabiting the body, it has access to all its sensations and emotions.
Incarnation is a gradual transition from this natural higher frequency outer vantage point to the more limited one within the physical body.
The phenomenology of this physically transcendent source of consciousness is somewhat different from “normal” consciousness. . . . The sequence of discreet events is often confused, and subjects report a sense of timelessness. . . . The portions of records in the physically-transcendent voice, describing perception from the external vantage point, seem rather devoid of emotion, even when the subject is viewing highly evocative events; when, however, the vantage point shifts to inside the fetal body, emotions are strong. . . .
The perception . . . is of a timeless present. (Wade 261)
These early impressions seem to involve an out-of-body vantage point. . . . Switches in vantage point occur in virtually all records. Very young children do not seem bothered by the dual vantage point, but older subjects may express puzzlement even under hypnosis. . . .
“I keep looking through the nursery window. It’s weird. I can’t be on both sides of the window? I’m looking at the baby; it’s me.” (Chamberlain, 1988a, P.187-188) (Wade 254)JoNDE-JWresearcher modern Wade
Some children who remember their past lives and deaths also have knowledge of what happened to them immediately after they died. Occasionally they speak from the perspective of an omniscient observer outside the body they just left behind, still seeing and hearing what is going on around them. (Bowman 186)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Remembering Past Lives
Children Remembering Past Lives
According to Stevenson, spontaneous past-life recall is relatively common among children, so common that the number of cases that seem worth considering far exceeds his staff’s ability to investigate them. Generally children are between the ages of two and four when they start talking about their “other life,” and frequently they remember dozens of particulars; including their name, the names of family members and friends, where they lived, what their house looked like, what they did for a living, how they died, and even obscure information such as where they hid money before they died and, in cases involving murder, sometimes even who killed them.
Indeed, frequently their memories are so detailed, Stevenson is able to track down the identity of their previous personality and verify virtually everything they have said. He has even taken children to the area in which their past incarnation lived, and watched as they navigated effortlessly through strange neighborhoods and correctly identified their former house, belongings, and past-life relatives and friends. (Talbot 217)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Most of the memories appear for the first time when the child is between the ages of two and five. This pattern is universal, occurring in every country and culture. . . . Some children talk of their memories as soon as they can put words together. (Bowman 109-110)
Children haven’t lived through enough years and experiences to layer over and thoroughly embed these issues into their personalities. Very young children, especially, don’t have the additional layers of belief and cultural conditioning glazing over their memories, obstructing their own awareness. (Bowman 71)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
One of baby Celal Kapan’s first full sentences was, “What am I doing here? I was at the port.” As his language improved, he explained that he had been a dock worker who fell asleep in the hold of a ship that was being loaded. He was killed instantly when an oil drum was dropped on top of him. From Celal’s point of view, when he awoke from his nap in the hold of the ship he was surprised to find himself in the body of a small child. He didn’t know that he had died. (Bowman 240)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
The focus has switched over to the past life personality, who was now looking out of the child’s eyes. That personality had lost track of the time between lives. The perspective was just that personality and not the greater self.
Past Life Memories
Some of the children were so young when they first began talking about their memories, it seemed as if they had been just waiting for the words to come. . . . Many of them were still in diapers, when they first began speaking of their memories. They were still babies.
One of the children, Elspeth, was only eighteen months old and had never put words together before—had never uttered a complete sentence. One evening when her mother was giving Elspeth her bath, the baby said, “I’m going to take my vows.” Her astonished mother couldn’t believe her ears. . . .
When she questioned Elspeth, the little one replied, “I’m not Elspeth now. I’m Rose, but I’m going to be Sister Teresa Gregory.” (Ibid, p. 133) Now her mother was stunned. They were not Catholics; Elspeth could not possibly have known about nuns and vows. . . .
Elspeth went on to tell her mother that “when I was here before,” she had been an old lady and wore a long black dress with a black cloth over her head. That was it. Then one day, two years later, Elspeth filled in the story about the nun’s life, describing her jobs at the convent. Her day began when it was still dark; she milked goats, made cheese, and helped prepare the food. (Bowman 125-126)
Lindsey Greene: “Lauren had six clunky silver crowns put on her back teeth. . . . On the way home she said, with great concern in her voice:
“‘I don’t like having silver teeth, because remember when we died together and those bad guys took our silver teeth?’ . . .
“Since we are Jewish, I knew immediately that she was talking about the Holocaust. [The Nazis extracted the gold and silver out of the mouths of many of their victims.]” (Greene 181)
Another form of knowledge beyond experience is the ability of small children to speak in an unknown language that they could not possibly have learned through ordinary means. This phenomenon is called xenoglossy. . . .
“Their twin baby boys were found to be conversing among themselves in some unknown vernacular. . . . A professor of ancient languages happened to pass by and was amazed to discover that the babies were speaking Aramaic, a language current at the time of Christ!” (Joseph Head and Sylvia Cranston, Reincarnation: The Phoenix Fire Mystery) (Bowman 184)
The parents of two-year-old Simon were convinced that he was remembering the life of a nineteenth-century sailor. Once, in describing his days at sea, he referred to the “spanker” sail—the correct term for the aftmost sail of a fully rigged ship. Another time, when he accidentally knocked a jelly jar onto the floor, he nervously asked his mother if he would have to do “haze.” Haze is a vintage sailor slang for extra work assigned for punishment. (Bowman 184-185)
Bernice: “When my oldest son, Tommy . . . was four years old . . . one of our field trips was to a small airfield. . . . Tommy got into the airplane, sat in the pilot’s seat, looked at all the controls, pressed on the pedals, and demonstrated to the pilot that he knew exactly what to do to fly that airplane. The pilot was astounded. He said that if the key had been in the ignition, Tommy would have taken off!
“Two or three months after that, Tommy found a picture book of airplanes of the Second World War. And what airplanes did he immediately go for? The Japanese Zeros. . . . I asked him, ‘I wonder if you ever flew any of those.”
“He replied, ‘Oh, yes. . . . I crashed my plane into a ship.’” (Bernice 193-194)
Another type of behavior that could point to a past life is a strong affinity toward a different culture or time period. . . .
Alison: “Three-year-old John said ‘I remember when I was an Indian. I was young, but older than I am now. We all had ponies, and we kids did a lot of riding and shooting animals. Then, one day they said we had to fight. We didn’t want to because that was a man’s job and we weren’t big enough. But they made us do it anyway. It was awful. All my friends died, and so did I. It wasn’t fair. We were just killed off like animals. It was disgusting. I hate Indians. I hate them.’” (Bowman 196-197)
Pat Carroll . . . told me of a lifetime her son, Allen, remembered and talked about often.
“I . . . asked him what happened. . . . ‘They didn’t have any money, and they couldn’t take care of me, so they had to let me go.’ . . .
“I told him that I didn’t understand and asked him where he went. Then he looked deep into my eyes and said, ‘Mom, they gave me to you.’ . . .
“‘They had to let me die. I was seven years old when I died.’ . . .
“Allen was so excited when he was finally old enough to go to kindergarten. . . . On his first day of school, I went to pick him up, eager to hear how his day went. But as soon as he got in the car, he threw his bag down in disgust and cried, “I hate it! They didn’t let me do anything I wanted to do. Don’t they know that I’m supposed to be in second grade!”
“Now, I understand why he said this. He died when he was seven, the age that he would have been in second grade! (Bowman 199, 201, 203-204)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Reuniting with a Past Life
In the following, children have so many details of their past life that they can return to the home and family that they left. In this, we get to see some examples of why it’s best to forget past lives. The stronger the memory of them, the greater their influence on our current lives.
Typically on these first visits the child will lead the way unaided through the streets of the village to the homestead of the deceased, spontaneously recognize family and friends of the previous personality and call them by their pet names, comment on changes to the house, inquire about people and possessions that he finds missing, and reminisce about obscure events from the past—all from the unique perspective of the deceased. In some cases he will reveal knowledge of hiding places for the family gold, or of secret debts, or of family scandals that no one else knows about. Most amazingly, the child will know nothing about what happened after the previous personality died. (Bowman 98)
When Sukla of India was a year and a half, she would cradle a block of wood and call it Minu, her daughter. Over the next few years, Sukla remembered enough details of her past life for her family to be able to take her to her former village. Sukla led them to her former home and was reunited with Minu, a girl whose mother had died when she was a young baby. (Stevenson, Twenty Cases, pp. 52-67)
Dr. Stevenson investigated the case and verified that the child had not learned about the remembered person by any normal means, leaving past life memory as the only explanation. (Bowman 94)
[Swarnlata’s] past life memories began when, at the age of three, she gave enough information to locate the family of the deceased person she remembered. . . . But Swarnlata’s case was different from most because her memories did not fade. . . .
She said her name was Biya Pathak. . . .
Biya Pathak had died in 1939, leaving behind a husband, two young sons, and many younger brothers. . . .
Here was a ten-year-old stranger from far away—so far, in terms of Indian culture, that her dialect was distinctly different from that of the Pathaks. . . .
In the years that followed, Swarnlata visited the Pathak family at regular intervals. She developed a loving relationship with many of her past life family, who all accepted her as Biya reborn. . . .
Was it confusing for her to remember so completely the life of a grown woman? . . . She had grown up normally, matured into a beautiful young woman, gotten married, and earned an advanced degree at the university. She told [Stevenson] that sometimes when she reminisced about her happy life in Katni, her eyes brimmed with tears, and for a moment she wished she could return to the wealth and life of Biya. But she remained loyal to the Mishra family and accepted fully her station in this life. (Bowman 100-102)
A young girl from Thailand . . . was overjoyed to be reunited with a beloved daughter from the past life, and at the same time, hostile to the former husband from a bitter marriage. (Bowman 103)
When [Ravi Shankar] was barely two years old, he informed his parents that he really was Munna, the son of Jageshwar, a barber in the Chhipatti District of Kanauj. He told them, in great detail, how one day he had been enticed away from his play by two men, a washerman and a barber, who took him to an orchard near Chintamini Temple, slit his throat, and buried him in the sand. . . .
He asked his parents repeatedly for toys he said that he had owned in a previous life—a large wooden slate, a toy pistol, a wooden elephant, a watch, and a school bag. . . .
One day while attending a religious ceremony, he became suddenly terrified of a strange man in the crowd. He recognized the man as Chaturi, the washerman, one of Munna’s murderers. . . .
Ravi was born with a birthmark that resembled a long knife wound across his neck. . . . The mark . . . ran horizontally across Ravi’s neck . . . and had the stippled quality of a scar. It looked much like an old scar of a healed knife wound. According to witnesses, the birthmark had been longer when Ravi was a small child but had gradually faded as he grew older. . . .
When Ravi was eighteen years old, his memories of the previous life as Munna had vanished. . . . All of his phobias—of barbers and razors—had vanished as well, though he still felt uneasy whenever he was in the area of Chintamini Temple, where Munna was murdered. The birthmark was still clearly visible across his neck. (Bowman 104-106)
Victoria Bragg: “I worked at a health spa, in the nursery. One day a little towheaded boy came in with his mother and sister. His name was Mark, and he was four years old. . . . He saw me and ran over and started hugging me around the legs. I thought, ‘What a friendly little kid!’
“Then Mark looked up at me with his little round face. ‘Remember when you came to my shop and I was sweeping up and we went for a ride in my car and we had so much fun?’ . . .
“I asked him, ‘When was this, Mark?’
“‘You know . . . before.’ . . .
“Mark came back to the nursery a few days later. Again he ran up to me. . . . He repeated the story in exactly the same way with the same details. He added that we had been friends at first and then later we got married. . . . He said, ‘They called me Painter.’ . . .
“‘Did we have children?’”
“‘Yes,’ he replied, ‘a daughter.’ Then he added that I had died first, and that he missed me so much and he loved me.
“I saw Mark two more times. With each visit I felt stronger and stronger emotions toward him that I couldn’t understand. I had a hard time sleeping at night. I cried for him. I know it sounds silly, but I wanted to be with him. . . .
“[His mother] told me that Mark talked about me all the time and said that he loved me and missed me. . . .
“Finally I sought out a therapist who could help me with a past life regression. I immediately went back to that lifetime and saw clearly that everything Mark had said was true. I also saw that I was in a car accident with my little girl at my side. She survived, but I died. My husband never got over my death and became an alcoholic.” (Bowman 211-212)
Parmod, a two-and-a-half-year-old boy from India . . . remembered owning a large soda and biscuit shop in another town. When his family took him to the town, he led them directly to the biscuit shop and demonstrated how to fix a complicated soda machine that had been purposely disconnected to test his knowledge. (Bowman 93)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
The Age of Forgetting
As our focus shifts more and more into the physical self, we begin to forget our higher self. We forget because we get wound up in our physical life. Our higher frequency wisdom and experiences don’t appear to matter to our physical desires, and they become disconnected from our physical consciousness. According to most sources, this forgetting is completed around age 7.
The forgetting takes place via the slowing of the consciousness, leaving the experiences from the spiritual world and past lives behind in the subconscious, where it is harder to access. This slowing of consciousness occurs due to the increasing moments of consciousness tied up in desire and fear specific searches related to the physical world.
It’s all still there, at higher frequencies of consciousness. I can access my subconscious when using marijuana. One time, my memories of being a baby came back to me when I focused so intently on the beating of my heart that my consciousness returned to the last time I was aware at that level, and those memories were right there (see “Deep Remembering” in pure-essence.php).
Jonathon (channeled): When we are born we know everything, and then we must forget most of what we know until it is time to remember. This forgetting is gradual. We never lose the deep soul memory of who we really are and what we came to do and where we have been. We do all that we can while in Heaven to ensure that we do not totally forget these things once we have entered your reality. (Fairchilde 89)
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Angels (channeled): Every soul comes to your reality with an inner knowing of the truth of this limitless, endless adventure as an inseparable part of creation. All souls carry a memory of the glory of other realms. For a short time after souls are born into your world, they live with an awareness of these other levels of existence, and they speak with angels until they learn the language of man. It is at this time that the linear mind becomes dominant in most individuals, and they choose to shut the door on the wonders they have known. (Fairchilde 46)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Angels (channeled): Before the age of seven, the soul is not fully integrated into the physical body. The attachment to your reality is not complete and total, therefore the death experience is easy. Children have not forgotten their spirit’s true home. Their awareness is not concentrated solely in their identity as an individual ego, separate from their surroundings, set apart from God. They have not forgotten their oneness with all creation or the innate fluidity of their being. Eternity for them is encompassed within each moment. All realities are valid and possible for them. For a time they retain an ability to see angels and to remember their past incarnations.
Around the age of seven, deep attachments begin to form to your world and most souls lose all conscious memory of the Heaven realm. This process of forgetting begins much earlier, however, sometimes within the first two years of life. . . .
This process of forgetting is what makes it easier for souls to participate fully in their life process by becoming completely immersed in your reality construct. (Fairchilde 82-83)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Generally, the memories begin to fade around school age, between five and eight. They recede into the unconscious, fading like a dream in the morning. After they have faded, the child will typically deny he ever had them. In a small number of rare cases the memories remain intact into adulthood. (Bowman 110)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Subject: One does not lose the memories at birth. Children still have them. . . . We, as adults, silence them in many ways whether it is intended or not. But the memories grow quieter as one grows older because of these outside influences, more so than anything in the entity. (Cannon 224)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
There are some fascinating patterns that come out of Stevenson’s reincarnation research. For example, it is generally preschool children that make these claims, and once they start school they talk less and less about it and may finally forget these memories. That makes sense, because school is not simply an education, but also an indoctrination into the belief systems and limitations of their particular culture. (Tart 187)BMSresearchers modern Tart
More than this, it is simply a lack of reference at all to this greater aspect of life. In learning what is important, the higher self and inner world is not spoken of by adults at all.
Forgetting Leads to Attachment
Angels (channeled): It is the attachment to your reality that quickly follows this forgetting—attachment to people, places, and things, and to individual identity—that creates a resistance to the change which you call death, no matter the duration of time spent on the Earth plane. These attachments become a source of security and create a false sense of well-being. Any reality that does not include the object or idea to which the soul is attached then becomes a terrifying place, unknown and therefore fraught with danger, to be avoided at all costs. (Fairchilde 83)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
The body begins to condition the soul immediately, obscuring our happiness whenever we are hungry, cold, in pain, alone. Before the age of forgetting, we can always reach back to the strength and knowing within us. But as we become disconnected, we forget our origin in the flow, which strengthens the attachments and aversions (desires and fears). We begin to believe that we are just the physical being. It’s a recurring cycle where desires and fears obscure the flow, which causes us to become more attached to them.
See “The Conditioning of the Soul” in holographic-mind.php.
Why We Forget Past Lives
We forget past lives so that we can fully engage in the present one.
Our memory detracts from our present, so long as there is the slightest charge of attention remaining on any of it. To contain within us the entire memory of past lives would leave little attention left for the present one. We’d be unable to experience the now in our current life and make new memories. Everything would be experienced through that enormous past.
How joyous, present, and playful are the elderly, compared to children?
Because our attention is freed from that extended memory, forgetting allows us to experience the Source through the physical life we’re living.
Even the reincarnating self follows this. The lessons are distilled from the memories, which fall out of its much more robust attention (due to its higher frequency). The experiences are available by address — they can be called forward and re-experienced in full — but not held in working memory.
See “The Nature of Memory” in attention.php and “Passive Projection: Pattern Matching” in holographic-mind.php.
Can you imagine how difficult it would be to function in the everyday world if you had the memories of countless past lives constantly bombarding you? You would never be able to concentrate on the lessons you have to work out during this lifetime. Sometimes when you’re a young child you remember your past connections because you’re still close to it. But then the memories you get in future years bury these memories and you forget, although they’re still there in your subconscious. (Cannon 43)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Case 13
S: We agree . . . not to remember . . . other lives. . . . Learning from a blank slate is better than knowing in advance what could happen to you. . . . If people knew all about their past, many might pay too much attention to it rather than trying out new approaches to the same problem. The new life must be . . . taken seriously. . . . There is less preoccupation for . . . trying to . . . avenge the past . . . to get even for the wrongs done to you. . . . But it’s not a total blackout. We get flashes from dreams . . . during times of crisis . . . people have an inner knowing of what direction to take when it is necessary. And sometimes your friends can fudge a little. . . .
Dr. N: By friends, you mean entities from the spirit world?
S: Uh-huh . . . they give you hints, by flashing ideas—I’ve done it. . . . Clodees NOTE: his guide allowed me to see the past with you because it was to my benefit.
Dr. N: Otherwise, your amnesia would have remained intact?
S: Yes, that would have meant I wasn’t supposed to know certain things yet. (Newton 67-68)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Why We Forget Our Spiritual Home
Dr. Peebles: Many souls of their own desire really don’t want to think too much about the spirit. There’s a certain self-imposed closure in the mind . . . for that would be a distraction; for some people would want to leave Earth several times every year and return to the spirit. (Pendleton 99)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Past Lives in Recurring Dreams
Memories of the spiritual world and past lives may arise in dreams or altered states where our consciousness expands into those inner levels.
Dr. Woolger vividly recalled a life in thirteenth-century France as a mercenary in the papal army. He found himself in the midst of unspeakable horror, as the inhabitants of entire French villages were massacred and burned in the name of the Church. Repulsed by the cruelty, the soldier had a change of heart and deserted the army, but was captured and burned at the stake as a heretic himself.
This regression opened Dr. Woolger’s eyes and changed his life. It explained terrifying dreams he had had of torture and killing, which no amount of psychotherapy had been able to erase. And with this single stroke, another mystery was solved: he finally understood . . . a severe phobia of fire that had plagued him all his life. (Bowman 61)
Jenny was plagued by the most vivid recurring dream. She saw herself as a grown woman, named Tara, lying in bed in a large white room and dying from a fever. Jenny would awaken from the dream sobbing with grief and tormented by guilt for the eight young children she was leaving behind. . . . She drew maps and pictures of the village she saw in her dream: detailed depictions of her home, the roads, the shops, the church, even gates and lanes. (Bowman 250)
“My husband and I were awakened one night by the sound of a strange voice coming from our six-year-old daughter’s room. We got out of bed and went into her room. . . . She began to talk in her sleep. She spoke rapidly in French in an unfamiliar voice. My daughter is six and has never been outside this country and has never been exposed to anyone who speaks French.
She spoke in French for several nights in a row. . . . We brought the recording to the French teacher at our local high school. She listened to it and told us that the little girl (our daughter) on the tape was looking for her mother, who she had been separated from when her village was attacked by the Germans.” — from Lifetimes by Dr. Frederick Lenz (Bowman 254)
Eight-year-old Ridley came to Dr. Ron De Vasto in search of a cure for his bruxism—the compulsive grinding of his teeth.
Dr. De Vasto: “Ridley was having nightmares, which had started at about the same time as his grinding of teeth. In Ridley’s nightmares he was being suffocated. . . . He had the feeling that he was being crushed. . . .
“I used age regression to take him back to the time of his first nightmare. . . .
“Men in uniform with machine guns began firing. A bullet grazed the side of his head, and he fell into the ditch. He felt the suffocating weight and pressure of bodies as they fell on top of him. He gasped for air and tried to scream, but he couldn’t open his jaw because of the mass of bodies on his head. So his screams remained silent and internalized. Filled with fear and anger, he finally died a slow and excruciating death.”
“That was the last of Ridley’s nightmares and grinding of teeth.” (Bowman 265-266)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
John R. Liona: “Mine was a difficult birth, according to my mother. She said she didn’t hear me cry after I was born because I was a ‘blue baby.’ . . .
“All my life going back to my childhood I can remember having this same recurring dream. It is more vivid than any other dream. It starts and ends the same—I am kneeling down and bent over, frantically trying to untie some kind of knots. They almost seem alive. I am pulling on them and they are thick and slippery. I am very upset. Pulling and snapping. I can’t see what they’re made of. I remember getting hit in the face while trying to untie or break free of the knots, and waking up crying. . . .
“After I am able to sleep through the knotty part, suddenly my struggling stops. I feel like a puppet with all the strings cut. My body goes limp. All the stress and struggle is drained right out of me. I feel very calm and peaceful, but wonder what caused me to lose interest in the knots. They were important one minute; the next minute I am floating in this big bright light. . . .
“For the first time in my life, I now understand my dream. Those knots were when I struggled in the womb with the umbilical cord; getting hit in the face is when the doctor grabbed me with the forceps, then I died. After that, I went into the light.” (Atwater 24-26)BtLNDEr, researcher modern Atwater
Birth memories are stored deep at high frequencies of attention, with the bright levels of our full attention. To remember them, we need to return to that same frequency, that same singularity of focus.
Past Life Influences
The old man is not the child he will be when he is reborn, and yet there is between them a causal nexus although not identity of personality. . . . Between the child of the new birth and the old man there is . . . a more or less complete break in the continuity of memory in the sangsaric (or mundane) NOTE: physically-oriented consciousness, but not in the subconsciousness. (Evans-Wentz 4)TYSDwisdom Tibetan Dvagpo-Lharje
The expansive attention of the reincarnating self gives it access to a broader expanse of its memory. The reincarnating self knows and contains that which is subconscious to us.
How Past Lives Imprint On Ours
In these sections we see clear examples of past life influences on a current life. How to reconcile this with the idea that each incarnation is a brand new person rather than a continuation of the last? As it turns out, we can leave unresolved charged issues behind us in the physical and astral frequencies.
The higher, clearer flow of our time in the astral usually washes out and de-charges the charged memories of our past incarnation. There are healing centers to aid in this. But someone might not avail themselves of these, or rush to a new incarnation before this healing can take place. This leaves them with charged memories which they carry with them into the next life. These remain in the physical and astral frequencies, and when we return to a new incarnation, they await us there.
Angels (channeled): The spirit of a child, although it is ageless and ancient and very wise, is also innocent. It has come to its incarnation through a process of cleansing and rebalancing and harmonizing. It has released the dross it may have accumulated as a result of its experiences in previous incarnations, so that only the wisdom and skills gained from those experiences remain.
The soul then transfers this wisdom, these perfected abilities and skills, into the cellular memory of the physical body that it chooses to inhabit. It carefully selects its parents according to soul affinity, as well as genetic potentials, so that it will have every available opportunity to complete its destiny.
The spirit is always pure and innocent and clear. However, there may be times when the soul experiences of a previous life are not fully resolved. That soul may then need more time to work on a particular issue so that it may transmute accumulated, unresolved emotions into wisdom through a learning process. In these instances, those emotions, wounds, and darkness that remain in the soul’s memory are carried into the next incarnation in order to balance the imbalances from which these emotions arise. Sometimes this is the only way in which the soul can fully heal.
So, as unresolved attachments and emotions of the previous incarnation begin to surface in the soul’s consciousness, the very cells of the still developing physical body will mirror those memories. These patterns are programmed into the subconscious and can sometime manifest as physical or emotional imbalances and difficulties to serve as a reminder of the work that the soul has to do. Some of these imbalances may take form in the body while it is still developing in the womb. Others may not appear until later in life, when circumstances may trigger deep memories of similar experiences in other lifetimes. (Fairchilde 91-92)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Dr. Stevenson speculates . . . “The intensity of an experience such as a violent death can in some way strengthen or ‘fixate’ memories so that they are more readily preserved in consciousness.” . . .
A part of the child is still “back there” with one foot in the past life, stuck in the web of unresolved feelings, still attached to a life left behind unexpectedly. (Bowman 110-111)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Each inner self, adopting a new body, imposes upon it and upon its entire genetic makeup, memory of the past physical forms in which it has been involved. Now the present characteristics usually overshadow the past ones. They are dominant, but the other characteristic are latent and present, built into the pattern. . . .
There are presently invisible layers within the body, the topmost layer that you see representing, of course, the present physical form. But enmeshed within this there are what amount to invisible layers, “shadow,” latent layers that represent previous physical images that have belonged to the personality. . . .
They are connected electromagnetically to the atomic structure of the present body. To your way of thinking, they would be unfocused. . . . The body does not only carry memory biologically of its own past condition in this life therefore, but indelibly with it, even physically, are the memories of the other bodies that the personality has formed in previous reincarnations. (Roberts 187-188)SSchanneled modern Seth
Pertinent Lives Shine Through
Connections to some past lives are brighter than others at any given time. That includes those past lives that are relevant and similar to our own both overall and in our own current experience. These lives resonate with our own more than others. They bring related viewpoints, associations, and insights.
These connections may include our own selves at different ages. These perspectives still exist within us, and can resonate in certain conditions with our present conscious state.
The distance between one life and another exists psychologically, and not in terms of years or centuries. The psychological distance, however, can be much more vast. . . . There may be great temperamental differences in some cases, between your personality in one given life and another—so that your present self simply could not relate to the other’s experience.
You will be more strongly drawn to those “past lives” that somehow reinforce your own at this time. . . . Most of you remember little of the years spent as an infant and a child. (Roberts 393)SSchanneled modern Seth
Your conscious intents and purposes act as the triggers that activate whatever genetic or reincarnational aspects that you need.
The state of dreaming provides the connecting links between these systems of consciousness. (Roberts 326)DEVF2channeled modern Seth
Our focus determines which associations (triggers) come forward.
[Past life memories] sometimes ripple just below the surface of consciousness to influence a person’s present life. (Bowman 24)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Past lives that relate to our current one are present in our aura like folders from our files open on our desk—we are drawing from them, so the information is “right there” to be read. (Hoodwin 31)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Example
When you are ill, in the dream state you often have experiences in which you seem to be someone else with an entirely healthy body. Often such a dream is therapeutic. An “older” reincarnational body has come to your aid, from which you draw strength through the memory of its health. (Roberts 188)SSchanneled modern Seth
Personality Carryovers
Dr. Stevenson records . . . traits, skills, phobias, and preferences that are out of place for a child’s natural family, but that match the life of the previous personality. . . .
For example, children in India who remember a past life in a higher class may scold their lower-class parents for having uncouth habits and lifestyle, and they may refuse to eat the food of inferiors. Bishen Chand acted exactly like the spoiled rich man he remembered being. He contemptuously rebuked his parents for their poverty, demanded better food, and rejected the cheap clothes he was given, saying that they weren’t good enough for his servants. On the other hand, some children who remember being from a lower caste than their parents may display the coarseness and survival instincts of the desperately poor and habits offensive to the new family. Some are grateful for their improved station and show great pleasure in eating good food and owning nice clothes. (Bowman 102)
[Stevenson] describes a young boy in India who reprimanded a woman he recognized as his former wife for wearing the white sari customarily worn by widows, rather than the colored sari of his wife. It would normally be a serious social offense for a small boy to make such a comment to an older woman. (Bowman 103)
Fiona saw herself as a young girl in a hot, sunny landscape with clay buildings. She was an orphan who stayed alive by stealing food and hiding in whatever shelter she could find at night. Her survival depended on her stealth and speed. She said that she died young, killed for stealing food. Still in a trance, she did not seem to be sad or troubled by her untimely death. . . .
She is fanatical about scouring the refrigerator for leftovers, because she can’t stand to see any food wasted. (Bowman 115)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
As John talked about his life, I suddenly saw him in a past life sometime around the era of Genghis Khan. The scene was in a battle where he was lustfully killing a soldier from the “other army” with a hand weapon. He had a rod with a chain, and on the end of the chain was a metal ball with spikes with which he impaled his enemy’s head. At the same time this happened, the enemy was plunging a lance into John’s solar plexus. Both were killed in this interaction. This experience left him with the belief that any lusty, powerful expression of the life-force energy leads to injury and death. . . .
He had been born with [scoliosis] and had never had an operation to straighten his spine. . . .
Once a lot of the stagnated energy from the second and fourth auric levels had been cleared. . . . I found the lance embedded in his solar plexus on the fifth energy level, or etheric template level. The handle of the lance was completely embedded within the auric field and curled into a spiral. To remove it, first I had to straighten the handle and then yank out the lance. (Brennan 247,249)HoLclairvoyant modern Brennan
This reflects my discovery that our attention pushes physical things into higher frequency ranges. We populate the astral by the strength of our attention and feeling on things and events. In this way, this lance was recreated in John’s aura and remained there.
Talent Carryovers
Abilities from past lives are at your disposal for your present use. (Roberts 176)SSchanneled modern Seth
Prodigies are literally remembering skills they honed in a past life. . . .
Michael and Alan were four years old. . . .
Tara Fleming: “Michael’s preschool teacher told me that he was drawing at the level of a talented twelve-year old. . . . Michael said, ‘I’m so glad I remember my art, Mom. I was so worried I wouldn’t remember. It’s coming back all at once. I was so worried that I’d forgotten it.’ . . .
“He approaches his work like a seasoned professional. . . . While most kids his age are drawing stick figures, Michael is drawing with perspective and shading.” (Bowman 199)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Fear Carryovers
Phobias appeared before they expressed any conscious memories of their past lives. (Bowman 110)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
The significance of this is that that phobia was the brightest light in that life as it slowly came into range. In some cases, it never comes any further into range, but in others, more of that life and its circumstances become perceptible. At this point, true attribution and healing becomes possible.
Our associations reach across lifetimes.
Violent Deaths
A disproportionately high number of reborn children recalled violent deaths and in these cases the children’s memories were more often likely to centre on the events immediately preceding their former self’s last moments. (Viney 243) (Viney 274)SDresearcher modern Viney
10 percent of the subjects reported highly charged negative emotions surrounding the death. Each of these subjects had died violently or suddenly, in an accident or a war, or in great fear. (Bowman 54)
Dr. Stevenson found that 72 percent of the children remembered how they died, and more than half of these died violently. . . . Far fewer children in his cases could remember their past life names. (Bowman 110)
In the weeks after the group regression, some of the subjects reported to her that their lifelong phobias had disappeared. These phobias were always related to the mode of death they had experienced in their past lives: a fear of water disappeared when the subject remembered drowning; another subject lost his fear of horses when remembering a death caused by a horse; and a woman with recurring dizzy spells and an irrational urge to run found these were eradicated after she remembered being pursued by angry townspeople and chased over a cliff to her death. (Bowman 54)
The death experience, [Dr. Fiore] found, was the event most responsible for the person’s symptoms and problems. (Bowman 57)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Carrying Fear and Pain
Cowan came to the conclusion that many psychic disorders such as fears, complexes, and phobias have their root cause in the inherited memories of traumatic incidents from previous existences (Viney 270)
[Fiore] believes obesity, for instance, is more often than not the result of the oppressed memories of a person who starved in a previous incarnation, whilst migraine sufferers may be the reincarnated souls of persons who suffered scalping or other serious head wounds. One teenage insomniac whom Dr Fiore treated, recalled under hypnotism his former life as an American GI which ended when he was bayoneted to death while sleeping on a beach during the Pacific War. (Viney 274)SDresearcher modern Viney
A traumatic experience in a past life such as being in war—and especially a traumatic death—can cause a phobia is the present life. (Bowman 9)
Shamlinie was terrified of water. . . . At the same time she had a severe phobia of buses. . . .
Soon after Shamlinie began talking, she told her parents that she had lived before, and gave full details of her life in a village not far away called Galtudawa. She also described how she had died. One morning she was on her way to buy some bread. Because the ground was flooded from heavy rains, she walked on the raised part of the road reserved for vehicles. A bus passed too close, splashing water on her and throwing her into a flooded paddy field. . . . After that, she said, she fell into a long sleep. (Bowman 104)
On New Year’s Eve [Chase] went to his first-ever slumber party. . . . The kids were entertained with Ninja games, karate videos, and the favorite Ninja Turtle food—pizza. Chase appeared to be having a great time . . . but late in the night he became upset and couldn’t sleep. . . . At dawn [Brit] put him in the car and brought an exhausted and tearful Chase home. . . .
After that night, Chase had anxiety attacks every evening at bedtime . . . for six long weeks.
I waited until bedtime when his anxiety started. . . . I decided to use the sick feeling in his stomach as a bridge back to the past. . . . [Chase] said that it felt like an emptiness, a spinning that would start in his stomach, travel to his throat, and flow back to his stomach. . . . He said that it was not a sick feeling, but a feeling of emptiness. . . .
Chase saw an image of himself as an adult manacled in a dungeon, in what he described as “castle times.” It was dark, and he was alone. His arms were stretched tightly above him, and they hurt. . . .
I suggested that he go back to an earlier time. . . . He saw himself in a village square crowded with many people—a marketplace. He was planing a theft. He saw his hand reaching for something, when he was suddenly apprehended. . . .
“I feel guilty about what I did—sorry. It was a waste of a life to end up like this. I feel that sadness and guilt in my stomach. I can’t sleep hanging in this position. I die here.” . . .
He said that he had been having fun at the slumber party seeing how late he could stay up, when suddenly he became anxious and scared about not being able to sleep. . . . He said that the slumber party was “dark and unfamiliar like the dungeon.” . . .
Chase gave me a hug and said he felt better now. He was able to sleep soundly that night and was not bothered by the anxiety or sick feeling again. (Bowman 121-122)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Chase is helpless against the fears from his past life association until he is able to place where it is coming from. When he does, he finds he is free from that life and that situation.
A past life regression revealed that Maureen and Dale died when their car went off the road into the ocean:
Maureen explained that whenever she drove down Highway 1, south of San Francisco, she would inexplicably get very nervous and apprehensive at a certain section on the coast road. Now she knew why. I hoped my deprogramming of her death scene in 1923 would also clear up the recurring nightmares of sudden death. A month later Maureen wrote and confirmed this nightmare was finally gone. . . .
Dale told me that one of the reasons he left the area where he was born was because he felt uncomfortable driving around San Francisco. . . . Some people do carry physical and emotional body imprints from one life to the next. (Newton 272)DoShypnosis modern Newton
Birthmarks and Other Physical Carryovers
Being hanged for speaking out against the authorities could result in a chronic neck pain and a fear of speaking in public. . . .
Physical symptoms can be caused not only through wounds to the flesh, but by penetrating blows to the psyche as well: headaches can come from intolerable mental choices, sinusitis from a failure to grieve, back troubles from carrying too much guilt. (Bowman 63)
In 35 percent of [Stevenson’s] verified cases, the children had birthmarks or birth defects that matched wounds from their previous lives. . . .
One of the stories . . . is of an Indian boy who remembered being killed by a shotgun blast to his chest. On this boy’s chest was an array of birthmarks that matched the pattern and location (verified by autopsy report) of the fatal wounds.
Another shotgun victim was hit at point-blank range in the right side of the head (confirmed from the hospital report). The Turkish boy who remembered this life was born with “a diminished and malformed ear . . . and underdevelopment of the right side of his face.
One woman had three separate linear scarlike birthmarks on her back. As a child, she remembered the life of a woman who was killed by three blows to her back with an ax.
Another boy in India was born with stubs for fingers on only his right hand—an extremely rare condition. He remembered the life of a boy who had his fingers cut off by the blades of a fodder chopping machine.
The birthmarks in most of Dr. Stevenson’s cases . . . are distinct, large, and notable marks, “likely to be puckered and scarlike, sometimes depressed a little below the surrounding skin, areas of hairlessness, areas of markedly diminished pigmentations, or port-wine stains.” The same is true of birth defects. . . . They, too, are unusual and rare specimens. . . .
Nine of these cases involve bullet wounds where not only do the marks match the exact site of entry and exit, but the mark corresponding to the entry wound is small and round, and the mark corresponding to the exit wound is large and irregular. (Bowman 106-108)
[Dominic] had a birthmark: a scar on his right thigh. . . .
As an infant, Dominic was so terrified of being immersed in water that he screamed hysterically. . . . One day, around the time he was learning his first words, his grandmother, who had never mentioned the scar before, touched it gently. Dominic explained to the astonished woman, “Man on boat did that with big knife. Lots of blood everywhere. All covered with blood.” He said he fell in the water and “got drowned.” (Bowman 127-128)
The Pollack family in England suffered an unthinkable tragedy when their two daughters, eleven-year-old Joanna and six-year-old Jacqueline, both died in the same accident. . . .
For years before the accident, their father . . . had prayed to God asking for proof of reincarnation. Now he prayed that God would send his daughters back to him.
Within a year his wife, Florence, became pregnant. John assured her that their two daughters were returning to their family as twins. John persisted in this belief, contradicting their gynecologist who maintained that only one baby was growing in Florence’s womb. . . . Florence gave birth to identical twin girls; they named the twins Elizabeth and Laura.
Immediately they noticed that Elizabeth, but not Laura, had two birthmarks—a white line on her forehead and a brown birthmark on her waist—that matched the size, shape, and location of a scar and a congenital birthmark that had been on Jacqueline’s forehead and waist. This is remarkable because identical twins, if they share identical genetic material . . . will have identical birthmarks too. . . .
When the girls were old enough to talk, they remembered details of their deceased sisters. (Children Who Remember Previous Lives, Dr. Stevenson) (Bowman 290-291)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
A person’s previous incarnation can apparently affect the very shape and structure of their current physical body. [Stevenson] has discovered, for example, that Burmese children who remember previous lives as British or American Air Force pilots shot down over Burma during World War II, all have fairer hair and complexions than their siblings. . . .
Distinctive facial features, foot deformities, and other characteristics have carried over from one life to the next. Most numerous among these are physical injuries carrying over as scars or birthmarks. In one case, a boy who remembered being murdered in his former life by having his throat slit, still had a long reddish mark resembling a scar across his neck. In another, a boy who remembered committing suicide by shooting himself in the head in his past incarnation, still had two scarlike birthmarks that lined up perfectly along the bullet’s trajectory, one where the bullet had entered and one where it had exited. And, in another, a body had a birthmark resembling a surgical scar, complete with a line of red marks resembling stitch wounds, in the exact location where his previous personality had had surgery. . . .
[Stevenson] states, “It seems to me that the imprint of wounds on the previous personality must be carried between lives on some kind of an extended body which in turn acts as a template for the production on a new physical body of birthmarks and deformities that correspond to the wounds on the body of the previous personality.” . . .
The human energy field is a holographic template that guides the form and structure of the physical body. (Talbot 218-219)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Healing Past Life Issues
Past Life Attribution
Learning about past life experiences has the power to explain their present influences, be they talents, fears, illness, or even scars. If the source of a fear or illness is from a past life, simply knowing this can lead to understanding and healing.
We can understand it as not us.
[Dr. Fiore] found that some lifelong problems could be traced . . . to events in the first few months of life, during the birth experience, or in the womb. . . . When Dr. Fiore’s patients recalled these very early experiences, their chronic emotional problems, such as guilt, or their physical symptoms, such as headaches or asthma, disappeared. . . .
One day, Dr. Fiore stumbled upon something even more extraordinary. While using hypnotic age regression to discover the source of a patient’s crippling sexual inhibitions, she gave the suggestion that he go back to the source of his problem. She was totally unprepared for his reply.
He said, “Two or three lifetimes ago, I was a Catholic priest.” Then he gave a vivid and emotional description of his life and sexual attitudes as a seventeenth-century Italian priest. . . . The next time she saw him he reported . . . that he was . . . healed of his sexual problems. . . .
Despite [Dr. Fiore’s] beliefs or the beliefs of her patients, past life stories healed. (Bowman 56)
Because we generally don’t accept reincarnation in our culture, conscientious parents often blame themselves and their parenting mistakes for any and all mental or behavioral problems their young children my have. (Bowman 235)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
One unusual feature was the ability the memories had to explain a wide range of seemingly unrelated events and experiences in the subjects’ current lives. . . .
Many of the subjects also experienced profound psychological and physical healings as a result of the traumatic past-life memories they unearthed. (Talbot 215)HUscientific, researcher modern Talbot
Instantaneous cures . . . coincide with the liberation of a suppressed past-life memory. . . .
[Netherton] began to use regression regularly in his own practice. As Netherton believes that his patients must relive the most traumatic moments from their previous lives . . . a visit to his surgery on a typical day will find men and women screaming, weeping, or moaning, in foreign languages or in voices inappropriate to their sex. (Viney 275)SDresearcher modern Viney
Confusion over Time
These past lives are present for some. The bright focuses left over from their lives obscure our higher selves by pulling our attention towards them. That focus is now shining itself out into the present life. For example, a past trauma with fire now looks out into the present life for fire in order to protect itself. This presents as a fear of fire.
This is the exact same way emotional trauma from this life forms and affects us.
Healing occurs by understanding that the cause is from a past life, and that we have survived it. If shifts from “I’m afraid of fire” to “He’s afraid of fire”.
By tracing this transition from past life death to rebirth, she may come to understand for the first time that the past life is over, that she is now in a new lifetime. This could be just the understanding she needs to help her let go of the past and ground herself in present reality. (Bowman 229)
Young children sometimes have difficulty distinguishing between past life events and the present. Sometimes events and feelings of the past are as vivid and real as anything that happened recently. . . .
Colleen: “I then explained to him that he was hit by the truck in a different life, not this life. I told him he had a different body then and that he had a different mommy too. I thought that I’d get another blank look. . . .
“But . . . his eyes lit up with surprise and he said, ‘Really, that was a different body? I had a different mommy?’
“He was happy for the first time in a long time. . . . The sparkle came back to his eyes. . . .
“He’s back to being full of happy mischief. . . .
“Blake’s physical symptoms have completely disappeared.” (Bowman 149-151)
Some children . . . need our help in clarifying the difference between what happened in the past and what is true now in the present. . . .
Both past and present lifetimes merge in their awareness. . . .
Some children still have one foot in the past and jump back and forth between lifetimes; they are blatantly confused about which life they are in. This is more likely to be true for very young children because they are closer on the continuum of memory to their past life. . . .
We can help children complete the transition by telling them, “You are now safe in a new body. You are now in a different life.” (Bowman 240-241)
Sagiv’s story where he remembers being shot:
Elona: “‘I was shot and killed. . . . Burglars. They didn’t mean to. I wasn’t doing anything. He just shot me for no reason. I was at the top of the stairs. First they shot my mother, and she was on the floor. And then they shot me.”
“Then he looked at me, and in a loud an angry voice, he blasted, ‘You didn’t save me!’ He was really angry at me and started getting excited. Again he shouted, ‘You didn’t save me!’
“This floored me. I assured him, in a calm and authoritative voice, ‘It wasn’t me. It wasn’t me. It was a different time. It was a different mother, someone I don’t even know.’
“He seemed to accept this immediately, then proceeded to tell me what happened next. He said, ‘Well, then I died. I was dead, but I grew up—you know what I mean. I stayed there until I came back to be a baby again.’ And then his eyebrows went up, his face lit up, and he said, ‘And then I chose you and Abba!’ He said this like suddenly it all made perfect sense to him.”
A week later Elona brought up the memory again. This time, though, when Sagiv told his story, he was not emotional about it—his catharsis was complete, his anger was spent.
Elona: “It was after this that I noticed a huge change in Sagiv, especially in the way he related to me. He had never been a warm child. Since he was born, something was missing. He was never a cuddly baby. . . .
Immediately after he told me the story, he changed. . . . It hit me like a bomb! Sagiv moved himself onto my lap, put his arms around me, and said, “I love you, Mommy.” He became very cuddly and started hugging me. . . .
Looking back, I could see that he held me responsible for whatever had happened to him before in that other life.” (Bowman 238-239)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Sagiv’s higher self knows the truth, but this emotional knot is blocking that knowledge. In this case, the knot forms just after he dies, feeling that his mother didn’t protect him. Even at that point, emotional trauma can occur.
That self comes out momentarily and expresses its frustration at not being saved by his previous mother. The experiencer is stored as an index of the experience. Focusing fresh attention on the experience lets the boy come out, express itself, and see that time has moved on, that everything is different now. These traumas really do act as time warps, when repressed experiences block off new experiences by the self that experienced it. We bury a part of ourselves to keep its trauma away from us, and become less by doing so.
Observing Story-Telling Tense
Sometimes, as the story unfolds, a change in verb tense will reflect where the child is in the process of remembering and reveal how much she has let go of the past. (Bowman 229)
[Baby Natalie’s] verb tenses flip back and forth, revealing that she is confused about time and reality. . . .
She had the catharsis by herself, in her car seat. Then she was free of it. A few weeks later. . . . Natalie told the family friend about her memory and referred to it in the past tense and in third person. She was no longer emotional about it, she was no longer troubled. (Bowman 241, 245)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
That bit of self is no longer trapped in the experience. It can return via the flow to the perspective of the reincarnating self. It’s returned to the right place in the scheme of things.
Experiences
Connecting with a past life experience opens a span of continuity between that life and the present one. Within that span is the time spent in the astral, as an expanded, more mature self. This is part of the healing process as well. That broader self puts that life in perspective.
In a dramatic, highly emotional regression, this man remembered being a workman fixing a tile roof on a European church. He slipped on a tile and slid down the roof, clinging on to a gutter to break his fall. He relived each terror-filled second as he slowly lost his grip on the gutter and fell to his death, becoming impaled on the wooden scaffolding below. After he fully reexperienced and processed this gruesome death in several regression sessions, he was free of his crippling fear of heights. (Bowman 54, 57)
Within a few days of his regression to the lifetime as a soldier, the eczema on Chase’s right wrist vanished completely, and it has never returned.
Chase’s fear of loud noises also totally disappeared. (Bowman 10)
[Chase’s] feelings of guilt that had originated in another lifetime had continued to afflict him, not as guilt in this life but as a physical symptom—the eczema—on the same spot where the bullet had pierced his wrist in the past life. (Bowman 57-58)
[Norman Inge] regressed me through two of my own past lives. The regression healed a chronic illness and explained visions, obsessions, and dreams that had puzzled me since childhood. (Bowman 23)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Expressing Repressed Emotions
How Healing Happens
We release current and past life emotional blocks in the same way. When we hold onto a desire or fear, it keeps the energy trapped and present in our consciousness. The goal is to express and release them.
Strong emotions that were frozen in the past at the time of death well to the surface and are released—usually with lots of crying. Once they do, the energy that held the memory dissipates, and the negative thoughts, feelings, and sensations that were fixed to the memory become “unglued” from the soul. (Bowman 69)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
“Frozen” is a good term for that trapped energy. The constriction of consciousness releases, and the energy that was trapped inside is allowed to flow out again, mix with our greater consciousness, and find new use.
In Chase’s case, a catharsis was not necessary for his fear of loud noises and his eczema to be cured. Awareness and understanding were all he needed. . . . The process was gentle and not highly emotional. Apparently it wasn’t time for Chase to see his death in that lifetime. He went just so far, and the memory faded.
But as it turned out, his story was still incomplete. The unsettled emotions of his war experience continued to reside in him, and three years later they were triggered by the immediate reality of the war in the Persian Gulf. His sadness about leaving his family surfaced along with the rest of his story, including his death on the battlefield. He finally had closure on that life when he experienced his death and moved into the after-death state. He gained the detachment he needed to resolve his feelings and leave that lifetime behind. (Bowman 71)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
The memory is something we don’t want to swallow — in a very literal energetic way.
See ““Swallowing” Our Experiences” in attention.php.
Experiences
[Nine-year-old Fiona] had been struggling with her own terrible fear of house fires. . . .
Fiona’s extreme fear of fire was inexplicable. . . .
She had cried uncontrollably when someone in the movie was killed in a fire. . . . She was so terrified of fires—especially house fires—that she kept a bag packed under her bed with her favorite Barbie dolls and some clothes, ready for a quick escape. . . . This kind of precaution was totally out of character for our self-assured and independent Fiona. . . .
Norman instructed Fiona, “Close your eyes, feel the fear of fire. Now tell me what you see.” . . .
Fiona described a simple two-story wooden house, shaped “like a barn” and surrounded by woods and farmland. A wagon road, overgrown with grass, passed in front of the house. She saw herself as a girl. . . . She didn’t go to school because “they don’t believe girls need education.” . . .
Up to this point, Fiona told her story as an observer, objectively reporting what she saw. . . . Then Norman suggested she “move ahead to the time when your fear of fire started.” Fiona’s perspective shifted. Now she spoke as the young girl, in the present tense, totally absorbed in the terror of her predicament.
“I wake up suddenly and smell smoke—I know the house is on fire. I’m scared. Panicked. Can’t think. I jump out of bed. Flames and smoke everywhere. I run across the hall looking for my parents. Big flames cover the stairs and banister. Small flames shoot up through cracks in the floor. The bottom of my nightgown is on fire! I’m running into my parents’ room. They’re not there! Their beds are made. Where are they? I keep running until I’m trapped in the far corner of the room.” . . .
She was reliving this painful memory with all of her being, panicked like a trapped little animal. . . .
The terror in her voice drew me into her story. I felt the adrenaline pumping in my body. . . .
“A beam covered with big flames falls down right in front of me and breaks a hole in the floor. Fire is everywhere. There’s no way out. Oh, it really hurts to breathe. I know I’m going to die!” . . .
Her breathing slowed, her face relaxed. . . .
“I feel myself floating high above the treetops. I feel light, like air. I guess I’m dead. I don’t feel any pain. . . .
There’s my house—it’s totally covered with flames. The roof is gone. I can see my family in the yard. My brother is sitting on the ground, and my father is holding on to my mother, who’s crying and waving her arms at the house.” . . .
She knew that they had tried to save her but were driven back by the heat and the flames. They were devastated that they could not save their daughter. Clearly Fiona was deeply moved by the grief of her family. Through her sobs, with her eyes still closed, she said she realized that her family had really loved her after all. . . . She admitted that she had carried into her present life the false belief that her parents hadn’t tried to save her from dying in the burning house.
Fiona’s sobbing gradually stopped. . . . She sniffled a few times and gave us a big smile. The panic and terror were gone. She looked peaceful. . . .
She admitted that her last moments had been filled with anger for her parents. . . . She explained that her current fear of fire was a reminder that she still had something unfinished from that lifetime to work out. (Bowman 10-13)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
In the regression, after her death, she is outside her body and sees that her parents were outside, unable to reach her, leading to her understanding. Even so, the emotions of fear and anger while still in the physical body carried into this life. That was recorded in the physical self. The regression revealed to that past self what she already knew at higher levels — that her family loved her and couldn’t reach her.
This shows that the experiences of the physical self does not all flow into the higher self for healing and distillation. At least part of that physical self became essentially trapped in time around the memory.
Norman suggested that I go to another lifetime. I immediately saw the image of a young girl, about eleven or twelve, playing a grand piano before a small audience. . . .
“I am playing for these people so they can determine whether I should go on to the Conservatory. . . . It’s a great honor to go to the Conservatory. I’m sad about leaving my family. . . .
“I’m leaving Poland to study in Vienna.” This information leaped into my mind, startling me. . . .
“This is where I study music. I have many friends here, and I’m happy. This is now my home.” . . .
My happiness melted into fear. “I see myself in a narrow apartment—I am in my mid- to late twenties, with two small children. A grand piano fills one corner of the room. The door opens, and a young man wearing a beret walks in. I know he is my husband. He looks worried. . . . I know that whatever he tells me has something to do with our being Jewish. My husband, who is a teacher at the university, speaks out against German policies. From the fear in his eyes, I know we’re in trouble. . . .
My husband is gone—I don’t know where he is. They’ve taken him somewhere. The Germans are rounding us up. . . .
“We’re beside a train. Soldiers and dogs. . . .
“I’m in a camp. Everything is gray. I walk around numb. . . . I don’t know what happened to my children or my husband. . . . My spirit feels dead. I don’t want to live anymore. Then I’m floating. I look down on an icy room with concrete walls. I see myself lying in a pile of twisted bodies. I’ve been gassed.” . . .
I now realized that I had been carrying the shadow of this woman’s grief with me my whole life. What a relief to finally let it go! I felt lighter and clearer. . . .
New insights came to me in flashes and reinforced my understanding of how the lifetimes I had seen related to my present life. . . .
Scenes and feelings from early childhood began to make more sense: my love of music and the piano, my horrified fascination with the Holocaust, the pattern of illness in my lungs. A childhood game took on new significance: my friend and I used to cower under my basement stairs pretending we were hiding from the Nazis, taking cans of food with us so that we wouldn’t starve—surely an odd game for young children to play. . . .
The winter came and went. . . . I remained healthy. . . .
In each life I had died with trauma to the lungs: as the man, I died of consumption; as the woman, I died with gas in my lungs. . . . By reliving these deaths through the regression, bringing them to conscious awareness, and crying out the pain, the trauma was released. I could breathe again. (Bowman 36-37, 39, 41)
At the time of my death in the gas chamber, I was less than human, my soul was numb. The tears of grief for my family and my wasted life had frozen in my body. A lifetime later, the immense pressure of that grief welled below the surface of my awareness, even pushing into my childhood dreams. Now, bringing the truth to consciousness, I could finally cry and grieve for the lives lost long ago, setting that part of my soul to rest. (Bowman 41-42)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
By going through the pain, we are letting that past self live through it and move past it. We are healing through their realization of reincarnation.
Edith, a dancer in her late twenties, suffered from a degenerative disease called lupus erythematosus, causing painful stiffness in her joints. During a workshop with Dr. Woolger, she vividly recalled being a young Russian man, an anarchist, who was engaged in an uprising against palace guards who were suppressing food riots by the poor. This man’s father had been slain a few days earlier in one of these riots. In a fit of vengeance, this man and his friends planned an attack on the palace barracks with a homemade bomb. One night, with a bomb hidden beneath his coat, he furtively approached the barracks. But before he had a chance to throw the bomb, it went off in his hands. . . .
She burst into tears, almost screaming, telling him that she couldn’t bear to look and see what had happened. . . . She saw her body; the bomb had blown off her arms and legs. This man died slowly.
Edith suddenly made the connection between this painful past life death and her fear of progressive degeneration from the lupus. . . .
Edith described her anger toward the men who killed the young man’s father . . . her vengeance had turned on itself. . . . With this realization she agreed to let go of her anger. She took a deep breath, and her body, which had been reexperiencing the pain, went limp. When she sat up and opened her eyes, the pain was gone from her joints.
Six months later, her lupus was in remission and she was able to dance again. (Bowman 70)CPLresearcher modern Bowman
Suicide
Compassion for Suicides
Many sources harshly condemn suicide. While it is a tragic thing, there is actually only compassion and empathy for suicides on the other side. There of course can be self-condemnation, and regret, but that comes from within the person, not from outside.
I’ve experienced strong depression. My body was malfunctioning in several ways, and life was constant pain. If you want to understand suicide, imagine you are sawing your arm off. It’s a terrible, gradual, utterly painful process. You want to stop doing that, right? That would be the only reasonable thing — to stop that endless, pointless pain, right? The desire to stop sawing off your own arm is the same as wanting to kill yourself. It’s a natural response to unbearable emotional or physical pain.
We have to take a more nuanced view of suicide. There are chemical imbalances that make one desperately depressed or unstable. These can cut off all pleasure and enjoyment. There are numerous reasons — a response to trauma, environmental toxins, chronic pain, congenital issues. Some can be dealt with emotionally, while others have external causes. Suicide comes from a feeling of desperate hopelessness. If you haven’t been there, you can’t possibly imagine what that feels like, how it might be the greatest challenge of one’s life to just live another day — to keep sawing your own arm off. Be thankful if you’ve never felt that, and have compassion for those silently going through that.
In the following suicide, you see some negative experiences resulting from those unsympathetic beliefs. After losing her husband, Ruth wades into the sea to commit suicide:
Ruth (channeled): I was not a very good swimmer, and the waves were fairly rough, the waters icy cold. As the last strength drained from my numbed limbs and I was engulfed by another of the endless waves, I felt a subtle snap and found myself floating above my body yet still attached to it. I became terrified—“Oh no! This isn’t what I wanted . . . this is wrong, this is very, very wrong!” But somehow I could not make my body respond. . . . It was too late! Then I heard a loud ringing. It filled my whole being. The sound became deafening. I felt it pulling me away.
And then I saw the spirit of my child, I was five and a half months pregnant at the time. My child . . . floating like a beautiful light angel. . . .
I felt at that moment such an anguished grief for what would never be. I reached for my child, but just then two beautiful beings of light swept her up in their arms and carried her away.
An angel was there for me, too. Things around me began to grow dim. . . .
Far ahead, in the dimness surrounding me, I saw an opening filled with the brightest light. It was through that opening that the angels were carrying my child. The angel at my side was telling me that if I would simply let go I, too, could pass through that same opening with him, but I did not believe him.
I knew I was bad. I knew I had done something unforgivable, I knew about Hell. My parents were religious and I had been taken to Sunday school regularly as a child. I remembered at this moment those lessons I had learned: that suicide is a mortal sin!
After a time—it could have been minutes or years spent suspended in this space between worlds, captured by my own guilt and fear, I began to long for my home and the garden I so loved. This was the Earthly place where I had experienced such happiness and joy with Johnny. Just as I thought these things, I was caught up in what felt like a great whooshing of wind. It then seemed as if I simply dissolved into this wind.
My next conscious awareness was of finding myself once more in my home in Virginia, looking out the window of the kitchen into the garden. The roses looked so beautiful to me. They were bursting with blooms, much more vibrant than I remembered them. The sun was shining through the window. I could see it, but I could not feel it. I was definitely there, but it seemed as if a thin film separated me from everything. I felt, in a way, as if I were dreaming.
There were people in the house I did not know. They were painting the interior walls, covering over the wallpaper with the blue flowers that John and I had put up just before he left. . . .
Previously, I had been moving through the house as I did before my death, using the doorways, walking around objects and people. However, soon I found that things were not solid at all to me and offered no resistance when I moved into or through them. This was very disorienting at first and very frightening.
I stayed in that garden for many years, watching the seasons change and people come and go. Yet, in many ways it truly seemed an endless time, like a dream from which I was powerless to awaken. I was filled with fear and remorse and regret for what I had done. I longed with everything in me for the arms of my husband and the little warm body of my child. . . . I was swallowed up in a void of deep, deep, loneliness and excruciating pain.
All this time, the angel who had joined me in the ocean never left my side. Over the years I grew used to his presence and my fear of him lessened. . . .
I watched a family move into my house. There was a little girl named Emily. She was so beautiful. . . . She could see me! We would play in the garden. She told her parents about me, but they thought that the “Ruthie” she spoke of so often was an imaginary friend.
I loved her, you see. I gave to her all the love and attention I wanted to give to my own daughter.
Years went by and after a time she could no longer see me, but I continued to follow her, to stay constantly by her side, even when she slept.
In this I did a great wrong. In my attachment to her, I not only shared with her the love I felt, I also unwittingly shared my sorrow. As a result, Emily carried a depression with her for many years, which she thought was her own. She also had an abiding terror of the sea, which she had absorbed from my experience. At the time I did not realize that it was I who was the source of her difficulties.
After years had passed, I began to listen more and more to the angel. I understood by now that he really saw me—he knew everything about me and still loved me deeply. Finally, I began to feel that love.
So one day I let go of the garden and my house and Emily, and I went with him. I surrendered myself into his care, even though I wasn’t certain if we were truly going to where he told me we were. . . .
Immediately, I was swept up in a ray of this light that reached out and cradled me and carried me. It was as if I were immersed in a river of spirits. My angel never left my side. . . .
But when we reached the end of the tunnel, we did indeed enter Paradise, just as he had promised! It was beautiful beyond anything I could have imagined. I felt none of the condemnation I had expected—only acceptance and compassionate understanding.
And what great joy—John was there! He greeted me with a brilliant smile and an embrace. (Fairchilde 60-63)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
Her belief that suicide is a mortal sin caused her to remain trapped and afraid near the physical for decades, causing difficulties for others as well.
Expecting Punishment
When we have strong expectations due to our beliefs, that’s what we experience at death.
In our society there is an expectation that people who commit suicide will be severely punished in the afterlife. (Sutherland 62-63)WtLresearcher modern Sutherland
Having to Relearn the Lessons
From the perspective of the reincarnating self, suicide is seen as a failure to overcome difficulties, leading to wasted opportunities for growth.
Acharya: You do not solve your difficulties by running away from them, but merely postpone their solution for a future life. . . . A group of circumstances will again arise, forming exactly the same obstacles and difficulties from which he now runs away. . . . Extreme remorse usually follows an act of suicide, and within a very short time of their arrival in the astral word, the majority of suicides would give anything to undo their action. (Richelieu 147)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
Upon exiting the body at death, the pain disappears. The energy that wouldn’t flow before is once again flowing through us. We feel the strength and love the body’s chemistry was completely blocking. Restored in this way, regret is a natural response.
Often the souls that chose to leave their bodies because of physical pain rather than emotional pain are very compassionate beings. . . . However, they often will go to a type of ‘hospital’ situation where they recuperate for a period of time, if the illness has put a strain on their various energy bodies. . . .
The body is an entity in and of itself; to destroy your life form before it has had a chance to drop off naturally can often set you back in your growth process. Frequently a soul comes back into a very similar situation until it has learned the lesson for which it came before. (McKnight 273-274)CJOBEr modern McKnight
Subject: A suicide must face the same situation and problem again until they learn an acceptable way of solving it. (Cannon 129)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
Angels (channeled): What you call “suicide”—the deliberate termination of your own life—disrupts a pattern that was set forth and agreed upon by you as your chosen destiny. . . .
If a soul comes into this life with a destiny that it has chosen for the good of the whole as well as itself, and then chooses to deny that destiny through the act of suicide, there will be an opportunity created to come back and fulfill that destiny—an opportunity to balance the imbalance created by inappropriate action. (Fairchilde 65, 67)VftAchanneled modern Fairchilde
It’s not as if the soul comes in and kills the physical body. The soul is the body’s light. It’s a malfunctioning body that has lost access to the soul and higher self, and it’s the waking consciousness, more limited and separated than usual by the pain and depression, that makes the choice. The soul’s goal is to try to reach through the depression and guide the consciousness out of it. That’s the challenge.
In addition, why can’t suicide be the very destiny planned for? It seems likely that some souls would want to learn compassion for suicide by experiencing the conditions that led to it.
Ending Reincarnation
The idea of ending reincarnation is central in Buddhism, which views physical life as suffering and something to get through as quickly as possible. I do not agree with this negative viewpoint. We come here for the beauty, for the adventure, for the experience of it all.
Number of Lives on Earth
[The great majority] require up to several hundred in-human lifetimes and thousands of earth year cycles to complete the process. (Monroe 242)FJOBEr modern Monroe
There must be a tremendous amount of experience stored in here, in you . . . in us. How many lifetimes are there?
A thousand perhaps, or more. We stopped counting long ago. (Monroe 173)UJOBEr modern Monroe
Primary cluster groups began their existence together and remain closely associated through hundreds of incarnations. I have had souls who were with their primary groups for some 50,000 years before they were ready to move on to the intermediate levels, while a much smaller percentage have achieved this state of development within 5,000 years. (Newton 320-321)DoShypnosis modern Newton
John: Each lifetime teaches you a different quality that you need to learn in your quest for perfection. You don’t have just several lifetimes. Some people go for three, four, five, six hundred. (Cannon 84)BDLhypnosis modern Cannon
You [Walsch] have had 647 past lives. This is your 648th. (Walsch 204)CWG1channeled modern Walsch
What you call the individuated soul is huge, hovering over, in, and through hundreds of physical forms. . . .
Some of these are the “other lives” you’ve lived “before.” . . . And other parts of your soul are enveloping bodies that will be alive in what you call your future. (Walsch 196-197)CWG3channeled modern Walsch
Mastering Earth Life and Leaving
The Inspec NOTE: Monroe’s reincarnating self: (You are still incomplete. There are parts of you yet to be transformed, including that visiting portion so filled with curiosity. Each of us is incomplete. That is why we remain at this point, to reach back and gather additional and remaining parts of us until we are complete.)
(Our curiosity desires the effect of completion.)
(We move into the creative return flow again, the waveform that brought you here. When we do so, we leave this reality. . . .)
(Continue to what destination?)
(We believe it to be the source of the radiation, the creative emission and return. Communication is closed with those who have continued.) (Monroe 122-123)FJOBEr modern Monroe
This fits with the idea of swallowing all of our experiences down the vortex tunnel into our reincarnating self. Those experiences are kept alive at slower frequencies due to our attention returning to them. That experience is not allowed to flow down the tunnel of personal forgetfulness into the repository of the reincarnating self.
Until we accept all our experiences, the reincarnating self can’t leave.
See ““Swallowing” Our Experiences” in attention.php.
Monroe is speaking with his reincarnating self:
We’re not much more than a cabin of screaming passengers hoping we’ll find it and shouting advice.
Find what?
The way out. Escape velocity. . . .
You are the best chance we ever had. We shall support and help you all the way. . . . Encouraging you to think what you call “out-of-body” finally worked.
Did you do that?
You remember those dreams beforehand? How you were trying to fly an airplane off the ground but there were always wires overhead?
I do—very clearly.
Those were practice sessions we had when you came here during sleep. . . .
There must be a tremendous amount of experience stored in here, in you . . . in us. How many lifetimes are there?
A thousand perhaps, or more. We stopped counting long ago. Every possible situation is here, every emotion. There is nothing you can encounter in an Earth life that isn’t stored here . . . in fifty different ways.
Then what am I doing, going through it all over again?
To find one final piece. And you are very close. When you have it, we lift off. We shall be gone. . . .
Why did I finally respond to your help?
It was a combination of things: more curiosity, less fear, no heavy indoctrination. . . .
It is impossible to describe the sum of the love energy distilled from more than a thousand lifetimes. (Monroe 169-170, 173, 175-176)
Are all of us here?
There are some still locked into one of the belief systems and others who will be in and out of being human during the next thousand years or so, but when you give the word we shall all be assembled. (Monroe 193)UJOBEr modern Monroe
The Inward and Outward Flow
In the following, Monroe is OB (out of body), raising his frequency to the plane of consciousness of his reincarnating self. It shows both the outward flow from the Source and inward, returning flow from our experience.
(I am in a bright white tunnel and moving rapidly. No, it is not a tunnel, but a tube, a transparent, radiating tube. I am bathed in the radiation which courses through all of me, and the intensity and recognition of it envelop my consciousness and I laugh with great joy. . . . The radiation flow is two-directional in the tube. The flow moving past me in the direction from which I came is smooth, even, and undiluted. The flow that I am is moving in the opposite direction and appears much different. It is organized in a more complex form. It is the same as the wave moving past me, but it contains a multitude of small waves impressed upon the basic. I am both the basic and the small waveforms, moving back to the source. The movement is steady and unhurried. . . .
(The tube seems to become larger as another joins it from one side, and another waveform melds into me and we become one. I recognize the other immediately, as it does me, and there is the great excitement of reunion, this other I and I. How could I have forgotten this! We move along together, happily exploring the adventures, experience, and knowledge of the other. The tube widens again, and another I joins us, and the process repeats itself. Our waveforms are remarkably identical and our pattern grows stronger as they move in phase. There are variegations in each which, when combined with another related anomaly, create a new and important modification of the total that we are. . . .
(With this, we divert from the underlying waveform and move away from it. We watch motionless in unified respect as the action of it continues away from us into an infinity. We also perceive easily the smooth originating wave coming from such infinity and dissolving into the pattern from whence we came. (Monroe 120-121)FJOBEr modern Monroe
The complexity we’re carrying is the gift of our experiences back to the reincarnating self, and beyond that to the Source.
Importantly, this is how a hologram is recorded. The original light (flow from the Source) reflects off an object (or experience), then rejoins to create a holographic recording.
See “Recording Holograms” in holographic-mind.php.
The pattern of human passage through this particular [outer] ring NOTE: mid-upper astral is most fascinating, again from the external view. It is composed of energy in human experiential form moving in two directions, both inward and outward. The inward flow is composed of fresh energy from the NPR NOTE: Nonphysical Reality area first encountering the HTSI NOTE: Human Time-Space Illusion field, becoming more and more attracted by it through a series of in-human existences, passing through this particular ring more rapidly once the null point is crossed. From that point inward, the movement accelerates to the inner edge of the ring and through it, terminating usually in the lowest of the inner rings NOTE: the lower astral.
The outward flow, after release from or skirting the innermost rings, commences the haphazard-seeming yet meticulous path through this largest of the rings NOTE: the mid-astral. . . . The two routes both emerge at the outer edge of the ring and lead to the outermost ring NOTE: the higher astral. (Monroe 242)FJOBEr modern Monroe
Ending Reincarnation
Whenever You Feel Finished
The modern understanding of ending reincarnation is what resonates most with me. Life can sometimes be hard but overall it is beautiful and fascinating and grand. Whenever we feel like we’re done, when we feel we’ve learned all the lessons we came to learn on Earth, then we can move on.
We cycle off not when we’re perfect, according to some definition, but when we feel finished.
Michael: Cycling off is the essence NOTE: reincarnating self deciding that it is finished with school on the physical plane. (Hoodwin 343)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
Monroe’s reincarnating self: You reach a point where you recognize that you can no longer return to being human. . . . You do not need to do so. (Monroe 30-31)UJOBEr modern Monroe
The Technician says: “When a man [or a woman] has experienced all facets of Earthly life, grief, joy, happiness, pain, suffering and exhaustion, when all search for knowledge was satisfied and he explored all corners of the Earth, when the wheel of life comes to a conclusion after many incarnations, then the time has come to look for new horizons.”
The new horizons of which the Technician speaks is the next plane of existence, the fourth plane (or higher astral plane NOTE: home of the reincarnating self) and those above—planes which offer a more spiritualized expression of life. As the Technician says, “When man [or a woman] reaches the fourth plane . . . the person is freed from the law of reincarnation.” (Kubis and Macy 81)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
Ending Attachment
Stated a little differently, this is done by ending the attachment caused by desires, fears, and beliefs. This idea of ending desire comes from Eastern religions long ago, and was seen as a goal in order to “escape” more rebirths, to end the suffering of incarnation, to do whatever is possible to never come back here again. Life clearly was harder then. But I also understand the truth of it — compared to union with the blissful, transcendent knowing and love that exists in that state, no life on Earth, no matter how wonderful, can compare. Even so, I maintain that we’re here for the experience and adventure of it. We did, in fact, choose to be incarnated.
The guidelines for closing the entrance to another birth:
The best method is to abandon the emotions such as desire, anger, or jealousy. (Rinpoche 296)TBoLDwisdom Tibetan Rinpoche
Buddha spoke of a multi-dimensional world that was a wheel—“the wheel of life.” Man passed from the physical world to the astral plane, returning again to Earth to fulfill the desires he still had. If you wanted to “get off the wheel” you had to desire nothing. (Kubis and Macy 75)CBtLITC, OBEr modern (Theosophy) Kubis & Macy
In drawing personality away from the limiting influence of personal acts, we avoid the law of reincarnation with all its consequences. (Yram 91)PAPOBEr Yram
See “Freedom From Desire” in skylike-awareness.php.
Going Directly to the Source
Awareness of the One Life ends the endless round of rebirth again into a struggling skin. . . . In the Hindu-Buddhist concept this ends maya, the illusion of the isolated, package self. Regeneration expands the self into a total relationship with and interdependence with others. (Van Dusen 227)RtURresearcher modern Dusen
Regeneration through opening up to the moment, experiencing the repeating moments of expansion, of life (see “Tunneling: Expansion and Contraction” in flow-into-us.php).
We can always go directly to the Source. See “There Is No Path” in skylike-awareness.php.
Choices After Reincarnation
One option after we finish reincarnation is to within the nonphysical side of the Earth system take on local roles related to helping others.
The time of choosing is somewhat more complicated if the last reincarnational cycle, in your terms, is completed. . . .
At the end of the reincarnational cycle you understand quite thoroughly that you, the basic identity, the inner core of your being, is more than the sum of your reincarnational personalities. . . .
These reincarnational personalities continue to develop, but they also understand that their main identity is also yours.
When the cycle is finished, therefore, you have complete knowledge of your past lives. The information, experience, and abilities are at your fingertips. . . . Your reality exists not only in terms of reincarnational existences but also in the probable realities mentioned earlier.
When the time of choosing comes, therefore, the choices available are far more diverse than those offered or possible to personalities who must still reincarnate. (Roberts 165-166)SSchanneled modern Seth
Starnes: “James reported that he was in a beautiful place which is known as the Third Heaven. That is the spiritual plane, or heaven from which the soul no longer has need to re-enter this great university of life called planet earth.” (Starnes 13)
When the question was asked if we would be returning to earth, our teacher said, “No, beloved ones. Your path leads upward to more heavenly realms. Your earthly service now will be as guides and guardians. And only if you insist, will you return to form and matter.” (Starnes 48)LFSchanneled modern James
Teaching
There is always the opportunity to teach if you have the inclination and the capabilities. . . .
Such a teacher must be able to instruct various portions of one entity NOTE: reincarnating self, in your terms, at the same time. Say, for example, a particular entity has reincarnations in the fourteenth century, [in] 3 B.C., in the year A.D. 260, and in the time of Atlantis. A teacher would simultaneously be in contact with these various personalities, communicating with them in terms that they could understand. Such communication demands a complete knowledge of the root assumptions of such eras, and of the general philosophical and scientific climate of thought at the time.
The entity might well be exploring several probable systems too, and these personalities would also have to be reached and contacted. The amount of knowledge and training necessary makes such a teaching communicator-career extremely demanding, but it is one of the courses available. The process of learning such information necessarily adds to the development and abilities of the teacher. A delicate manipulation of energy is required, and a constant travel through dimensions. Once such a choice is made, training immediately begins, always under the leadership of a practical expert. The vocation, for it is a vocation, leads such a teacher even into other realms of reality than those he previously knew existed. (Roberts 166)SSchanneled modern Seth
Creating
Others, finished with reincarnations and of a different overall nature, may begin the long journey leading toward the vocation of a creator. . . .
The creators begin to experiment with dimensions of actuality, imparting knowledge in as many forms as possible—and I do not mean physical forms. What you would call time is manipulated as an artist would manipulate pigment. What you would call space is gathered together in different ways. . . .
One of their main preoccupations is to create beauty that impinges itself in as many various dimensions of reality as possible. . . .
These creators, however, are also involved in inspiring those in all levels of reality available to them. . . . Inspiration in your system is often the work of such creators.
These “art forms” are often symbolic representations of the nature of reality. . . .
In your terms they may be living dramas. They will always be psychic structures, however, existing apart from any given system of reality, but at least partially perceived by many. Some exist in what you might term the astral plane, and you perceive them in visits during the sleep state. (Roberts 166-167)SSchanneled modern Seth
Healing
There are also those who choose to be healers, and of course this involves far more than healing as you are familiar with it. These healers must be able to work with all levels of the entity’s NOTE: reincarnating self’s experience, directly helping those personalities that are a part of it. Again, this involves a manipulation through reincarnational patterns, and here again, great diversification. . . .
The healing involved is always psychic and spiritual, and these healers are available to help each personality in your system as you know it, in your present time, and in other systems. (Roberts 168)SSchanneled modern Seth
Evolution Beyond Human Life
Monroe refers to those who dwell in the outermost ring in the astral as the “last-timers”, as they are ready to end reincarnation and move back out of the physically-oriented nonphysical universe. Many describe those who move on as being beyond reach to those who remain.
Dr. Peebles: Many, many souls have come to the planet Earth and have left it, finished, done, enlightened, and are in other spheres of growth and living. New souls come—new to the planet Earth—all the time. (Pendleton 43)TDAchanneled modern Pendleton
Acharya: When man has conquered the human kingdom, his evolution does not come to a sudden end, but goes on upwards, ever upwards, until at last it reaches the source from which it spring. . . . The goal of life is experience. (Richelieu 3)ASJOBEr modern (Theosophy) Richelieu
Infinite Endless Evolution
Vince: “And after one finishes his rounds of incarnation on the physical plane?”
Heyoan: “Then enlightenment goes on in another way. . . . There are an infinite number of stages. For if you were to be carried from one level of reality to the next to the next, you would go into an infinite space. At this point you can only go to a certain height because your perception ability is not that broad. The more enlightened one gets, the broader the perception. There is really no end to it. . . .
“As the darkness fades, the transformation process becomes one of creativity rather than of healing.” (Brennan 263)HoLclairvoyant modern Brennan
There is no conceivable state of finality like that of an eternal paradise. . . . There is no conceivable end of evolution. . . . The Cosmos itself is eternally subject to rebirths and redyings, of which the One Mind NOTE: the Source is the Dreamer, the Source, and the Sustainer. (Evans-Wentz 7)TYSDwisdom Tibetan Dvagpo-Lharje
See “The Aperture and Emitter” in purpose-of-life.php.
The Grand Cycle
The Grand Cycle
While the ever-flowing lotus blossom is the form of the universe, it also works well as a representation of the path of the soul on its way out from the Source, through many experiences, and back to it (see “The Flowing Form of Reality” in physical-multiverse.php).
The Tao NOTE: the Source consists of an infinite number of sparks, or units of consciousness, that are at once wholly unified and individual, like the cells in our body. Some of these sparks are purely potential, and others have experienced various degrees and kinds of realization in the universe and in the Tao itself. . . . [The Tao] created the universe to be its “workshop,” a place where it could manifest and further know itself. . . . [Love] is the animating force, the fundamental impulse, in all creation. Our spark, being part of the Tao, shares in the Tao’s creativity. When we created our essence, we cast or extended ourselves from the Tao into the universe in order to expand the Tao. We explore, experience, and create in order to actualize more of the Tao’s potential and bring back to it a wealth of new knowledge about itself. Since the Tao’s nature is love, what we are really about, ultimately, is expanding love. . . .
When we are cast from the Tao, we become a “fragment.” During the middle of our time on the physical plane, we are at our most fragmented or individual. After that, our journey back to being fully focused in the Tao, which is the experience of total oneness, begins. . . .
I call the big “loop” to and from the Tao a “grand cycle.” . . . It is like taking a journey around the world and returning home with a much expanded awareness. . . . In casting from the Tao, we never actually leave it. (Hoodwin 89-90)
Michael: The Tao NOTE: the Source . . . [is] extending parts of itself into the dimensional universe. (Hoodwin 341)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
There is only life dancing outwardly, then back to the Source, then once again moving back into physical expression. No beginning. No ending. Ever! Only life, learning, growing, changing until, at last, the soul knows it is immortal and Everlasting! (Starnes 83)LFSchanneled modern James
We forget, so that we can reexperience the earth-shaking bliss of remembering. Seemingly lost and alone, we grow and remember, bit by bit, the full infinite extent of ourselves.
Case 23:
Dr. N: How do you see yourself relating to the oneness of creation? . . .
S: By sensations of movement NOTE: the flow. In the beginning there is an outward migration of our soul energy from the source. Afterward, our lives are spent moving inward . . . toward cohesion and the uniting. . . . There is an explosive release . . . then a returning . . . yes, the source pulsates.
Dr. N: And you are moving toward the center of this energy source?
S: There really is no center. The source is all around us as if we were . . . inside a beating heart. . . . When I was thrust outward I was a child. Now I’m being drawn back as my adolescence fades. . . .
Dr. N: Back where?
S: Further inside the source. . . . It’s as if souls are all part of a massive electrical explosion which produces . . . a halo effect. In this . . . circular halo is a dark purple light which flares out . . . lightening to a whiteness at the edges. Our awareness begins at the edges of brilliant light and as we grow . . . we become more engulfed in the darker light. . . . The dark light is itself a . . . covering, beyond which we feel an intense warmth . . . full of a knowing presence which is everywhere for us and . . . alive!
Dr. N: What was it like when you were first aware of your identity as a soul after being pushed out to the rim of this halo?
S: To be . . . is the same as watching the first flower of spring open and the flower is you. And, as it opens more, you become aware of other flowers in a glorious field and there is . . . unbounded joy. (Newton 197-198)JoShypnosis modern Newton
Infinite Choices of Experience
The Cosmic Wheel simply describes the ultimate reality, or what you might call the cosmology of the universe.
It is the cycle of life, or what I sometimes term The Process. It is a picture phrase describing the no-beginning-and-no-end nature of things; the continually connected path to and from the all of everything, on which the soul joyfully journeys throughout eternity. (Walsch 55)
When you arrive at the highest state, you experience it fully, then you decide what next you choose to experience, and where in the Realm of Relativity you choose to go in order to experience it.
You may wish to again experience yourself becoming your Self—it is a grand experience, indeed—and so you may start all over again on the Cosmic Wheel. (Walsch 55)
You can move to any place on the Cosmic Wheel. You may “come back” as anything you wish, or in any other dimension, reality, solar system, or civilization you choose. Some of those who have reached the place of total union with the Divine have even chosen to “come back” as enlightened masters. (Walsch 102-103)CWG3channeled modern Walsch
Starting a New Grand Cycle
Then you will become one with the Oneness, and there will be nothing else except That Which You Are—which is All There Ever Was, until you decide that there should be something else. . . .
After you experience the Oneness for an infinite time-no time, you will cease to experience it, because you cannot experience the Oneness as Oneness unless and until That Which Is Not One also exists. Understanding this, you will create, once again, the idea and the thought of separation, or disunity.
Then you will keep on traveling on the Cosmic Wheel, keep going, keep circling, keep on being, forever and ever, and even forever more.
You will return to the Oneness many times—an infinite number of times and for an infinite period each time. (Walsch 97-98)
We are constantly, every one of us, journeying from Knowing to Not Knowing to Knowing again, from being to not being to being again, from Oneness to Separation to Oneness again, in a never-ending cycle . . . the Cosmic Wheel. (Walsch 102)
When a soul (a part of Me) reaches ultimate realization, it has the option to “start over,” to literally “forget everything,” so that it can remember all over again, and re-create itself anew once more. (Walsch 135)CWG3channeled modern Walsch
Each lifetime puts a “ring” of experience “around” our essence NOTE: reincarnating self, and each grand cycle puts one around our spark NOTE: our innermost individuality. When this cycle NOTE: of reincarnation is complete, it will be fully integrated into our spark, just as when this lifetime is complete, it will be fully integrated into our essence. The core of our spark is unchanging. It is the ultimate “I” who experiences. . . .
The more sentient cycles a spark has had, the higher its level of sentience, because it gains experience. . . .
Increased complexity does not make one superior. I know two people with eighteen previous cycles: one is a loving and “enlightened” person; the other looks like a mess. The point is not to be complex, but to expand the Tao NOTE: the Source through the expression of love through our uniqueness. . . .
The final state . . . is one of total unconditional love for everything. Michael considers this to be the ultimate goal of all sentient evolution.
Those with more previous cycles can better afford the luxury, so to speak, of studying something “nonessential.” (Hoodwin 201, 203-204)JoYSchanneled modern Hoodwin
My Reincarnating Self: Somehow facing my fear of expressing my spiritual beliefs opened up something amazing. Upon reaching the top of the tall tree stump, I open up my reincarnating self, and we all go diving into life after life. It’s an ecstatic experience, growing in all the ways I value, deeply connecting with people, sharing the experiences, the colors, the beauty, the intimacy, the creativity. I’ll never forget it.
And then a family begins to grow as I skip across time with them. This is the feeling of home.